Wednesday, May 31, 2006

REALITY..
It's been a while since i last blogged abt anything on Reality TV.. oooh.. still a big fan!.. no doubt.. but not too sure why was it i never get round to updating abt wateva i was watching.. niways, Ms Quirky and i met up with RosmAman for lunch yest and we got round to discussing this season's SI.. and so, it sparked off this sudden need to talk abt this!.. hahahaa...

Singapore Idol
. Someone has caught my attention.. and i'm fully supporting this person provided this person's first piano show is not a letdown.. *Identity will be revealed once the piano show is over..*
. I sooooo totally disagree that someone in the show was labeled "not just good looks but can sing as well!".. oh puuuhleeaaase!!!.... that person looks soooooo tak mandi, i nearly puked on my food when i heard the comment!! sungguh tak menyelerakan!!..
. I cannot stand Awi - who cried like nobody's business abt wanting to see the mother's smile before she dies (that almost made me nearly cry as well!) - for being sooooo drama on one day and then freakin fucked it up the next!!! alamak!... cannot tahan lor!!!.... free 5mins air-time har??... *on another note, sorry if wat u said abt your mother is true. but if it had been true, you shouldn't have performed how you performed*
. I think Florence Lian should stop wearing big dresses that make her look pregnant - or is she??
. I hope someone gets a real makeover sooooon!.. coz i totally can't see the face!!... and actually, i need to hear this someone sings coz when this someone talks, the whole family totally don't get it!!!....

American Idol
It sucked that Taylor wins but it was expected!.. bleagh!... niways, it was pretty blatant who the producers were supporting.. Kat was given a lot of songs to sing while the only thing i remembered Taylor did was the harmonica and the quite forgettable song he did with Toni Braxton.. :p

Anugerah Skrin
I've never gotten round expressing my deep hatred dislike towards Rafaat.. alamak!.. muka macam nak kena tumbuk, babe!.. everytime he talks, i juz feel like punching his face so that he'd pout some more and maybe, i'd pull his freaking long face and pouty lips once i'm done punching!!... definitely need a pillow as a punch bag watching Anugerah!!... and wat's worst?!.. Dearest can do a very goooood impersonation of him and his very predictable dialogue!... :p

I must say i was very irked when i watched Anugerah in it's first few episodes.. but the latest Anugerah was shockingly good. *I wonder if it's because Datok was there?* so congrats to the remaining 8(??)....

By the way, if Suria reads this, i think it's unfair that the sms session got cut-off right after the second drama session. The guys put in a lot of effort and it may make or break their votes, at the end of the day!.. The sms should have continued rite till the commercial at least. While waiting for results to be tabulated, give us some entertainment - provide clips of what the contestants have been doing the past week, or bits of info abt themselves so that the fans can get to know them better..

wokay!.. i've said what i've been wanting to say!.. hahhaa... ;) lastly, i wanna say my Dearest Chipmunk, is looking more like the Charming Hunk he is, by day... (*uweeek!* i want him to still be the cute chipmunk he was 2 days ago!!..) the bump on his cheeks is subsiding and he can feel the stitches oredi.. but al-hamdulillah.. that means a speedy recovery for him!.. ;) lovely!!..... can kiss!kiss! his face all over now!!... hahahhahaa..... :p love you, darl.....

Monday, May 29, 2006

BEING BACK...
my first day at work after nearly 2wks absence wasssss.... hmmm... i dunno??.... bewildering?!... first, because of Dearest swollen cheek (he actually look like a very cute chipmunk!!.. kekekkee... ), i had to go public all the way!... it wasn't tat bad lah!.. it's actually faster than when i took a direct bus from the old place!... so, i'm not soooo worried if we're to move to our love nest later, and i had to go public lah!... hehhee...

at work, numerous emails to clear - wat's new?!.... and piles of paper work to be done!.. bleagh!!!... blardy hell!!!!...... see?!.. i think this is why thoughts of resigning has been playing in my head of late.... Warning to Ms Quirky: pls dun spread this around!!..

It's not that i'm unhappy with the job, i'm juz plain BORED!!!.... but the tot of moving off to another place seemed sooooooooo tak best!!... :( brrrrr... i hope the next project by Ms Quirky would "entertain" me!

