SOOOOO BLARDY SLEEPY!...
i can't seem to open my eyes!.... gooosh!... and i think it's because i'm not having a restful sleep - that's y!... i seem to wake up whenever Dearest make the slightest movement and whenever i hear the slightest sound!... :( i can only qada' my sleep over the weekeneds lah nie... boooo hoooo hoooo....

and it's not that i dun have anything to do.. the problem is, there's juz toooo much blardy paperwork to do that i'm getting sick and tired of doing them!.... i really do wonder how many approvals FN needs before they can release any money?... like one approval is not enuff?!... urrrrgghh!!....

and then, there's this on-going project that we're on and the blardy consultants are really not helping by asking us to relate the whole sequential process of an activity - on paper - that is NOT, i repeat - is NOT an integral part of their work in the first place!.. do u know how blardy tedious that is?!... unless u tell me u're going to be doing exactly what we're doing by going through the whole entire process, i refuse to put on paper what exactly comes after this and that!... pffft!... i do wonder wtf we're paying these consultants for?! we're doing the work for them when we're already paying them like god knows how many more times than what we get paid for?!.... urrrrgh!... life's unfair - i know... :(

brrrr... this entry is sooooo negative and bo-liao!... but wtf?!... it's better than having to do the mundane work in the office!.... i'll end off this entry on a high note.. something's exciting coming our way reaaaall sooon!... sooner than we expected!.. yippee!!... we freakin can't wait leh!!!..... ooooh!.. baby! baby!.... :D

BACK TO BASICS..
We felt soooo cheated in class yesterday.. yes.. cheated by the previous trainer who taught us nothing but the C-technique!.... urrrrgghh!!!..... i get soooo mad juz thinking abt it!....

we actually got a new teacher last thurs but her prowess didn't show until yesterday when she gave us a demo and she started right from the start!!.... it was really back to basics and new info / tips that were never shared kept spilling out!... macam pantat betul that he-she!... can i push that damn adam apple down her throat, plssssss???.....

we blardy wasted like 2-3 blardy mths on her crap!... feeling sooooo unamused!!.... gaaaaahh!!!.... can get refund or not ah?

On a good note, the cat is finally out of the bag!... RosmAman has made that long-awaited announcement... been holding back a few photos of her coz she wasn't ready to announce it to the world yet!... but anyways, i heard that Ms Gems nearly fell when she saw her.. my reaction, as usual was a mixed one - can't really describe it - but niways, after the initial shock was over, thinking back, i'm really happy for her!!... i would have gone through the same thought process if i'm carrying a daughter but i dunno if i'm brave enuff to actually do it though!.. hehehe... but niways, al-hamdulillah, my best bud have taken that all impt step.. insya-allah, Allah will pave that way for me too in future..

American Idol is on tonite!.. dun forget to watch it!!... i'll be missing the episode tml and wanna catch the rerun on Star World at 11.30pm but errrrr... wat time i sleep eh like that?!... gaaaah!!!.... :(

OUTRAGED!
exactly wat i'm feeling now after reading an article of an armed robbery that happened in JB!... that 28yr old singaporean guy got robbed while on his way home.. his car got crashed into - on purpose - and the driver got him to stop the car and proceeded to demand compensation for crashing into his car!... bleh gitu?!... they crashed into his car, they demand compensation?!...

and when he tried calling his BIL for help, they put a parang to his neck, cut him and pushed him into his car and drove off!.... when they found that he only had RM10 on him, they taunted him - questioning him how come he's only got RM10 when he can travel by car and dine nicely?... kepala otak dorang berjambul lah!....

in the end, they left him at the roadside after 45mins bashing and driving him around, leaving with his car and some valuables worth $3k!.... issssh!!.... thank god he survived coz his wife is expecting to deliver tomorrow!... imagine if they had killed him - he won't be able to see him unborn child.. and that child will never get to know his/her father because of ruthless crooks like them!...

it makes me mad juz thinking of it!... and the article shook me to the core.. never will i allow Dearest to go in just to pump oil if we ever get a car in future - but not that i should worry.. coz i know we're on the same pg! ;) thank god for that!... haaaizz... but i cannot help but worry for the BIL coz he often goes in to do juz that.. and most times it's with the wife and kids - the robbers dun freakin care if u're a woman or with kids!... isssssh!.... it makes me wonder wat will happen to them and the economy if Singaporeans all decide not to go there one day if the robberies escalate!... for now, i'm contented with juz dining and shopping in sunny Singapore.. at least, i feel relatively secure to spend in a bit-more-expensive Singapore!...

EYES WIDE SHUT!!
i think my dozing off in the office is starting again!... ;( i'm feeling freakin sleeepy.. i can't even open my eyes while on the bike earlier.. and it doesn't help that the air was cool like an air-con lulling me to sleep!!..... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

oh!.. and the babe's kicks and movements are getting more obvious now.. i can practically see my tummy jump abt ev'time he starts moving!!... i made Dearest stare at my tummy and he, himself was amused!... hahahhaa.... i really do wonder what he's doing inside!...

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so did anyone watch So you Think you can Dance?... waaaah!... i sooooo lurrrve to see Travis' face.. he looks like Beckham!.. hahaha... anyways, he danced well too... and i soooo tot he was gonna win it!.... chet!... the local version of this show is coming up this Sunday and i can't say i'm psyched abt it!.... firstly, the timing sucked!.. coz we're not usually in at that time! plus, the audition dun look promising leh.... but we'll see...

oh!.. but 2 things for sure, i'm soooooooo excited for American Idol and Amazing Race All-Star!!... woooopeeee!!!.... me can't freakin wait!!..... i'm sure Dearest will be all bored with me hogging the tv!... hehehee... but i'm sure too he'll make full use of that time to complete his final yr proj... :p hmmmm... i do wonder who's in that All-Star grp?!... i'm damn sure Rob and Amber will be in.. and i do wanna see them again!... :) unless of course she's pregnant?!... hmmm... and i also do wanna see those 2 handsome twins!!.... if they last long in the race, and i keep drooling at their handsome faces, perhaps my boy will come out as handsome as them?.. hehehhee.... *yeah! rite!!*

to remind you of how gorgeous these Riker twins are....

i heard they're gay though (but one of them's married!).. but that won't stop me from drooling at them... ahhahaa.... juz look at those tight bums!.... chiselled faces... dark hair.. tall... and the best thing of all - there's 2 of them!!!..... ;)

BABIES & ME!
We received 2 babies on 11 Jan..

babies are soooooo adorable!... congratulations to both mothers - Yati and Murni for safely giving birth to you first and second (respectively) bundle of joy!...

*pix of Baby Aliyah courtesy of Izy Sals

all 3 of us - Ms Gems, Rosma & myself braved the rain on Fri to see Murni.. besides getting an earful from Murni for still riding on the bike, i also got "tips" to take care of the babe by Ms Gems..

i dun really know wat i did wrong in that first pic.. but in the second one, she was "teaching" me how to bendung (?) the babe.. haizzz....... they're oh-soooo-fragile.. a bit worrying on how i'd fare as a 'caring' mother cum April!.... *shivers*

the good side of the visit was the lil' babe - "Muhd" (the mother dun wanna reveal the name of the babe till after the 7th day. So we shall juz call him that first) - did not cry the entire time i carried him... weeeee!!.... so, thank god no squirming, no screaming and wailing!... waahahahaa.... but it definitely did loads of wailing and crying that day.. acc to the mother, he's been fed for god knows how many times oredi in the day.. she's getting tired of feeding him oredi!... oh know!.. if all boys are like that - hungry all the time, i'd be damn tired lor!!.... *shivers*

another milestone on my pregnancy... on Sat, i realised that my left feet was sooooo damn bloated!... it shocked me to see how huge it'd become!!... acc to the SIL, that's water retention and apparently, my hands were a bit bloated too...

the funny thing was, only my left side seemed to be retaining more water than the right - y eh?... but wateva it is, it definitely is not fun looking and being conscious of my bloated feet and hands!.. :( i couldn't even see my knuckles when i clench them..!! how depressing!... i think my nose is probably retaining water and oil too!!... :(

oh! and it doesn't help that mummy says that it's too early to have water retention!.. water retention only starts when we're in our 7th mth... true ke?... baaaah!... howell!... i've got it and it's prolly due to me eating fast food 3times last wk!... hahahaa.... so, no more fast food for me the coming wk!... will try!.... ;)

SORE EYES?!
i can't help but whine!.. my eye irritated me the whole day today!...and come lunch, it started secreting yellow, slime-like thingie off my left eye!... so, i had to throw my lens out and now, i'm short to looking like a pirate!!....

one eye is totally useless and it is still irritating the hell out of me!... and it's still secreting that yellow, slime-like thingie!.... wtf!... we've cancelled plans to meet and greet Murni's new-born coz of the erratic rain that looked like it'll juz rain the whole day today..

to Ms Gems, apologies for cancelling today's plans - yet again!... i really do wonder when we'll meet up!... macam ada je tak kena!!.... to Mama Murni & Lan, CONGRATS on the second bundle of joy!!.... will see u and the babe pretty soon - when the weather, time and situation permits, yah.... insya-allah...

i'm also wondering if Yati have given birth yet??.... she should have by now... hmmmm..... but niways, CONGRATS to Yati and Darlie too.. for their first bundle of joy!!.... may you both enjoy parenthood and the joy a child gives to the family.. :)

