DOWN BUT NOT OUT!
Aloha!.. been a while siah!... i was sooooooo down the past week coz my ear infection set in.. my left ear's still blocked so, i'm very much reliant on my right ear now to hear Eshan's cry... it was soooo bad tat my fever reach a very high 39deg.. :( there's soooo many things to write abt though!!.... i'll break it down to sections..

FATHER'S DAY
it was a great start to that weekend!... we celebrated Father's Day cum Daddy's bday at the Straits Kitchen on Fri.. this time round i can actually put in MORE than when i was pregnant!.. hahahhaa... :D

We had the crew sang the bday song to Daddy.. Mummy was laffing in fits at the silliness of it all - singing a bday song to a 61yr old grandfather!.. kkekekkee... but ev'body deserves a bday song, dun we all??... ;)

And on Sat, the 3 of us ie emiliAduka + lil Eshan went out to celebrate Dearest's first Father's Day at Breeks.. Eshan was a bit cranky and he spilled milk all over his bib!... but now, when we bring him out, he's more awake and will be enjoying the lights around him..

But on Sunday, after enjoying the last Father's Day celebration with the in-laws, i had to find out that Dearest back into being a smoker.. albeit an occasional one but i was still disappointed nevertheless!... i was in tears from disappointment and anger!!!.... i simply cannot understand why he cannot register it into his stubborn brain that smoking kills!... and it has already been proven that smoking shorten your lifespan by god knows how much!... urrrrgghh!!... he can eat healthy, live in fitness but if he's still smoking, all that is all for naught!.. pffft!

ESHAN'S PROGRESS
The lil' one's beginning to "talk"... his nyai and Tok lurrrvveeeess to coo him and he simply lurrrrves to be cooooed!... hahahahha..... one morning, he woke up and started goooo gooo gaaa gaaa-ing... when i entertain him he laffed his heart out... and this was one of his best shot for me..

this is his kopet (haven't bathe) look.. hehehhee.... i also sat him upright one day.. and booooy... i sooooo lurrrve this pic of you!!...

he still can't sit upright yet.. so, i bought him the Bumboo chair yest.. once he can fully support his head, in he goes!!.... :D we're also thinking and double thinking of shaving his head bald once more coz his hair's not growing - like AT ALL!!... very worrying!.. only matter is when??... haaaiizzzz......

ANUGERAH NGARUT!
it is very pathetic that the "harapan mendung" girl gets into wild card.. every week they talked abt showmanship - does that girl have "IT" in the first place??.. errrrr..... i DUN think soooo!!!.... wat the hell?!!.... she juz have the looks with no voice or showmanship to go along with it!... but i'm not really surprised she's in coz it does seems that looks is what the judges are looking for..

totally not regretting that i won't be able to catch the show live coz it juz ain't worth my time!..

COUNTING DOWN
at the same time next week, i'll most likely be behind my desk, clearing emails, back logs and wishing that the time passes by quickly so that i can be home with Eshan!... haaaiizzz.. the time has come for me to go back to work and i'm soooooo not looking forward to it!.. ;(

i'm sooooo gonna miss bathing my son... i'm already missing breastfeeding him coz i couldn't do so the whole of last week... i know it's beginning to dry up.. i'm juz hoping i can manage to salvage it this week and hopefully, it'll start "pumping" again... *cross fingers*

BLOATED BUDDIES..
juz a quick update!... i'm juz sooooo freakin happy one of my greatest gal pal is pregnant with no. 2!... my god daughter's gonna have an adik real soon!... it's abt TIME!... :D hahhaha.. it came as a shock coz juz over the weekend, we were teasing them abt having no. 2 and she was mum abt it... and then, came the news yest!... i went "Huh?!"... ahhahaha....

yes... sooooooo many of my buddies are bloated this year.. Ayu's with No. 2 and Ani (i think i can announce it oredi lah hor??...) is also bloating with her 1st one!.. yippeee!!.... i'm of course overly excited for Ms Ani coz hers was the greatest shocker of all shocks!.. didn't expect it to come this sooon!.. waaahhahaha... ;) but niways, keep the babies coming lovelies... next up would be Ms Sinus... can't wait for HER news... weeeeeeee!!!.... wonder who's up next??... errrrm.... Kak Yani, perhaps??... kekekkee....