Rceived a very "moving" (NOT!) from Ms Taik... and *rolls eyes* i dun understand her motive to write to practically everyone else, if she's significantly singled out a few names!!..... esp to ppl like me?!... am i part of her "sad" episode or experience here, as described???... bleagh!... wateva!!!.......

even before she leaves, she still did not do a proper completion of her job!.. my god!!!..... i asked her to do something before i leave.. even gave her a deadline for it!!.... and as usual, she fucked up... was soooooo upset when Babe told me that it's not done yet.. my gawd!!!!..... i can't possibly see any reason why she was chosen for wateva position she's got out of sooooo many ppl who applied?!!!..... but well, it's good riddance to bad rubbish to us, anyway!!!! ;) so, am i supposed to actually sob when i read her very "touching" email?!... oh puuuuhleeease!...

Anyways, i've loaded our Bangkok trip photos here... SHOP! SHOP! and SHOP peeps!!!! ;)

Sunday, May 28, 2006

QUALITY TIME..


We're both back safely, al-hamdulillah... and spent the very, very much awaited quality time together!... ;)

We stayed in a small luxury hotel, had my first experience of being half-haken by the beach (had to!.. we did massage by the beach!) and being totally away from everyone and juz enjoy each other's company!

After being back for juz a day, we're off to Bangkok!!.... ;) it was such a retail therapy!... Chatucak was amazing!!..... we reached the hotel at abt 4.30pm on Sunday.. we juz dumped our bags, stashed our valuables in the safe and LEFT for Chatucak in a hurry!!.... we didn't wanna miss the cheap bargains there, mah!.. it was, afterall, a weekend market!... ;)

but if you do miss it, you can still go to their night bazaar - Suan Lum Market - at Lumphini.. it's definitely neater and cleaner than Chatucak but more expensive.. but you can still bargain your way and get something for less than MBK!... ;)

truly enjoyed the shopping experience in bangkok!.. and really can't wait to get there again once we get our love nest!!.. hehehehe.... ;) and i've told dearest Bro that if he were ever to get married, juz gimme the money, i can help him settle his simple dais and wedding favours!.. hehehhee... ;)

pictures of Bangkok will be put up later...

Anyways, before i forget, CONGRATULATIONS to Iswady and Joy on their union!... may you both be blessed with love, joy and happiness till death do you part... we're sorry we couldn't wait for you guys to come down again.. coz Aduka had a dental appt to go to!!... sorry yah.... but managed to get a decent shot of the groom... and hmmmmm.. did he lose a bit of weight for this day???... hehhee.. ;)


Speaking of Dearest dental appt.. i went in to watch his wisdom teeth surgery... and boy!.. it made me NOT wanna go for that surgery!!... brrrrr...... scary doks!!!...... the tot of 5days MC is tempting me but the image of the freakily long syringe scare me!!!.... blardy hell!!!!..... but my wisdom tooth is disturbing me more often than before now.... blaaaaah!.... maybe not now... later can lah..... dun wanna give Ms Quirky a heart attack with my many, many days of absence from work this year!.. hehehehe... Ms Quirky, I'll TRY not to take anymore leave eh.. but cannot promise!!... hehhehehe.... ;p

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

LEAVING ON A JET PLANE..

can't believe we're here.

waiting for boarding time.

together.

just the two of us.

leaving on a jet plane.

to paradise.

ciao peeps!!....

we'll see you.

when you see us back here!!

with pictures to share and goodies to give away (insya-allah ye)..!!..... ;)

*muaaacks!!*
LOW - HIGH - LOW - HIGHEST!
The above was how i felt the week before till date!.... First, I took leave thinking that i could do some shopping before we leave for our honeymoon!!... then, it rained ever so heavily, we got drenched and stuck for 1.5hrs before we decided to still move on and dried ourselves in the toilet!!!.... grrrrrrr...
And then, we met the SP group for our very belated thank you dinner for them... waaaaah!... make appointments with them can really pengsan lor!.... a lil' wonder y i don't like to coordinate meetings with them!... HAH!... i think Ms Insurance Agent do a better job lah!!... *hint! hint!*

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These were the food they ordered that made us very bloated and full!!... My recommendation to y'all!... Bumbu Restaurant - price is pretty reasonable and the food is GOOOOOOD!!

The beautiful couple who's still in wedded bliss... ;)

This is the "Beauty and the Beast" couple *kwang..kwang..kwang.. - kidding Naz!!* who got free advise on marriage and starting up..