WET! WET! WET!
got pretty drenched today!... baaaah!!..... :( woke up early, prepared myself for work.. and then when i was already ready, the rain stopped.. so i tot, Dearest can definitely send me to work.. so i woke him up and prepared our breakfast.. even managed to freakin straighten my hair nicely!....

and then, juz as we left the gates of the house, it started raining!!!.... out at the junction, it drizzled.. so, we tot we'd braved the rain.. throughout the journey on the expressway, the rain teased us non-stop!... it rain. drizzled. stopped. poured. stopped. drizzled. poured. all these within 1 stretch of expressway!... how crazee can the weather get?!....

back at work, my hair looked unruly!... curled up - soooo kerewel!... grrrr..... there goes my hair, my new top and my new bag!!!..... i juz had to wear the top today coz i purposely bought it for wet days like today and it served me good indeed!... thanks Dorothy Perkins!!.... oh!.. did i tell u that i simply adore their tops?!... coz they all (or most of it lah!) dun look like maternity tops at all?!!!!..... i can wear this top after delivery rite through my next pregnancy, i think!.. hahhahah.. provided nothing happen to it along the way lah!... keekkee....

oh!.. and the new bag!!..... my brother bought it for someone but it's now officially mine coz for wateva reason, he decided not to give to whoever he's bought it for... i'm a happy goofer!... hehehe....coz i really, really lurrrve the bag coz it makes me feel like a superstar!... kekekkee... *perasan! i know!* but anyways, luckily it's not as drenched... for God knows y?!.. thank god!... anyways, for the record, my brother either have good taste or the girlfrends that's been going on shopping trips with him overseas are the ones picking out the great goodies he gets for us!... hahhahaa..... coz he got me this make-up pouch which is oh-soooooo-pweeety!!..... hmmmm..... thank God for a generous brother!!... hahahhaa... ;) which reminds me that i think i do have to get him something for his bday this year!... but wat eh???.... hmmmm....

100 MORE DAYS?!
*gasp!* can't believe that it's abt 100 more days to delivery... no wonder been getting nitemarish dreams abt the delivery now and then the past few weeks.

Was reading my pregnancy calender and it said:-

You may have already noticed that your hair seems fuller, thicker, and on your body more plentiful and darker. There are two basic reasons for this:

1) you're shedding much less (head) hair than you usually do and

2) your body's hormones contribute to the way your body hair is growing right now.

All of this will return to normal after you've delivered your baby.

Not that i notice my hair seemed any fuller and thicker!.... but it's definitely shedding much lesser hair than before!.... and i tot coz i cut 4inches off the other time and it's less tangled now!.. kekekkee.... so, if that's the case, can all these NOT return to normal after delivery??... i do badly need MORE hair...

I also juz got chided by the doc in the office abt my posture.. was slouching, slumped in my seat while typing away on the keyboard... he told me to keep my posture straight and all... tat's exactly wat the pregnancy calender said too:-

Try to practice good posture—it will alleviate some of the back fatigue as slouching is actually harder on your back.

i think i stand and walk straight.. but i dun think i sit straight!... and it's a more relaxed feeling slouching when sitting than sitting up straight, duncha think?... kekekkee.... :p

BORED... BORED... BORED..
i'm bored!!.... baaaah!!...... work's been stagnant... have to come up with something creative for this big, ugly, thing we bought!... gaaaah!.... :(

i sooooo feel like going shopping!!.... shop. shop. shop!... coz i couldn't really find anything to wear to work today... i stashed away my SIL's dresses at auntie's place coz i didn't think that i'd need them plus i really tot we'd move to the new hse by now... and so, now that my tummy's growing and hardening by the day, i really do think that dresses are the most comfortable!!!.....

oh!... and did i ever mention how freakin ugly i think my stomach looks like at the end of the day? hmmm... i recently juz notice green veins (not that they're jutting out or anything!) but there's green veins running across my tummy... grosssss.... i dread to think wat if i get those obscene looking stretch marks?!.... oooooh!!... tidak!!!..... no matter how tired and how lazy i may be feeling at the end of the day, i'd still use the cream on!... i juz HAFTA!!!

urrrrgh!... i'm back to being bored!..... ;( half an hour more to knock-off time... tick tock.. tick tock..

MORNING RAMBLINGS...
i'm half-losing my voice.... now it's like sooooo berkerak, i can't even stand talking!!.. and my throat's itchy too!... gaaaahh!!!... :(

i've finally gotten myself a bday present!!..... got Daddy to follow me to M1 so that i can upgrade my hp!!..... very leceh leh!.... juz coz my line is under his name, i have to bring him down to do any upgrading!... baaaaahh!!.... anyways, so far, the fon's quite good!!.... love it!!! ;)

was over at the in-laws yesterday and the FIL told me abt these pantangs that i have to watch out for... he told me not to use the scissors to cut anything... and he told me not to be too shocked at anything too!.... errrrr........ significance of these pantangs, anyone??

one more thing... wat do u make of this sentence:-

Singaporeans should not be kiasu but for housewives, it's alrite.

now, ponder over this and tell me your views, plssss.... ;)

SICK... :(
urrrggh!!.... i'm down with flu again!!... but i think with a bit of fever too... coz my whole body ached like crazy and i got bouts of that simpul biawak throughout the nite on thurs nite!..... i've concluded it must be Naz!!!..... hehehe....

anyways, we went to see the gynae lah for MC and check on the babe.. and boy!.. it'd weighed 832g oredi!... he's making good progress.. doc said he's at an avg weight.. so oklah... we won't be expecting a chubby babe!... it'll prolly grow up like the Daddy... but hopefully, won't be such a fitness freak!!.... kwang.. kwang.. kwang... mampos aku!....

NO 3D scan again!... babe dun want us to see his features juz yet...malu ke?!.... alamak!!.... the doc said he was in the position oredi juz a few seconds ago!... he turned his head when the scanner was put on!.... but apparently, the babe was sleepy coz he yawned!!!.... Dearest got to see it and he is still taunting me and i'm still sore i didn't see him yawn!... urrrrgghh!!..... bacin sungguh!!... but anyways babe, dun worry... take ur time, i know - u want us to have a better-looking scan of your features rite?... hahahhaa....

ooooh!... and i only put on 0.5kg the past month!.. how cool is that?!!.... i practically didn't put on any weight!... that 0.5kg is juz the babe's growth!... hehehhee..... aku happy!!!.... :D keep this up, and i won't go over the target set!!.... ;) YAAAHOOOOO!!!!

NITEMARE!
i had a nitemare last nite... i dreamt that i oredi dilated at 6mths or something.. then suddenly, the baby pooped out of my vagina and i bled badly!.... sadly, the baby didn't make it!... FREAAAAKKKYYY!!!!!........

Ya Allah!..... i do pray for a normal and safe delivery.... insya-allah....

oh!... another freakish thing - i'm beginning to hate my oily, huge nose!... it's freakin growing... it used to look like a parrot's beak.. then now, i dunno... it's juz bigger and uglier!... and by the time i reach work, it'll ooooze oil like nobody's business!..... :( so u can imagine how often it ooooze oil thruout the day! how sad is tat?!..... tat is in fact - a real nitemare!... baaaaahh!!!!......

oh!... and being sick in the first few days of new year is not a good thing!... i think i might be coming down with something!... must've caught it from naz!... urrrgh!.... my problematic nose not only is oozing oil, it's also oozing hingus!... :( sungguh menyedihkan!.... y OH y?!....

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
It feels like first day of school today!!.... never have i felt fresher coming to work!... hahahha.... i think it'll only last me till this Fri!... kekekek....

anyways, i'm 3 days late in wishin ev'one a merry NEW year!!.... apologies!... took a break from work.. took a break from blogging too!!... ;) may the brand new year give you a new beginning - filled with love, joy and wealth.. if u've got resolutions, may u be able to fulfil them, yah!!.... i'm long done with resolutions!... never seem to be able to fulfil them!... kwek!...

so, wat did i do during my long, long, holiday since thurs??... i lazed on thurs!!... really LAZED!! i did practically NOTHING!.... woke up in the middle of the day.. cooked for hubby, watched tv, check hub's results, blog a bit, eat, sleep a little, watch tv, eat and then off to class!.... wow!... bestnyeeee... but damn boring too lor!!!..... ahhahaha.... but i'm sure i won't be that bored when i'm on my 3mths maternity leave lah.. coz got the lil' one to take care of mah... :D

and then on fri, i LAZED again the whole day but we went on a baby-shopping-frenzy at 8.30pm! :) we've decided that i can't juz keep the moolahs in the bank to wait for the house to be ready!... we've got to spend those hard-earned moolahs on that Friday!... waaahahhaa... so off we went to Baby's Kingdom to get our hands on the stroller i had been eyeing for!... kekekke....

u may be wondering - after all that complaining abt having no space in the house to store our stuff, where on earth did we store this stroller of ours??.... at his mum's of course!!! ;) thanks mak! for letting us use a small space in his old room for storage!... we also bought a few other stuffs... and we almost bought a car seat too!!.... i tot it was a good buy since we can use it from birth till the babe is 4!.. but nooooo... Dearest dun like the colour!.. alamak!... bleh?!... how come he more cerewet (read: fussy) than me?!.... baaaaah!.....

on Sat, we went on a shopping-frenzy again!... hoorah!... i wanted to get my hands on that Rowenta Lissima hairdryer cum straightener.. but when we were at Best, the sales promoter recommended me a hair-straightener instead!.. baaaah!!... but thank god i bought it!.. coz it works BETTER than the Vidal Sassoon and the Philips one i got!!..... was super damn pleased with the results lor!!! :D anndd i finally got a bday present from Dearest... thanks for the wallet dear!!! lurrrrvveee it!.. lurrrrvveee U!!... *muacks!!*

Orchard was oooooh-sooooo-alive and crowded with ppl!!... every corner sure got someone posing!!... in the end, we only manage to get this pathetic shot while resting my tired legs!!....

siapa tu kat background?!... sungguh merosakkan gambar! pfft!