THE GOOD & THE BAD..
i cannot wait to tell this.. so before the lil one wakes up for his bath, let me share this piece of good news with all of you... my hubby has passed all his papers and will be graduating with 3rd class Honours on 31 July!... yeay!!...

CONGRATS DARL!!!... ;)

for that, u deserve a big FAT, "kopet" kiss from your belum mandi, very sleepy wife (which i already did before he left for work juz now) and a wet, sloppy kiss from your always sleepy babe (which he will give when u return from work later).. *MMMMUUUAAAACCCKKSSSSS!!!*

it was a direct Honours prg.. even though he didn't get 1st or 2nd class, the fact that he manage to get Honours after 5yrs of slaving himself to the books after work everyday deserves big kudos from moi!... to think that he wanted to quit after 2years of going thru it... i remembered how much he really wanted to quit. how he practically begged me to understand his situation and approve of his decision to quit... but of course, i had to make him see the light at the end of the tunnel but boy, u guys won't know how hard it was for me to make him see that.. we went thru endless days and nights on the same conversation!!.... al-hamdulillah, he pulled through and see??.... the light is very bright now!... :)

the bad news is, time is passing by oh-soooooooooo fast... that before i knew it, our son is 2mths!!.... tat juz means, i'm gg back to work in abt 3wks time!!.... :( i'm sooooo not looking forward to gg to work!... but at the same time, i do miss doing some actual work!... grrrrr..... but a big part of me (of coz) prefers to stay home and look after Eshan... hmmm... can convert to PT or not??.. hahahhaa..... :p

oh!!... and now, my dear boy refuse the bottle whenever i feed him and insist on having my nippies... but it seems that when Dearest or anybody else feeds him, he's ok with the bottle!... alamak!!.... so now, in the day, he'll be fed by someone else after i've given him my nippies.. before yest, he was fine with me feeding him with the bottle at night.. but last nite, he asked for my nippies!!!... urrrrgghh!!.... so, i had to give him coz he only drank a bit... and to show his dissatisfaction, he drinks half of wat he normally drinks and go back to sleep for his next feed!... i'm soooooo sleep-deprived now!!!.... :(

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TEN (10) Reasons Why Mummy Married Daddy
I nearly forgot abt being tagged!... ahaks!...

1. i fell in lurrrrve with his charming smile
2. he was the first man i had lunch and dinner with (if u must know, i never go out lunch or dinner with my dates coz i was worried i'd have to eat and talk and how sloppy i'd look if i spilled anything on myself while on a date! heheheh..)
3. i knew he was THE ONE when our first date lasted a good whole a day
4. he was the first Taurean man that i felt comfortable with (that must be a sign coz i never had good conversations with any other Taurean man!)
5. i believe we complete each other coz we're total opposites! but at the same time, we do see eye to eye on a lot of things..
6. he pampers me like crazeee.... see ev'one thinks i bully him into doing things for me.. but the fact of the matter is, he is OK and/or WANTS to do those things for me.. like sending and fetching me to & fro work..
7. he accepted me for who and what i am whole-heartedly.. he never once asked me to lose weight.
8. he's given me joy, hope and love for the 7yrs we were together before we got married..
9. he's got all the right qualities as a husband to me and a father to my child(ren)
10. i do lurrrrve our ala fairy-tale love story - how it all started.. ;) and tat's why i married him - to live happily ever after...

i did this in all seriousness to see if i do have at least 10 reasons why i married the love of life!... :) so, to all those who, like me, wanna see if u do have 10 reasons why u're with that man now or in the future, U ARE TAGGED!!... ;)