Only one couple's picture is missing - Ms IA and future hubby!... Y??!... coz they were LATE!!!!..... as usual!.... bleagh!!... hehehhee....

oooooh!... and this i MUST document!!..... only 5mths and he's definitely growing abnormally-Vertically!!!..... but oklah... definitely look like it's following good ol'dad!... ;)

After all these good food and company, we hit a low when we had to entertain some very petty people.. urrrrgh!... very frustrating!.. but tat's life, aye??....

however, today........ NOTHING!... and i mean absolutely NOTHING!!.... will make us go LOW!!... coz we're definitely going HIGH.. HIGH.. up in the air!!! - feeling extremely excited to be going off for our honeymoon!!... weeeeee!!!!.............

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Ninja!

ooooh... laaa.. laaa........ i'm feeling the holiday vibes oredi!.. speaking with Izy last nite really made us damn excited to go off for our "escapade".... where are we off to?.... an island in Thailand!!..... we kindof regretted we didn't get a resort on the oh-so-popular beach!... but nevermind!!... maybe it will save us those moooolahs!!!!.... hhehhehe.... ;)

brrrr... niways, there are pictures to put up on that rainy day I chose to take leave and we chose to go shopping!!... but neeeh.... forget it!!... too lazy to go load it!.... :(

anyways, there's tons of work to do!... but feeeeling oh-too-lazeee to do !!!!!..... grrrrrr.....

Monday, May 08, 2006

Ninja!

Wonder 1:
I wonder if Mum & Dad would renovate the new home as nicely as the neighbours?.. Coz the neighbours' home really do look awesome!... our purchased house??.. errrrrrrrrrrrr........... *bleagh*

Wonder 2:
I wonder if "the visit from aunty" this month would be shorter than the rest.. i wouldn't want her here while we're on our honeymoon, rite??...... *cheeky*

Wonder 3:
I wonder if the thank you dinner for my second grp of frenz will EVER happen!!!.... coz it juz has not happened!!!!!..... *frustrated!*

Wonder 4:
I wonder why the old folks give us (me & hubby) $$$$$ when we go "sembah2"??.... it's very paiseh leh!.. anyone care to gimme an explaination, pls?.... *confused*

Wonder 5:
I wonder if i'm brave enuff to be pregnant and carrying our first child and it doesn't help with Rosma listing the reasons why she's not thinking of having a second one now!... and yes!.. i am that selfish too!... *smirks*

Wonder 6:
I wonder how our increment here works? It's not the same as it used to it seems... and so, i am still left wondering how on earth do they get the amount that I got for my increment?... hmmmm.... *wondering*

Wonder 7:
I wonder if i'll ever get out of this "NO MOOD TO WORK" mode!.. urrrrgh!... been in this mode for quite a while now... urrrgh!.. i know there's juz some things that I've not done.. but i can't put my finger on "what"?!.... hmmmm....... *bored*

aaaaarrrggghh!!.. i'm obviously BORED!!....... and i can't wait for tml to make bf for hubby, sleep in, cook lunch for hubby and go shopping!!.... for now, being a housewife seems more "inviting" than being at work!...

Friday, May 05, 2006

AMUSED..
I was rather amused watching the campaign report tonite... Half an hour full, of all parties trying to "outdo" each other.. and it was definitely interesting to watch how the media skews the stories in favour of a party*..

i dun really care abt politics.. and i seriously doubt the "enthusiasm" of the crowd in these rally - that's also amusing - are they there to really listen to what the party can offer to the constituency or are there simply to feel/experience the "heat" and to enjoy the noisy atmosphere??....

we'll juz see the results tomolo... it's gonna be pretty interesting.. and i've already made up my own theories on a few scenarios!.. hahhaa... however, those theories shall remain with me lest i'll be sued for "concocting" such theories!!... kekekkee...

Anyways, at last, Izy's pictures are up for viewing!!... the office PC is really screwed up!.. *bleagh!*

MY FIRST POLLING DAY..
tml is polling day!! ;) kinda looking forward to it since the last time i hit 21, there was a walkover in the estate!... bleagh!.... there was also supposed to be a campaign in the office today!!.... we've named the party People's Park Party and the single ward party is none-other than our "Senior Chief" SK!.. ;)

But apparently, after all the hardwork and planning and the anticipation to see her reaction, it all came to a naught when one itchy backside printed the coloured poster and showed it to her early in the morning *when no one's in the office!!!*.. urrrrrghh!!!... alamak!!!.....

so, out of pure fun and laughter (not tat i like doing this to her).. here's the 2 poster we did!..