Sunday marked the first time in history, the Aswan's household have a table full of home-cooked, sumptuous food!!!...... di-li-si-ous!.... happy tummy = happy baby!... :D

see that girl on the right?.. she'd be the first to be hungry and the first in line for makan in the family!.. hehehe.. :p

oooooh!.. and the 3 pairs of Kings and Queens of Karaoke decided to relive our 06 new year "party" with another round of Karaoke... instead of having that Karaoke party on new year's eve, we did it on new year's day itself!.... after 2hrs of makan at Breeks, it was 4hrs of Karaoke!... and it must've been the Daddy's rock-style singing that set the babe in motion!... it kicked me soooo damn hard that i was practically slumped - half-sit, half-lying down on that sofa lounge - the whole damn time!.... waaaah.. very tiring lor!....

but all that singing made a sick Nazrin back to the pink of health after complaining how sick he was, blah.. blah.. at the dinner table!... i wonder if he's completely lost his voice the following day?!... camne nak radio to the aeroplanes gitu?!... kekekkeke.....

Summary of the long weekend for your viewing...

AL-HAMDULILLAH...
We just found out how Dearest fare for his exams!... and al-hamdulillah, he passed all his papers with flying colours!!.. YAAAAHHOOOOO!!!!....... and there he was lamenting after every paper abt how not well he'd done and etc.. etc... i think he belongs to that kind of group - the smart ones who will complain and complain abt every paper knowing full well that they'd ace it!.. tsk.. tsk!.. hahahhaha.....

anyways, with the pass of all the papers, he no need to attend any classes next year!... he juz have to complete his FYP and wait for graduation in June!... yeay! yeay!... :) soooo proud of u darl!!... *muacks! muacks!* can't wait for ur graduation.. then we can go don that graduation suit together and take family picture together, eh?!... hehehhee....

hmmm... it's raining again... hujan rezeki gaknye... and i'm home... *yes!*... but i've got classes later.. like soooo lazy to go plak!... kwang.. kwang.. kwang... but i think i should go lah!!.... cannot afford to ponteng as and when.. wat with the delivery and post-delivery later!.... howell!....

MAJOR SHOPPING SPREE!
we went on a "major shopping spree" yesterday!... i hope we made the right choice!... but i think we did!... hehehe.. it didn't take long for us to make the choice - 4days was all it took!.... insya-allah it'll all be worth it!... :) happy! happy! me!.... *Joy, i think u know oredi.. and u're the only one who knows!... keep it to urself first, yah!... ;)*

anyways, we've yet to go on a shopping spree for the babe!... baaaah!!!...... we can only go around snooping our noses at the different stores coz my parents' house is not ready - the current house is too damn small!!! aaaarrgghh!!!..... we went to look at the house on Sat and hmmmm..... it doesn't even look half ready!.... but it sure is damn huge lor!.... oh!.. and there's a store in the house!!.... *exciting!* u see, we never really had one before!... tat's y i'm excited!.. hahaha....

ok.. back to the lamenting.. the house doesn't look like it'll be ready in Jan!... how freakin saddening!.... so to Yanti and Rosma, pls hold on to the things that u're passing me.. i won't go get it till prolly in Feb!!... :( but we hope to work something out.. so, i'll let u know in due time yah...

but i sooooo wanna get my hands on this Maclaren stroller we saw!!... and it's such a good bargain at Baby's Kingdom!!!.... grrrr..... btw, for those who may not know it oredi... there's this warehouse kinda place - Baby's Kingdom and Baby's Hyperstore at Shun Li Industrial Park, Kaki Bukit Ave 1.. they open everyday even on PHs!!.. haaaaizzz..... i got the moolahs but i don't get to spend them!... baaaaahH!!!!

it's freakin raining today but i'm feeling hot!... urrrgghh!!.... is it juz pregnant me?!.. or is the aircon really not working?!...

MODEL LOOK..
The trainer gave us a look to copy off the mag... and guess who i was supposed to "look" like!!....

pls dun mind my oily, sweaty face... hahahhaa....

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hehehee... yes.. the one on the left? - tat's Aisywaria Rai - the fatter, pregnant version!... kwang.. kwang.. kwang.. lurve, lurve, lurve the eye colour!!!...... must scout for the eye-colour liao....

oh!.... Dearest said he dreamt of our babe last nite... he didn't give me details of how our babe looks like.. i wonder if he dreamt that the babe's got straight hair?.. hahahaa.... hmmm.... we juz can't wait for it's arrival!!!.....

actually, it's oredi 22wks, going on 23!... time really do fly!!!..... tup! tup! next mth, we'll be receiving 4 babies!!... Yati, my cuzz's, Murni's and Izy's!.... all around the same time! oh my!..... how exciting!!!!.... :D it's gonna be babies galore next year!!!..... and how can they say that baby's not booming in S'pore??!.... hmmmm....

FALLING ASLEEP...
i'm literally falling asleep the whole of today!... been dozing off while doing some reading... and i juz can't seem to open my eyes until i pop in a few M&M minis!... and now at least half the tube is gone!!.... shit!.. i better curb my snacking rendevous siah!!... not hungry but keep munching!.. uurrrgghh!!!... ;(

anyways, yest, the girls - Fahma, Leen and Carolyn gave me a surprise bday "treat"... juz nice for tea time actually!.. hahahhaa.... thanks girls!!!... nevermind if it's belated!... it's the tot that counts!! ;)

and thank god it didn't rain last nite!!..... my cuzzin got her party underway as planned.. al-hamdulillah.. and boy!.. did she invite a LOT of her friends over!!!..... waaahahhahaa..... al-maklum.. they may not see each other as often since they're all graduating and prolly going to the different institutions and/or going their separate ways... aaaah... reminded me of my secondary school class-mates.. wonder wat happened to them eh??.... hmmmm....

but anyways, the food damn kick-ass nice!.... basically, i juz stuffed myself with satay and chicken wings!.... they're finger-licking goooooddd!!!..... speaking of it make me wanna eat some more now!.... damn!!.... pfft!... i ate till i was sooooo full last nite but this morning, i woke up, feeling sooooo hungry!.... alamak!.. how liddat?!....

THE SUN IS OUT!
yeay!.. the sun came out at last!... i'm soooo happy!!...i hope it stays this way for the sake of my cuzzin who's celebrating her bday today!... :) she's invited us to her bbq and soooooo i dun really wanna see her plans foiled!!.... happy 16yrs old Shahirah!! :D

anyways, yest was (to me), a successful make-up lesson day!.. yeay!.. manage to do my C-technique quite well, i must say.. hahaha...

this is the C technique.. u start from the tail of the eye and brush upwards at the eye socket.. then blend... it's to create deep sockets..

My model. pretty??... hehehe...

we also learnt how to do the hair.. very basic one... not glamour ones of course... and THAT gave me a hard time.. it doesn't help that i dun have enough time to complete the hair... wat u see on her is not done by me obviously!.. ahahaa....

but anyways, can practice somemore the coming weeks! :)

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY
It's been raining since yesterday!!... gosh!... and i had to take the cab today.. which cost me nearly $20!.. alamak!.... really cannot afford to take cabs in the later stage of my pregnancy lah!.. too expensive!!!... baaaahh!!...

anyways, we had a nice, "romantic" dinner at my favourite rest... 3 Monkeys!.. hehehee... the food was nice, ambience was cozy and the company is lovable!... *muacks!!*... love u dear!!!..... we were sooooo freakin full at the end of the day but had to wait out for the rain to stop...

we tot it'd stop.. but when we were walking towards the bike halfway, it started pouring cats and dogs AGAIN!!.... and sooooo we rushed to the nearby phone-booth where we cramped in for almost half an hr!.... very "romantic" hor?.... hahhahaa.... i was already pretty sleepy by then and soooooo we braved the "storm" and made our way home!... coz we sure ain't getting out of there anytime soon if we're thinking of waiting for the rain to stop!.... baaaaah!!....

to sum it up, my bday was a wet (but not wild!), romantic one..... ;) i'm happy to be with my Dearest.. and i think it's hujan berkat on my bday.... :)

today, i juz wish i was in bed, enjoying the warmth of my blanket!!.... brrrr.... it's such a nice weather to sleep in!.... there's nothing much to do around here... so yeah!... i'm freakin free!..... kwang.. kwang.. kwang...

ALL BECAUSE OF YOU..
Have you gotten hold of the CD yet??... i forgot that i wanted to blog abt it today till i went surfing to TaufikBatisah.net.. annnnddd.. they've got my fav song!!!..... *screams!*

Usah Lepaskan

Usah biarku bersendirian

Usah biar hatimu ditawan

Usah biar diriku disini

Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas genggaman tanganmu

Usah biar semua berlalu

Usah terlupa perasaan hati

Pertama kali kita bertemu

*click on the title of the song to get the video of the song he sang at IMM. Courtesy of TaufikBatisah.net!

Song composed by the man himself... lyrics by him and Imran Ajmain.. i fell in lurrrve with the song the moment i heard it!... i'm not too sure y!!... but the chorus serves as a reminder to my Dearest.... coz i don't ever wanna let him go and i dun ever want him to let me go!!.....

Back to review of the album - i lurve three quarter of the album.. coz the rest of the songs aren't my cup of tea... he wrote/composed/arranged most of the songs... and i can tell ya.. i really do feel for him... how come his love stories sooooo sad one??.... aiyoh!!....

but anyways, if his malay album is filled with songs like Usah Lepaskan, i'll die happy listening to his album!... hahahaha... :P ooooh... i can't freakin wait!!!.....

ONE YEAR WISER..
yeay!... it's my bday today!... another year has gone by... a year older but hopefully wiser.. hehehe... *though i know some will tend to disagree!.. considering how "slow" i am at somethings!... * :)

so what have i significantly achieve the past year?...
1. a new (short-lived) figure. even for that slightest moment - 1mth to be exact.. i got myself a figure i never imagine i can achieve!... even if it's not exactly what i want!.. hahhaa.... but howell!... anything to look good for the wedding!!.... hhehee... and of course, now, i'm going back to my original frame only bigger!.... kwang.. kwang.. kwang..
2. my newly wed status. i LURRRVVEE being married to the love of my life! love u honey!!!... *muuaaacckss!!*... nothing beats getting a kiss and greeted from your loved one first thing on your bday morning!...
3. our unborn but breeding child in me. can't really say i lurrrrve being pregnant... but i definitely doooooo lurrrrve this breeding child in me... it's amazing what God has created and how it's being created... and it's definitely making us excited waiting for it's arrival!!....

the past year is filled with bless, full of new experiences.. a good year indeed.. and i hope, i'd enjoy more blessed, fulfilling years to come!! ;)

this is the face of a happy, prosperous, blessed 2-days-to-26-me!.... freakin round siah!!.... *depressing!*

happy bday moi!...

lurrrve that bump...

FRESHER & BETTER
With the MC that i got yest, i slept off my running nose and anger away before waking up, feeling fresher and much better... i decided to try out these 2 new recipes i got off a mag and the net...

Apple Crumble and Philadelphia 3-step Mini Cheesecake Baskets.. didn't take any pictures coz we dug into the apple crumble once it was ready to be eaten!... and by the time i remembered to take a picture of it, it looked kinda gross-like but definitely a tantalising treat! ;) and the cheesecake was sunken!!!..... urrrrgghh!!... soooo irritated!.. but very, very yummylicious!... hehehehe... anyways, recipes will stored in Multiply soon...

anyways, yesterday gave us yet another milestone... we tried talking to the lil' one.. we wanted him to kick/punch so that the Daddy can feel it move in me... and so, wat did the Daddy ask the lil' one?..... "When you come out later, u'll get to play PS2 with Papa!... want or not?" and lo and behold!.... he kicked and punched!!.... the Daddy went hysterical!... at last!!.. the lil' one acknowledges it's Daddy's voice!... hehehe... he might be a "gamer" for responding enthusiastically to that silly question posed by the Daddy... :(

we also manage to watch Amazing Race Asia last nite (since i didn't go to class!) and Singapore's out of the running of that $100,000 prize... bummer!... but nonetheless, u girls did good!!!...... :) i cannot, cannot stand that Sahran!.... he's scared of practically every lil' thing thrown at him!... urrrrghh!!!.... if u're such scaredy pussy, y the hell did u join the race in the first place?!... urrrrgghh!!..... i can betcha if one day they all have to jump from a tall building or something, i won't be surprise if he actually pee in his pants on national TV!.... urrrgghh!!....

ON MC..
Just been to the doc's... and can i request to give the doc a tight bitch-slap?... urrrrgghh!!.... he asked me questions with a straight face that screamed - "PUNCH ME!"...

when i answer, he nodded. wrote some notes. silent. ask question. answer. nodded. hear my lungs - front. back. wrote some notes. silent. all these while sitting on his ass and me having to move myself about, feeling uncomfortable!... baaaaah!..... wtf!...

the clinic's lucky that this doc is a replacement one... i dun think anyone would wanna go back to the clinic if he's the doc!...

oh!... and yesterday, was on the MRT to Woodlands after my check-up with my gynae... annnnddd this one Singaporean lady is also asking for a jab from me when she started pushing me while trying to get out of the MRT!.... like "Hello! Woman!... i'm going out too, rite?!" alamak!!!.... macam nak kena terajang betul sey!!.... such an impatient bitch!... so wat did this oredi irritated, pregnant woman do?... turned around, gave her my fiercest stare and grunted a loud "hmph!".... even Dearest got a shock when he heard that grunt!... hahaha... he was oblivious coz he was in front of me bull-dozing the way for us mah.... ;)

i was supposed to do the 3D scan of my babe yest... but, the doc said that the babe's not in the right position to do it... so.. haiiizzz... have to wait for another month.... and we found out that my placenta is pretty low... it's at the borderline and there's a slight chance that i may not be able to deliver normally... :( so now, i'm hoping and praying that the placenta will go up in the the nx few mths so that i've got a good chance of having a normal delivery!....

oh!... we have kinda settled on a name for the babe.. i wanted to start calling the babe by the name but Dearest, in his usual paranoid mode, is against it.. reason?... he's worried that the babe may not be a boy afterall!.... alamak!!.. the detailed scan should be more accurate than juz the normal scan rite??.... can someone pls tell him that!!!..... *exasperated!*

CROSSING THE CAUSEWAY??...
i was reading TODAY and read abt our Singaporeans who got kidnapped and robbed in JB recently... that made me all the more wary to go back to JB!!.....

ever since the incident that happened in March 2004, i dare not step into JB... even though i wasn't hurt in any way, that one incident alone scarred me.. i still cower or cringe everytime i hear a loud, screeching bike ride past us... in a car, in a group - yes.. i'd be more willing but if u ask me to go in juz the 2 of us or a few ppl in juz 1 car, hmmmm..... i'd be very, very half-hearted...

too many incidents, too many reports abt ppl robbed, parang-ed, killed, blah.. blah.. in JB... B juz told me that her mother's car's windows were smashed with a rock when her bro drove the car there!... they tried to take away the radio set.. but when they couldn't take it out, they left only with the outer casing of the radio.. like that also shiok?!... pantat!!!....

we've got an invitation during the X'mas holiday to JB - Dearest's relative... the family's been asking when me and Dearest would go down to visit... everytime i'd answer, "insya-allah" but i know deep down, it won't be anytime sooooon....

WHY DID I BOTHER???
urrrrgghh... i'm still sneezing after taking the panadol last nite... i tot it'd be alrite in the morning since i sweated buckets after popping the pill.. butttt noooo... i sneezed the first thing in the morning!... :'(

y the hell did i bother turning up for work today?!... gaaaahh!!!..... feeling shitty and disorientated... oh!.. not forgeting my wisdom tooth pain decide to come bacK!!... aaaggghhh!!!..... my left gum feeling as if someone's hammered me overnite and now, it's left that side of my face feeling numb but throbbing with pain... :(

btw, i forgot to mention yesterday that i dreamt of my lil' babe.... very cute!!.. round eyes, chubby cheeks and smiley!... :) butttt with straight hair!!!..... waaahhahaha... how can that be kan?!.... but i was pretty sure it's ours!...

hmmm.. tat image sure has put a smile to my face now... i think i should juz keep that image in mind so that i dun feel sooooo lousy... dam.. dee.. dam.... ;)

IT'S A BOY!!....
aaahhh... yes!.. it's confirmed... it's a boy lah!!..... we went for a detailed scanning which only took 20mins but got us HOURS of wait!!.... *boo!* and the lady who did the scanning didn't even ask if we wanted to find out the gender of the babe... juz blah and said "u know that it's a baby boy, don't you?" like "damn you!".. we dun really know that!.. and we dun really wanna know!... but since it's pretty obvious from the scan, wat the heck!... the impt thing is, e babe is healthy, weighing 383g at 21wks..

sooooo yeay!!... we're excited!..... :) soooo many boys this year!!..... the 3 mak yongs of the gang are expecting boys next year... can't believe it!!... hahahhaa... The Sury family have another boy (totalling 3 nephews) to it's 4th generation.. and my SP gang have another boy addition too!!.... - lil' Fauzi and lil' Adam have fwen to play with oredi! ;)

waiting for Thurs to see our babe's features... yeayness!!!....

oooooh..... speaking of yeayness, i finally cut 3-4 inchess off my long, tangled, curly, disorientated mane on Fri... happy sakan!.... after the cut, i have less tangled hair, feel free-er!.... annnnndddd, i also receive a surprise early bday present from my bro!....

this package awaited my return from the salon on Friday...

there was supposed to be a ribbon but i ripped it off as soon as i heard it was mine! kwang.. kwang.. kwang..

and wat was inside??.....

I'm all smiles!... ;) thanks Rizaaaaann!!!!!........

my first and prolly ONLY Coach bag i'll own!... unless of course, he's gonna give me a different Coach bag every bday!.. hahahaa... *yeah! rite!* brought it out the very next day to meet Ms Quirky (totally forgot to take pictures of and with her!.. too busy eating and gossiping!!) and also a nite out with the in-laws...

see that cute, tembam girl with me?... my favourite niece!.. y??... coz she reminded me of myself when i was young!... hahahaha... and that other cute girl?... another one of our nieces.. and i sooooo lurrrve her quirks!... hopefully, my babe will turn out juz like her - her friendly quirks and cuteness i mean!