Disclaimer: There is no People's Park Party in Singapore. Posters are created for fun and not meant to contest any party.

Anyways, there's also another pc of news - we've got a new home!!... somewhere near the old one.. but now nearer to our to-be-love-nest.. ;) the new home like not-so-accessible!.... but mummy seemed to love it!!.... hmmmm..... i'm having doubts even before seeing it!!... kakakkaka....

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

ROMANCE & SHOPPING!!
yeay!!!... we've finally finalised our honeymoon plans.. but looks like we're not getting our "dream" hotel!.. damn it!!!... but oklah... i guess, we're fated to really rest and relax - be away from the hustle and bustle of crowded beach and to simply just enjoy each other's company - spend some quality time that we didn't quite manage to get after the wedding!!... *kwang.. kwang.. kwang..* ;)

sooooo anyways, i can't wait!!!!!!.... YEAY!!!!!...... Ms Quirky, be prepared to "miss" me for 9 days hor!!... hehehehee...

oooooh!.. one more pce of good news!.. Ms Taik, is leaving us pretty sooooon!... apparently, she has a much better offer.. but i also think that it's because she juz can't handle the job here!... hah!... but good riddance wateva it may be!!!.... the office is planning on a farewell lunch and i'm planning for a "great escape"!... Ms Quirky and another colleague seemed to think that i'm not giving her face... but errrr.. yalor!!.... lunch is meant to be spent with and ON ppl that i like hor!!!... i heard how she switch off now that she's leaving!.... and screw up someone's work - like FOREVER!!.. so, i really wonder wat did the new company see in her that I don't eh??!!.... hmmmmm.... anyways, we have begun to imagine the chaos this does to the small unit!!!... coz i dun think they can handle the workload with 1 FT (whom i dun really see doing much!) and another FT (who's a 'crack' case and will totally avoid doing what she does) and 1 PT (who's sooooo freakin realiable but i dun see why the need to stay on if a PT is doing an FT job!).. All these are a bit worrying leh... gah! gah!...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

THE PRETTY PINK WEDDING
It was a beautiful wedding in pink, her favourite colour.. CONGRATULATIONS to our dear girlfriend, Izy, on her marriage to her long-time beau of wat? 9yrs??!!... :) and i heard how romantic his declaration of love was to her that rendered her speechless! hahaha... this one mat rock do have a soft side in him!! ;)

The radiant bride, with a sweet smile before the solemnisation.

This is the bouquet we gave her for her use on Saturday! I LOVE IT!!..

After the solemnisation, she was in tears! and freakily, couldn't stop crying!.. ehehhee.. ;)

The wait was all worth it!.. ;)

Enjoy the next chapter of your lives and may you sail through this journey together, in bliss, forever..... A-meeen...

Pictures will be up pretty sooooon...

Friday, April 28, 2006

MY NEW TOY..
oooooh!.. yes!!... juz got my new toy!!.. YAAAHoOO!!!!.... ;) i'm sooooo in lurrrve with it and i think it's such a freakin gooooood buy!!.... i juz, juz, hope it won't gimme problems!!!!..... *bleagh* so which new toy did i get myself???.....


thanks honey!!!!!!...... for the belated bday present!... kekkekee.... love u lots! lots!!!! ;) for YOUR bday prezzie, it'll be another new toy too! *muacks!!*

Thursday, April 27, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARL!!

you are
.. 26 turn 27!
.. a husband
.. a property holder
.. only a year away from finishing your degree course..

the changes a year makes!

May you lead the life you've yearned for and i'll definitely always be there to pray for your
wealth, health and happiness..
I hope you'd give yourself the gift of life today and I'll promise to support you all the way..

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

HAPPY 1MTH ANNIVERSARY!!
Exactly a month ago, we were 1!... how time flies!.. till today, we still talked abt the wedding and how we wanna "relive" the moments of raja sehari.. hehehhee.... and i am very "kempunan" that i didn't get to pose with my favourite dinner outfit!!.... *boooo hoooo hoooo!*

but anyways, here we are today, a month on and still basking in glorious, wedded bliss... and while we were looking back at past albums, we came across this..