OUR BUTTERFLY QUEEN
When i found out that a 16yr old girl won an unexpected Gold medal for us in the Asian Games, i was shocked and ecstatic!... i went "Sure or not?!".... like WOW!... she did??!... she beat the Chinese??..... amazing isn't it?

but of course, there'd be ppl like Dearest who'll go "but she's not a true-blue Singaporean.. wat's there to be proud of?"..... that may be true but the fact that she and a few other Foreign Sports Talents who were brought here and agreed to forsake their former citizenship to become Singapore citizens showed the sacrifice they'll make for Singapore, rite?...

to me, they're already a Singaporean and they're representing Singapore.. and you cannot deny the fact that the Chinese (i meant the China ppl) have a better sporting genes than most Asian countries.. if not, why else would it look like it's Asian China Games? They've dominated in practically every games they're competiting in!.. amazing!...

anyways, to all our athletes - CONGRATULATIONS to have made it to one of the 4 major Games.. double Congrats to those who have contributed to the medal tally.. ;) we have 2 Golds, 4 more Golds to outdo our last Asian Games... insya-allah we can make it - in the spirit of Team Singapore.

WAT'S IN A NAME?
We've been told, reminded, warned (?), that a child's name is very important. Wat with the Papa itself emphasizing the need to have a name that is "recognised" in Islam. I acknowledged that need but i also acknowledged the fact that as a girl, i'm prone to beautiful things - and that include names!..

and soooooo, i had went in search of beautiful names with beautiful meaning(s)... and last nite, we managed to agree on a girl's name... but we've yet to agree on a boy's name... waaahahhahaa.... i dun quite like the name that the Papa has chosen coz i juz felt that i couldn't quite "sync" it... On the other hand, he's oredi let me have my way with the girl's name and so, isn't it just right to let him have his way for a boy's name?.... hmmmm...... perhaps we should juz combine the names!!!..... kwang... kwang.. kwang... but we've decided that our child (or children in future) will only have a simple name for reasons:

1. we can all call him/her by his/her full name. No short-forms. No calling by first names
2. the grandparents and great-grandmother can remember the name easily.
3. the child don't have to "struggle" writing down their names during class, exams or filling out an application form!...
4. and it'll make it easier for parties involved to pronounce their names during akad nikah (solemnisation).. hehehe..

No offence to anyone... this is juz what we want for our child.. hmmm... and so, the dilemma continues.... but luckily, we've still got a bit of time before we know for sure what the gender of the babe is and we've got abt 4 more mths to go before it pops out! ;)

THE C-TECHNIQUE

Yeay!!... i got it right yesterday!... ;) it was a bummer standing the whole time in class last nite but it was all well worth it coz i manage to at least pass my C-Technique!... hahaha.. :D

The trick to this technique is to colour the socket area outwards.. i can't really theorise it further but wat u see is close enuff to that of the supposed C-Technique lah... :)

And as u may have guessed, it's a different model this time... this is how she looks after the make-over... she lurrrrve to take out all her make-up after every class... luckily she dun have time to do that yesterday!... coz i think it'd be such a waste to take it off!!......

We also learnt to do taping of the eye-lid...it looked easy enuff.. but i doubt that when the time comes for me to actually do the taping myself, errrrm...... hopefully, i can get it right then!!!.....

Btw, have heard Hady's album and as expected, i prefer his live rendition of the songs... buuutttt, there's also 1 song that i think everybody should listen to.. it's his own song - Merpati (Dove) - it's in Malay though... i love it!!! ;) i'm still waiting for the day i go to CD-Rama to get my hands on Taufik's latest album!.. urrrgh!!!....... y the hell do they sell it exclusively there?!... bacin sungguh!!.... sooooo tak accessible!... :( oh!.. in case u've not gotten hold of Manja mag (Dec issue), with Taufik in front cover, i juz wanna say he look sooooo damn yummylicious in his shoot!..... muuaaahhhhahahhaa.....

REALITY CHECK!
It's yeayness that the bitches in Amazing Race 10 is finally OUT of the competition!! ;) waaahahahaa.... been wanting them to be OUT soooo early in the competition coz they were tooooo bitchy - a real beauty queen trademark i must say!!....

who do i hope would win the million bucks?... anyone but the sistas!.... they're another set of bitchy queens but more subtle... or actually, only one of them is... u'd know who if u watch the show!...

i do have a fav bet the 2 hunks and the couple.. but i dun wanna jinx it!!!.... i do hope my fav would win!!! :D

Amazing Race Asia is also pretty exciting esp the last episode in Australia!!... unexpected twists of fate.. butttt... i still dun like Allan Wu hosting the show!!... DULL! DULL! DULL!!!!....... *bleagh!* can they get someone more exciting, plsssss....... rooting for Melody and friend!!..... go Singapore!!!!!! been doing pretty well the last leg... yeayness!!!!

oh!.. and the Asians in Survivor are also doing pretty well!!!.... GOOOOO ASIANS!!..... they're all still in the island, surviving!!..... so i hope they all made it to the merge!

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Was informed of a rather disturbing news this morning... couldn't believe wat i heard... am pretty disappointed that things turned out the way it did... but i guess no one can really judge nor comment since no one can really say wat happenned behind closed doors.. :(

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the pregnancy has taken a new direction.. it's been wetness yesterday!... wanted to pee every 5mins!!.... gdness!!... luckily it stopped after half an hr!... probably no more water to pee out!... baaaah!!!......

oh!... and i've come to a realisation that i am, afterall a pampered bitch!... kwang.. kwang.. kwang.. i simply cannot stand the tot of having to take the public transport to work every morning at rush hour!... :'( how do ppl do it eh??.... taking the public transport with ev'one "falling asleep" in the train or bus when u're pregnant, standing?!... uuuweeeekk!!!....... i guess i shall juz have to take the bike till the very, very last moment when my body or my babe (or prolly the bike too!) say NOOOOOOOO!!!!.......

see, we did our own reality check and it's not feasible to get our own car now... wat with the babe and the house coming together at abt the same time... it's time to toughen myself up... but hmmmm.... we'll see if i falter later... :(

WAT'S HAPPENING?
the company's internet system was not working over the weekend and sooooo, baaaah... no updates!!!..... :( on Friday, i wanted to tell everyone that i have reached yet another milestone in my pregnancy... i can't put on my wedding ring anymore!!!.... :( very the sad!!......

couldn't believe the day has come... my already stubby fingers got stubbi-er (if there's ever such a word!) my fingers will definitely shrink after delivery rite??... rite??.. rite??... hmmm..... *i hope so!*.. can't afford to have chubbier, stubbier fingers!...

Over the weekend, i tried a new cupcake recipe.. and yeay!.. yeay!... it tasted nice except for the fact that you can bite into chunks of lemon rind!!.. coz lazy me, didn't grate it!.. kwang. kwang.. kwang... will definitely try it again...

for this recipe, click here..

and then yesterday, had my much awaited shopping session with Dearest.. only that i didn't manage to shop for things that i really need!!... *wat's really new?!* but i did quite shop till i drop!... hahahha.....

we went to Vivo City to experience to mega-shopping experience... first feel when we stepped into the mall, it felt like i was KLCC... but after doing the rounds, it's not a big a shopping centre as i had envisioned it to be - wat with everyone saying that it's huge and it takes a while to actually go from one shop to another...

but i do lurve it's transformation!!.... it reminded us of the time when we were still dating.. studying there with our friends, "romancing" by the bay looking over Sentosa.. waaahhaha....

and we watched this group of peeps playing some instruments... and we were quite intrigued with these girls who were playing some strings that were hung from the top of the mall to their one wooden instrument...

see how the 2 ladies have their hands up in the air??... they were tugging or wateva u call it on the strings... we couldn't really make out the sound from the strings though... but it was interesting!...

at the end of the day, I had fun shopping with him.. he had fun seeing me walk till i drop.. but ultimately, WE had fun spending the time with each other after the past stressful exam weeks!..

The C-Technique
Yesterday we learnt the so-called C-Technique.. and booooy!!!...... was it dammmn difficult!!.... i know for sure Rosma had a difficult time getting it rite!.. and she STILL couldn't get it rite at the end of the day!.... so much so that she couldn't do anything rite after that horrible ordeal!... and my eyes hurt after all the tenye she did on me!... :'(

soooo today, i tried to do it on myself and yeah!!!.. it was kick-ass difficult lor!!!... aiyoh!!!..... took pictures of myself and hmmmm.... don't u think it looks like how we normally do it?? but i do lurrrrve the colour though!.. i think yellow is my new favourite eye-shadow colour now!!....lurrrve it's freshness!....

since i lurrrve my "new look" today, i might juz cam-whore with Dearest tonite!... ;) *can't wait for our date tonite, darl!....* oh!... and speaking of cam-whoring, was chided by Ms Sinus that my blog is boring-er now coz it has not much pictures oredi!... and like i told her, the cam's still alive and working. It's juz me who's not in the mood.. coz apart from my pregnancy and make-up lessons, nothing seemed to be abuzz anymore!.... kwang... kwang..kwang..

and Ms Sinus is gonna be on a mission soon.. i'll help her out a bit here and there.. won't reveal wat that mission is till she actually start working on it!.. but i can't WAIT for it to happen though!.... ;)

When no one's around, suddenly, there's sooooo many unwanted calls, queries and matters to attend to URGENTLY!... if it's NOT an urgent matter, i wouldn't have minded one bit!.... freaks!

TOUCHED BUT EMBARASSED..
Now, i understand what Joy experienced when someone recognised that you're pregnant and wanna give you his/her seat! Only this time, this kind soul is also standing!!...

see, i was on way to work on the MRT and as usual, had to stand lah.. ppl all "sleeping" mah... i was standing behind this nyonya and then suddenly 1 man and 1 woman started rushing and pushing us.. i definitely got irritated.. and the nyonya in front of me got irritated too and kept turning back to look at the 2 idiots.. the woman who pushed me stood rite in front of me with her bag pointed very near my tummy!... that kind nyonya saw my bloated tummy and told the woman to be careful coz i'm pregnant and then asked me if i wanted a seat.. i was soooo touched at that moment but of course declined lah...

and then, she did the unthinkable!.. she asked this man who was sitting to stand up to give me a seat!... kwang.. kwang.. kwang... i think i was flushed and flustered... ppl were staring and looking at the slight commotion... i quickly said thank you and sat down.. and then, the nyonya told me in quite a loud voice - "next time must open mouth. Ppl all 'sleeping'!" - in a sarcastic kind of voice!.... waaaah!... nyonya very daring lor... i'm ever sooooo grateful to this kind nyonya but at the same time embarassed coz it's not that i minded standing...

the moral of the story is, there are still kind souls out there who'd give up their seat or are willing to stand up for the "needy".. but of course, there are even MORE "action sleeping, action dunno" ppl who are unwilling to give up their seat to the more "needy" ones.. and then, there would also be a few extremely selfish ones who snatches your seat, that was given to you by a kind soul who ought be be given a tight, bitch-slap... so, ask yourself - "which one are you?"

HALF-DAY RAMBLINGS
It's soooo freakin quiet in the office and it's gonna be like this for the next 3 wks!!.. urrrrgh!..... damn BORING leh!!.... ;( ev'one's gone to do their "NS"!.... i would be gone too if not for the babe... but thank god for the babe coz the place ain't pretty!... and there's no shopping!... PLUS you'd be sharing bunks with 2 others in the room and 14 others in the house!... errrr.. NO thanks!!... so to my Buddy there, HAVE FUN!!!.... ;) dun miss my cheery self yah!.... hehhehe...

and soooo, the weekend's come and gone.. 3 more days before Dearest is officially FREE from his exams!... i sooooo can't wait for our paktor-ing and shopping sessions! it's been a while!!!.... oh!.. and it's been a while too since we slept together!!!... yah!.. u read it rite!... he's not been home the couple of days!.. he's been studying in school with the rest of his classmates, leaving his poor wife all alone, cold and abandoned!... kwang.. kwang.. kwang... but nvm... sacrifice.. sacrifice.. for the sake of our future.. he can leave me alone all he want for the next 3 days!..

so anyone went to the L'oreal sale over the weekend??... i did!.. though i didn't go as crazy as i did on my very first L'oreal warehouse sale, i did spend quite an amount!.. hahaha.. soooo pantat!... got my hands on almost all of the foundations and concealers (wateva colours there were!)... wanted to get lipstick but i couldn't even nudge my way through let alone stick my hands out to grab any lipsticks!... the crowd were in a frenzy!... and my babe got overly excited too coz it kicked me hard and furious!...

ooooh!.... and i saw this hairdryer that claimed to straighten your hair while drying it - Rowenta or something??... I WANNNTT!!!...... errrr... peeps, u'll know wat to buy for my bday!.. hhehehe... speaking of which, let me blatantly and unshamelessly spell out my wishlist here so that u'll know wat to get for moi come 18 Dec!...

in no particular order..
1. That Rowenta hairdryer thingie..
2. Dorothy Perkins voucher for myself..
3. Kiddy Palace voucher for the babe..
4. Latest hair straightener from Philips with temp control juz like the pros! ;)
5. lurve, lurve, lurrrve to get my hands on the Stila's or Elizabeth Arden's make-up kit!... so i dun mind vouchers from Robinsons or Metro!... hahaha...

urrrrgh... another hour before lunch.. i hope it doesn't rain!!!.....

BRIDES WANNABES..

Most of us are already brides once.. but we'd lurrrve to be a bride again!! thank you very much! ;)

Anyways, yesterday marked the first lesson on bridal make-up annnndd.. who else if not the berangan Rosma to be the "bride" for me to work on....

It was very fun indeed pretending to be a mak andam.. only matter is, the colour couldn't turn out the way we'd like it to be!... baaaah!... how do mak andams have that bright, thick eye colour thingie on us eh??... hmmm.... but overall, i think i did a good job, if i may say so myself!.. hahaha...

the teacher said that my application was flawless.. but of course, there's room for improvements like her eye-brows, the colour, blah.. blah.. oh!.. dun u lurve her nose now?!... can see got mancung (read: pointed & more defined) a bit more now??... hehehee....

TIPS! TIPS! TIPS!

For brides, highlight the nose bridge, chin, forehead and under the eyes. Shade the sides of nose from the eye-brow to the end of the nose..

When crimping the lashes, get bride to look down, lift up her eyes a bit with your thumb and start crimping gently, count to 3, lift, crimp again and repeat a few times at the same spot. For a more natural looking curl, start crimping at the base of the lashes, lift, crimp the mid section, lift and lastly to the end of the lash..

Yesterday was my first ever crimp on someone and boy!.. it was such a marvelous feeling lah!! ;) al-maklum, the whole family has natural curls oredi mah.. hehhehe...

Before i end of this entry, these were the brides wannabes of the nite last nite! ... :D

YAHOO!!....
it must be the babe's rezeki... year-end bonus is much more than wat we normally get in previous years!... al-hamdulillah... and soooo.. yeah!... i'm already dreaming of getting a new hp for myself as a bday prezzie and prolly Dearest as well (an early bday gift coz next year, on his bday, will be on "pantang"! :p)

then, i'll save the rest.. or maybe take advantage of the X'mas sale and wat not have yous and get the babe's stuff.. hmmm..... feeelnyeeee.... tak sabar sey!!.. hahahaha.... ;)

on a downer side of the morning, i'm confused!... so is the AMO Complete Multipurpose Solution safe for use in Singapore or not?!.... they said they're taking it off the shelves in Japan and China (?) or somewhere.. but then, they mentioned something like in Singapore, they are considered safe and drah.. drah... soooo ermmm... safe or not??..... if anyone knows, pls enlighten me!!..... thanks!!....

INTRODUCING..
Us and the make-up artists wannabes... ;) but they're not just wannabes, they do really got talent in them leh...

Yani did the nite look for Rosma while Ira (another mak buyong, like moi) did me.. Personally, i won't dare use the colours she used on me... but it turned out A-OK under a dimmer, orange light - very suitable for nite.. i loike... :)

and errrmm.. rosma, next time take my picture take from above a bit ok... so i dun look sooo huge and fat in photos!.. hahahhaa... :D

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In all the excitement of my pregnancy and make-up lessons, etc.. etc.. that's been happening in my life, i have totally forgotten to bitch abt stuffs that is happening in my oh-not-so-perfect-life..

First up, i would like to introduce you to a boss that is a total arse, a complete control freak and one who knows how to taiji work so that others get the blames when something goes wrong but it* gets the glory when something goes well!.... urrrrgh!... luckily it* is not my boss coz i would definitely lose my mind if i ever have to work under it*!...

Then, i would also like to introduce you to one of my vendors, who's giving me a living hell!... one time she's saying this.. and the next, she's telling me another story!.... make up your mind!!.... i've already explained to you why this cannot be done and i tot it was already agreed!.. and now, u're telling me no such agreements made?!.... WTF?!....

Lastly, i've already introduced you to an ex-friend in one of my previous entries.. but let me re-introduce you to it* again coz latest revelation on this ex-friend is that it* dun seem to get it* in it's* head that all these started becoz of it*!.... like HALLOOOOO?!!!..... obviously YOU don't do any SELF-REFLECTION on your doings!... like i said before there's a thing called KARMA!... wat comes round goes round.. after all that's said and done, all i can say abt YOU and your big, fat bum is that you're SELFISH and CONCEITED!... look at yourself in the mirror and search your conscience. If you still think u're right, i dun blame your friends for leaving you one. by. one.




* it refers to gender to conceal identity of said persons above.

THE GIRL OR BOY QUIZ..
took up this quiz on about.com to "tell" if my babe's a boy or a girl.. but of course, this quiz is not really true lah.. coz the questions were based on old wives' tales... hmmm.... but the questions asked were interesting.. *my answer in Bold*

1. How are you carrying?
High / Low

2. What do you crave?
Sweet / Salty

3. My baby's heart rate is:
140 beats/min / 140 i am assuming it's more coz the heart beat was very fast
4. The color of my urine is:
Dull Yellow / Bright Yellow

5. Which direction does your pillow face:
North / South
i can't really figure this out and it's relevance to the pregnancy!

6. Was the month of your conception:
Odd / Even

7. Are your feet:
Not colder than before / Colder than before

8. Does the hair on your legs grow:
The same as before pregnancy / Faster
again, i can't figure out the relevance to the pregnancy and i dun really know coz i dun really monitor the hair growth on my legs!

9. Do you eat the heel of a loaf of bread?
No Way / Love It!
HUH?????!!!

10. Has your breast development been dramatic in pregnancy?
Not really / Yes!

I've heard of abt half of the old wive's tales but not the other half!.. hahahaa..... Anyways, the result from this quiz??? ..............

You answered 5 items out of 10 Yes. Congratulations! According to the Old Wives it's a __________ !

Can you peeps make a (wild) guess?!!... hehehe....