A declaration of his love, and his plans to marry me on 25.03.05, made on 07.03.00.

those were our "juvie" days... hehehhee.... it actually brought a tear to my eyes.... :')

love you Darl.. though we were 1yr late in our plans, it's always better late than never, aye??.... *muacks!!*

i still remember the day we met - that few minutes late attraction, that charming smile, the way you look at me that night.. the day you confessed your love and proposed to me - "Would you like to spend the rest of your life with me?" still rings in my ears.. and i can't believe that 7 years on, we made our dreams come true..

I could never ask for a better man.. Thank you, Darl, for loving me the way you do... Happy 1mth Anniversary!!... may the months and years that follows be as blissful as our first! ;)

Monday, April 24, 2006

REALITY CHECK
Did anyone watch True Files yesterday?!... gosh!.. really felt like bashing that man up!.... such a freak!!... wat kind of a man ties and rape a baby who looks barely a year old??.. isssssh!!!... for the sake of those who didn't catch the show last nite - not only was she raped, she then, got thrown into the rubbish chute - still alive!!!... alamak!!!.... really feel like bashing him up siah!.. i hope he got sodomised while he was inside!!!..... that'll served him rite!....

and i'm sure by now, there's also this sicko man - the one with 10 wives - as if that's not enuff - he had to rape his own daughters as well!!!.... in order to "protect" his daughters from contracting diseases from other men, it's best that they sleep with him??.... huh??!!.. wat kind of reasoning is that?!... i tot that if you're so pious, shouldn't you be leading your family to the right path?... and if how you have taught them was the right way, wouldn't they know what is right, and what is wrong?.. and how could a mother allow such a thing to happen to their own daughter??... were they sooooo brainwashed that one's maternal instinct was also washed away???.... urrrrgh!!!... it really disgusts me!

Over the weekend, had lunch with a good fren and was also given another reality check!.. kids nowadays are getting too smart for their own good!.. the system allows them to climb over the teachers' heads - teachers now are not given the "right" to scold them "harshly" or to hit them.. i remembered my time, when teachers are like our second parents. Not only do they scold us when we're wrong, they can also take a ruler and hit us with it if we're really notti!.. now, wat's happening, if you dun oredi know, the kids would go home, fabricate a story on why they were scolded and hit, and the teachers would get it!...

seriously, if the kids spent half the day at school and most would probably be seeing and spending time with the parents for only a few hours a day, shouldn't we allow the teachers to discipline our kids - as long as they dun abuse that power?.. teachers are there to "mould our children's future" aye??... but the sad reality is it seems, if parents are too over-protective over their kids, the kids will juz be a shadow of the parents and will never be as independent as we want them to be... :(

Friday, April 21, 2006

THE KEPO-NESS OF SOME PPL!...
they drive me crazy!.. first, they sigh and whine to my face abt the new policy.. then, now, they went behind my back and told our dearest EA that i've put her as the main contact person for any queries regarding the policy!...

the nerve of some ppl!!!... grrrrr... i've oredi tried explaining to this person that it's not what she thinks.. but everytime i try to explain, she cuts me off and say what she thinks it means!.. bleagh!... how idiotic can anyone be?!!!!!!!...... gah!. gah!. gah!....

and as expected, they were talking amg themselves coz suddenly, our dearest EA were approached by not one but two of them telling her the same thing!!.. "waaaaaah?!!... soooo concerned ah???..." i exclaimed!!!!!.... ciiiibaaaaiii!!!!!..... if you dunno a fucking thing, juz fucking shut up!!!... thank goodness our dearest EA is 100times smarter than them!!!..... urrrrgh!!... though they may "flock" together, thank god they're not "birds of a feather"!

Thursday, April 20, 2006

U LOIKE??
YES!.. at last!!!!..... like my new layout????.. hehehe... new chapter, new beginnings, new layout lor..

I had a new look today too!... and i lurrrrve it!.. though some (u know who u are!) may disagree!... ;P spoil sport!... curled my hair today and i do look different... and i'm inspired to curl my hair more often now... anyways, my curly, wurly hair is growing out.. bleagh!... without my trusted instant hot-iron curlers at home, i'd have half-straight, half-curly wurly, hair!!!.....

my latest project now is to decide on Dearest bday prezzie!... grrrrrr!!.... i think so far, i have changed my mind 3 times!!!..... maybe i should give him the options and let him decide and then, purchase wateva he's decided later??.... OR i can simply give him 3 envelopes with the supposed "theme" sprawled across it and let him choose based on the "theme" surprise him with wat's inside the envelope?!... hmmmmm.........