RAYA 06 CONCLUDED
Yesterday marked the conclusion of Raya 06.. Wat can i say??... i didn't really get to do much visiting this year due to the fact that Dearest have to prepare for his exams (and he's gotta pass them so that he can fully concentrate on the arrival of our babe next year!)..

Anyways, before we conclude our Raya 06, I (minus the hub! *sobs*) , manage to go do visiting with my Poly mates!.... yeay!.. and selenge me, left the cam in the office.. and sooooo... takde gambar lah ye!... :( sooooo bacin!!..... hopefully Ms IA get good shots of the 2 small boys meeting up!!... errr... for the first time, rite??.... yah... quite eventful, i must say!.. ahhahaa... ;)

oh!.. and Ms IA aka event organiser, pls help to organise Raya 07 also eh.. but unless of course if it's ur turn to errrmm, carry around "excess baggage" next year! ;) hehhehee..... but i'm telling ya... and i've already "warned" Dearest that next year is gonna be our Raya-sakan year!!.. i dun care, hor, Dear!!!...

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Saw this article in the New Paper on Wife crying "Rape" by own husband.. i felt a bit disturbed by the news.. i may not understand what she's going through mentally.. but i do understand that sex is halal after marriage... which husband wouldn't want to have sex after marriage??.... shouldn't this be in your thoughts before you agreed to marry the guy?... sure, he said sex is not an issue before marriage coz he respect you.. but definitely sex will have to come one fine day??....

and now that you can be charged for having sex with your own wife against her will, the guys had better bring up this issue with your respective partners before you say "I Do"... you wouldn't wanna be slapped with a jail term for having sex with own wife, do you??...

and regretably, if that "rape" incident bear you a child, like in the case of the Wife (above), the innocent child became the victim coz the Mother simply refused to give him/her tender, love and care a Mother should give to a child coz she thinks that the child is not a product of love but dirty, filthy lust!.... i do pity the child above anything else.. so, plssss... before this happens, search your thoughts and seek help if necessary...

Sex (or i prefer Love-Making Session) is not painful if you embrace it with open arms.. It's supposed to be a wonderful feeling, sharing yourself with the man you love..

I hope this does not offend anyone out there.. it's simply my thoughts on this issue coz in the end, everybody lose.. even that innocent child..

CONSTIPATION
i'm having constipation.. i think it's been nearly a week since i last shitted!... god!!.... the first 4 mths was bliss - having shitted practically every other day... i tried eating fruits, having yoghurt, forced myself to drink plain water (mineral water considered rite??), eat vege, wat else??..... baaaahh!!... i'm having a bit of a stomach discomfort and my fart stinks big time!!.... :( how ah??!!!.... i really dun want another episode of PILES!!!...... too painful!!....

*apologies for the shitty first para!*

anyways, yesterday in class, we did each others' faces.. and here's the result..

couldn't finish Rosma on time coz i had to pass my nite make-up first.. so that took quite a bit of time.. but Rosma did me pretty well, i must say!! ;) good job, girl!....

Tips anyone??....

Blusher - for a younger, youthful look, brush the colour on the apple of your cheekbones only. If your face is round like mind, brush the colour from the apple of your cheekbones all the way up to the corner of your forehead.. not so much colour on the cheekbones pls...

Eye Colour - these colours are said to go well with each other and you wouldn't go wrong with these colours. First colour is the main colour, followed by the cornering colour:
1. light blue / sky blue + a lil bit of dark blue
2. yellow + brown / green
3. light brown + dark brown
i think there are other colours.. but i couldn't remember wat!... sorry ah..

Happy Trying!!... :)

HANDBAGS!
i received an email from one of my dearest girlfriends on handbags!... and boy!.. am i looking at my handbag differently now... :p

You see... handbags are with you wherever you go... from the office to public toilets to the floor of the car even! So have you actually ever wonder what's underneath that bag of yours??... A research was done to find out how much bacteria an average woman's handbag harbours... and errrr... results were SHOCKING!

HANDBAGS ARE SURPRISINGLY DIRTY!!

Microbiologist Amy Karen of Nelson Labs says nearly all of the handbags tested were not only high in bacteria, but high in harmful kinds of bacteria. Pseudomonas can cause eye infections, staphylococcus aurous can cause serious skin infections, and salmonella and e-coli found on the handbags could make people very sick.

In one sampling, four of five handbags tested positive for salmonella, and that's not the worst of it. "There is fecal contamination on the handbags," says Amy. Leather or vinyl handbags tended to be cleaner than cloth handbags, and lifestyle seemed to play a role.

People with kids tended to have dirtier handbags than those without, with one exception. The handbag of one single woman who frequented nightclubs had one of the worst contaminations of all.

So the moral of this story - your handbag won't kill you, but it does have the potential to make you very sick if you keep it on places where you eat. Use hooks to hang your handbag at home and in toilets, and don't put it on your desk, a restaurant table, or on your kitchen countertop.

Wash cloth handbags and use leather cleaner to clean the bott om of leather handbags.

- excerpt from an email circulation received on 16.11.06

So plsssss.... bear this in mind!!... now, when i think of it, yes... i do wonder where i've put my handbag(s) before.. luckily now, i hook them up at home instead of putting it on the floor!... feel like throwing all my bags now coz u never know how "dirty" they really are!.. hmmmm.... another calling for a shopping spree perhaps?!... hehhhee.... *evil laughter*

MORNING RAMBLING
Dearest cornered too early and his bike made a huge thump - hit a low ground and up again - i dunno how to describe it in words but the shock vibrated through my body and now, my back is freakin aching.. i've not checked if i bled.. but i think that's being a lil too dramatic.. hahaha... but anyways, my back is aching.. :(

as it is, i had an early morning heartburn i think... felt hot and flushed all of a sudden and somewhere near the diaphragm, it felt quesy annnndd...... hmmmm y can't i seem to describe stuff this morning??... anyways, it's a quesy, odd, not nice feeling around that region.. and i actually felt sick!... damn!!.....

yesterday, in class, i had a lousy, lousy, time doing my eye make-up... my day make-up looked like a mess.. and my nite make-up totally didn't work it for me!... i looked like a panda at the end of the day!... i got soooooooooo stressed and upset!!.... tomorrow, i need to do well so that i'd have the confidence to do it on others!.... baaaahh!!!.....

but on a more happy note, someone's been proposed to!... ;) Ms Quirky, wanna guess who??!!... hahhahaa..... anyways, the solitaire looked sooooo damn huge lor even though it's only 0.1carat bigger than mine!.. maybe coz she's got skinny fingers?.. hahahhaa.... but yeah!.. tat solitaire looked damn good and i'm jealous! jealous! jealous!.... good for u girl!!..... can't wait for that wedding invite next year!!.... ;)

BABY TALK
yes.. i'm bored!... waaahhahaa... and soooo.... i went through the net in search of possible names for the babe for a second round.... and i realised that names with E is not popular or not widely recognised (?) in Arabic language.. sungguh the sedih...

anyways, a lot of nice names to choose from but gotta overcome 1 obstacle - that 1 man who's damn choosy lor... aiyoh!!.. lahling.. ah.. lahling... y u sooooo susah one??.... hmmmm....

I also found this interesting fact:-

if you’re having going to have a little girl, her ovaries have already produced millions of primordial egg cells, which, within a few weeks, will develop into actual eggs!

bet you didn't know!!.... how mind-boggling!.. really!.. to think that us girls, develop our eggs in wk 15 since conception?!... gosh!!..... the work of God!!....

Us mommies are advised to sleep on our left at wk 17 as lying on our back can compress our pelvic veins, decreasing blood return to the lower half of the body... errrr... been sleeping on my right coz i dun wanna squeeze my heart.. but even then, i feel guilty coz i feel as if i'm squashing my lil' one to one side... am I crazy to think that way??... hmmm....

and i do have a question to experienced mommies - will our nipples and aerola be dark forever - after childbirth??... i sure do hope NOT!!... it's soooooo super NOT sexy!... a turn-off more so!.... scary siak!!!..... :(

oh!.. another ramble... i soooooo regretted using this pants today!!... :( i can feel my babe kicking me wildly more often and more distinct than other days.. must be coz the pants is tight!... baaaahh!!..... i need pants for work!!!..... this calls for.... MORE shopping!!..... *clasp hands in evil glee* hehehee..

NO MORE SWEET DRINKS?
Been warned not to take anymore sweet drinks or gassy ones from hereon... *wails!* but my baby can't take in plain water!!!!... believe me, i tried... it juz tastes Awful!! the only plain water i can drink is Ice Mountain.. but i certainly can't get myself to drink 1L of Ice Mountain a day??... hmmmm....

Was on MC yesterday coz of this stupid, nagging headache i had since Sunday!... :( well, actually, i could have simply cured it by taking a piece of Panadol.. buuuttt.... being paranoid abt taking any other pills except for the ones my gynae recommended, i didn't take any!!... but in the end, i pop one after getting a day's MC!!... hahhaaa..... i didn't know it was that damn easy to get an MC when pregnant!!... he actually wanted to give me 2days MC!... or even 3 if i had agreed.. but i decided to take only 1 lah!!.... no point abusing it mah... kwang.. kwang..

but anyways, the doc have cleared my blood tests... so i'm pretty safe - not diabetic or anything like that!... al-hamdulillah... but i guess, i'd still have to curb my sweet drinks intake!... *sobs*

another sob story... Dearest had given me a mental warning that after his exams, he's gonna drag me to exercise!!!.... *uuweeekkkk!!!!*..... he's gonna make me walk every evening with him.. but actually, on retrospect, he can't do that lah... he can't touch my Mondays coz tat's my reality TV day!.... Tues and Thurs are class days.. Sat and Sun are FREE days.. he's left with Wed and Fri only!.. hehehee... and if ppl date me out on either of those 2 days, i won't be free!!.. yeay!!... ahhahaha...... *shakes own head*...

oh!.. but i'm amazed leh!!... within a week, i lost 1 kg!!.... betul ke???.... i can't believe it!!... am i still "allowed" to lose weight at this time???... hmmmm.....