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

FED-UP!
urrrrgh!.... my suppliers are killing me!... they're killing me inside OUT!.. and some ppl here, (i think) simply refused to understand that i've done my darnest to explain to those damn suppliers wateva our concerns/issues are!!!!!.... wat the fuck am i supposed to do if those damn fucked-up suppliers refuse to address our concerns/issues??!!!.....

FUCK!....

i've heard the sighs and the complaints on the new policy!!... yes.. yes.. i heard them all.. i also do lurrrrrrrrve to fucking sigh and complain to your faces but fuck! you couldn't understand, could you?!.... if you had, i wouldn't be hearing the same thing from you again. and again!

urrrrrgh!.. i'm fucking fed-up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............

nevermind......

My digi-cam wish list..
Wish 1: Nikon S4

Wish 2: Canon iXus 65

Wish 3: Olympus mju700


*sigh*.. would have to get one of these before our honeymoooon!.............

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

FAT! FAT! FAT!
I feel like i'm getting fatter by the day!.. BY THE DAY!.. gosh!!... :( ever since our wedding, I have been non-restrictive on my diet!.. hehehe... ;p and now, out of my OWN gluttony, I am feeling the kilos piling up and the babats protruding!.. urrrrgh!... i can't gain them kilos till at least after the 3 upcoming weddings i have to go to!!!!....

and i think that those 2 damn long weeks of "holidaying" for the wedding, has finally kicked in full force now.. coz i dun seem to be able to get up early in the mornings as easily as i used to!... is it because there's that warmth of that loved one beside you?.. or is it because of the late nites i've been spending, keeping him company in his preparation for his exams???.. hmmmm.....

and now, me at work??.. i'm juz feeling too darn lazy to do anything!!... i'm sooooo envious of Ms Sinus, who's now probably enjoying the comfort of her plush sofa, nursing the lil baby - enjoying the moments watching the lil' baby's abnormal, super-fast progress in growing up!... urrrrgh!!..... i'm soooo, sooooo, jealous!!!!... ;p

Anyways, to my dearest girlfriend, Izy - feeling the "heat" yet, dear?.. hehehhee.... appx 11 more days to D day!....... ;) holler if you need help eh??!....

Monday, April 17, 2006

SUPER SHORT WEEKEND..
It feels like the weekend went by like a breeze!!... my god!... super short siah!!... couldn't really feel like it was a holiday weekend!.... :( i'm soooo tired today!..... like super tired!!.... woke up like freakin late today (imagine an hour's late!!!)!... cut my berdandan time to half!... and sped thru the expressway gantry juz to make it on time to work!.. kwang.. kwang...kwang...

i think it must be yesterday's rain!.... we still got drenched even after "seeking" shelter at RosmAman's house!.. heheheh..... coz nearing our exit along TPE, it started to pour!!!!!... but ooooh!..at least i get to lepaskan rindu kat my only god-daughter!!! ;) she's now taking a while to get warmed up to us... but still oh-so-adorable!!... looking at her make me wanna have one of my own!... BUUUUTTT, dun keep asking when's our turn eh!.. had enuff of that over the weekend!!!..... ;( *stressness!...*

for everyone's info, we're NOT planning for 1 yet.. pls let us enjoy our moments - juz the 2 of us first!... we can't have babies when we've not had enuff of each other yet, mah!.. he's schooling and all.. and i can't possibly have a baby tat'll definitely distract him from his studies.. and i can't take care of the baby myself since i dun think i can handle the constant need to wake up in the middle of the night to feed or change him/her.. and can't really expect my Dearest to handle a fragile baby with his already lack of sleep lifestyle now... PLUS, there's really no one that i can think of that can take care of our baby since Mummy don't wanna quit her job - and i can't blame her coz i dun think i can afford to give her the same amt that she's getting now each mth.. :( and i'm NOT - in a million years - employing a maid or a nanny to take care of our baby!.. i'd rather quit my job (but i dun think i can do tat either!!)!.. so, in all practicality, a baby is out of the question - for now.. but if it comes sooner than we expect, we will definitely welcome it with open arms lah..

now, on to other stuffs... i'm soooooo freakin lost without my digi cam!... my cam is totally spoilt!... brrrrr!... sungguh tiiiiddaaaak!!... with the coming bonus, i shall get myself a digi cam - this i promise myself!.. ehhehee... urrrgh!.. when's the bonus?! more importantly though - how much bonus will I be getting?!... hmmmm.....