NOT-SO-GOOD NEWS..
I juz opened up my new, migrated blog when i suddenly had this sudeen urge to spill out my guts!... i can't believe i'm still puking!!.... baaaahh!!!..... luckily it's not those rough-like puke.. it came out smooth like water but i can see my breakfast in there as well!....

anyways, i do believe it's not my breakfast tat made me puke.. it must have got something to do with yesterday's dinner!.... Mummy cooked chicken curry look-and-taste-alike.. not too sure what new recipe was that!... but yeah!... i was friggin hungry after class and was looking forward to dinner.. but after the first bite into that chicken, i lost all appetite siah!.... :( but i continued eating lah.. hungry bah!... but i definitely feel nauseas!... kwang.. kwang..

another newsflash! - the dreaded has come.. news that i don't wish to receive was announced yesterday.... there's gonna be a change in our work portfolio.. not that i resent change but i really don't wish to do what they want us to do but i do have to thank god that the change will only take effect in mid-Dec, giving me abt wat? 4mths to explore the possibility of staying on in this job or prolly start looking into recruit after delivery!..

annnnddd... yesterday, during class, we had to do night make-up on ourselves annnndddd..... both me and Rosma didn't fair very well!!.... sungguh menghampakan!.. :( tat's y, no pictures today... kwang.. kwang... i'm thinking.. if i can't do it on myself, how can i do it on others eh??... hmmmm....

Anyways, another make-up tip for you..

To shade your eye-brow, always shade very lightly at the front and very dark at the end. You can never go wrong this way!... One of the most common mistake ppl make is to have 2 pointed ends (the one that look like u juz draw a curved line abv your eyes).. too bad i don't have a good illustration to "demo".. but i hope u got wat i'm trying to say abv! ;)

OUR FIRST TEST..

We passed!! ;) it's juz a mini test to let us know if we did well in our personal make-up.. and lo and behold! we did!!.... with the knowledge in our hands and a lil, smelly fart from ... (not me ah! hehehe...), we did well in our first test - considering how strict and stingy she was in giving marks!...

u can copy our day look - my eye-shadow was yellow and brown. Rosma' s was pink and violet.. and in case you're wondering - yes! i did photoshoped our faces - no pimples, no eye-bags - coz Tee tot that it's such a waste of our gorgeous make-up!... waaahahhaa... but NO!.. i did not make my eyes bigger or my face longer! - that's the work of shading and the angle i took!.. ;)

After colouring our own faces, we're asked to colour each other.. but we only had time to colour 1 person so i did Rosma first.. she'll do me next week.. and i passed again!!... except that my blending wasn't tat good.. need to improve on that!.. but other than that, i think she looked great!... ;) rosma, wat say u??..... hahhahaa....

this one not photoshoped.. coz i wanna capture the "true essence" of my make-up skill!.. hahahaa... like real!... but niways, i do like the outcome!! ;)

More make-up Tips?...

1. Using hot water to wash ur face will only open up ur pores.. but it does not mean, using cold water will shrink it, hor!... use lukewarm water when cleansing ur face..

2. The point of shading your face is to make your face look slimmer. You need to achieve an oval look. So, shade areas on sides of faces with a brown colour eye-shadow or powder that is "out of the "oval shape"..

MILESTONES..
It's first kick was in the MRT at abt 5.30pm on Fri, 3 Nov... was sitting down when i felt a bubbly, ticklish feeling at the abdomen... and everytime that happened, i felt uncomfortable but at the same time, i wanted to laff coz of that ticklish feeling i get!.. hahaha... ;)

initially, i didn't know wat it was.. thinking my stomach was juz doing farny, weird stuff to me!... but it happened a few times over the weekend and i confirmed it with Rosma and the doc yesterday!... yeay!!... told mummy too and she said that it happened very early for me coz she only felt me kicking when she was 6mths pregnant!... alamak!... i such a late bloomer siah!... (or juz plain ol' lazy me! hehhee...)

Before the doc's appt, me and Rosma went shopping!.. or rather, I went shopping while Rosma accompanied me!.. hahhaa... and i soooooo lurrrrve the feeling of not going to work.. away from work responsibilities and problems!!.... baaaah!!.....

it's 10.22cm oredi..

So that's our babe at 16wks... the due date has been postponed to 22 Apr instead of 20 Apr but somehow, i'd like to think that the babe will wanna pop out on the 20th coz i'd prefer an Aries babe than a semi-Aries cum Tauras babe!.. hehehehe...

but anyways, when scanned, it's hands and legs were up in the air.. occasionally, it bumped around as if on an imaginary trampoline!... how cute!!... it actually brought a tear to my eye!.. ahhahaa.... oooooh!!!... and the doc guessed the gender!.... it's not so clear yet.. so i'll not release the gender as yet till it's confirmed.. yah.. in case some of u may be wondering - we didn't wanna know the gender of the babe.. but the doc seemed adamant to tell us... we do wonder y!... so we told him that if in any case, the babe wants us to know, and he can confirm the gender, then tell us.. if not, we can juz be surprised later!.. ;)

oh!... and i'm sooooo blardy excited!!... coz the doc said that he'll give us a 4-D scan of the babe in due course.. prolly after the detailed scan... so hopefully, he stick to his promise and let us see the babe's face in advance!!.... i soooooo can't freakin wait!!!!.....

but on a not-so-happy news... i gained 3kg in 3wks!!!... oh my goodness!!!.... i need to watch it!!! :(

SOME MAKE-UP TIPS..
I tot i'd share some make-up tips for all... and it'll serve as a revision for me too!.. hehehe... ;) did you know that u can use ur fingers to put on eye-shadow??... yes you can!! it's actually easier to slap on the colour than wat your brush can do! esp the contouring!!.. it helps blending the colours easier too! ;)

For day make-up, u need a max of 3 colours only - base, main and contour.. Base colour must always be - white, beige, yellow.. you must look fresh so make sure that when u slap on that colour, the colour don't fall under your eyes - it'll make your eyes look droopy..

One of the infamous make-up flaw is to have 2 distinctive colours on ur eyes.. everything must blend.. u have to make sure that the colours look as if they're one and not 2 or 3 different colours... ;)

so wat did we learn yesterday??..... the nite look!!!.... weeeee!!!.......

i finally learnt how to use the black eye-shadow!!... yeay! yeay!.... i need to practice using it... wondering if i should try using it during my hari raya outing this weekend??... hmmm.... takut nanti too gothic plak eh?!... hehehhee.....

before i sign off, nie gambar kiter lagi.. hahahhaa....

sesungguhnye aku dah put on A LOT OF weight... dan sesungguhnye si minah sebelah aku tu very the mentel!... :D

WHAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND..

Y is it that ppl are asking other ppl abt me and my "lil secret" when all they have to do is ask me straight in the face abt my growing tummy?... so today, i braved myself, using a maternity top to work - blatantly screaming (silently) - I'm PREGNANT!... so plsssss... ask me if u want to... dun ask my frenz anymore!....

Y is it that you'd wanna squeeze your fat self, on a 2-seater (in an MRT) with another fat one??.. see, i dun mean to be rude and i certainly don't have anything against fat women/men!... i am FAT myself... but if you're bigger than me, and i'm already taking up a full seat, don't you think that you'll be squashing me if you're to sit next to me on that cozy 2-seat??.... and yes.. i was practically squashed yesterday.. i couldn't breathe.. coz my breast was clumped together.. i had to sit out for air and i had to hold on to the railing to push myself up.. it's that cozy!!!.... and i'm not exaggerating!!...

Y is it that i've darken and my T-zone is more oilier than before??... now, i have to blot my nose at least 3 times a day.. has it got to do with my changing hormones or wat??.... but it sure is weird looking in the mirror at my darker, oilier, self!!.... :(

Y is it that i can't seem to talk to my babe even when no one's around?... i feel weird talking to my tummy.. i tried once. i was practically whispering!.. and it's worrying me coz i dun want my babe to NOT know it's mummy!... i'm thinking of buying story books to read out to the babe.. well.. that's a start right??... or wat do you experienced mothers suggest i do??..... plsssss heelllppp...... thank you very much!

THE EYES..
We had fun in last nite's class.. we had to colour ourselves for day make-up.. and we were taught the blending technique..

i sooooo regretted using blue but heck... over and done with.. and thank god Dearest came to fetch me too!.. if not, i would have taken the cab home instead... next lesson, concious effort to use black!! ;)

our silly selves with eyes made up...

oh!... and why is it that ppl juz lurrrrve to rush in and out, banging others along the way in the MRT??... i simply could not understand this weird behaviour!!!.... as if, in the mornings, if you bang others, u'd get a seat immediately!... oh freaks!....

there was this nyonya who did juz that... trying to squeeze in front of me with her big bag.. and that blardy bag is oredi hitting my tummy!... blardy nyonya!!... i know i dun look pregnant yet.. but i'm still a person!... hitting or banging someone intentionally or not, is totally unacceptable!... baaaahhh!!!...... :p