FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
Y the FUCK did they NOT vote for Constantine?.... and DOUBLE FUCK - Shrek is not even bottom three!..... WAT THE FUCK?!..... soooooo cheeeeebyeeee!... do they really think Shrek deserves to be in when he was soooooo fucking terrible - singing out of tune, not a smile on his shrek face and couldn't even touch a string of chord in my heart?!.....

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!.....

I dun think they should have another American Idol anymore!.... until really - Americans are taught the meaning of great singers and fine tune their infected ears!.... it's just FUCK that Constantine's out!... and sorry for the FUCK word all over your screen now.. coz that's the only words I could utter today and last nite!... it was such a huge disappointment that Constantine's out.. somehow, i felt it when they showed him saying "if i manage to win this, my family would be so proud".... like purposely hinting something... FUCK!.... before i get anymore emotional and starts to cry, i'll stop.

The only motivation in watching American Idol now is Bo Bice... and hurling blasphemy at Shrek week in and week out till he's OUT!... if he's NOT out by 25 May, fuck it!.. it's worth having to work tat nite and meet Mr X instead! - whoever that is!.... at least i'm sure, Mr X will not LOOK and SOUND like Shrek!... FUCK!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR!!!!!!

*muacks!*.... love u lots! LOTS!....

we'll celebrate it post exam!... for today, we'll just enjoy each other's company..

next week - pamper, pamper and lots of pampering!!... ;)

just for YOU!

MOOOOOOO....
Now I know what's all this MOOOOOO-ing on buses and taxis all about!..... FUCK!.. it's an advertising firm!.. hhahahaha..... nice one!... and all this time, i tot it's got something to do with milk or moving!.... and i tot how can milk do such a huge campaign?.. and movers??.. hahahaha......

apparently, the cows u see along some expressway and roads were also their doing!.... and I tot that the government has seen some "fun" light! - to light up our roads!... gah!.... and these cows are quite in demand, i see!... they're up for an auction at comfortdelgro.com! only 200 pcs up for grabs... moooooo down now!!.. hahahhaa... COW!

DEAD BEAT!....
i'm soooooo dead beat over the weekend - not because i was doing anything!.... i wasn't really doing anything over the weekend except having a Sex and the City marathon and playing my SIMS....

And playing SIMS is fanatically FUN but oh-soooooooooo-addictive that i've been sleeping at 3am for the past 3 nites!.....

ooooooh... almost forgot!...... my weekened was also spent getting all HOT and excited over that Muzika Extravaganza on Saturday!.... all the artiste were HOT and definitely talented but the one that certainly SIZZLES is none other than the 2 idols on stage - Taufik and Jaclyn!.... OH DEAR GOD!! - they're freakily talented... my jaws definitely dropped and they deserve my standing ovation after their performance... they certainly deserve the coveted title.. and i'm oh-sooooo-proud of Taufik for putting up that brilliant performance of "Let's Stay Together" and singing a mini 30s duet (of Sinaran) with Siti... i would be darn proud of myself if i ever get to that stage no matter how i dislike her..

But anyways, the show in total is NOT as VaVaVoom as it sounded like.... maybe because of it's formality?... juz look at the audience who came - most came in evening wear (except for the obit Datin!.. hahahhaa...) and the only people who scream was Taufik's fans!..... errrrr... i think if it weren't for them, the show would lagi be dead!...

in a star-studded show with music sooooooo hyper and upbeat, it should be one more lively and relaxed lah.... suggestion: expo or The Rock, perhaps? Or hand out MORE bloody tickets... c'mon - which Mediacorp (or other) artiste would actually scream or shriek when they see another artiste on stage? artiste mesti mau maintain mah!..... soooooo, how else would we get the place screaming with excitement??... real, ordinary, non-artiste FANS of course!!....

but no doubt, it WAS a show worth waiting for.. artistes came out in style, with lots of talent, singing their songs LIVE!.. so, let's see if they're keeping up this "tradition" every year.. if they do, pls don't have the 2 GOH go up the stage to salam everyone.. and then, leave them standing, clapping their hands with the artistes.. it's a pretty ugly sight!.... with everyone around them, shaking their booties, the 2 stood there looking as kaku (stiff) as ever!.... errrrrrr......

AMERICANS CAN'T VOTE!
I think they need to go through some form of course or something!.... how could they vote Anwar off?... when the other 2 - Shrek and Clay's Gay Brother is worse than him!... urgh!!... and i tot his performance was one of the best i've seen the past weeks!..... i takleh accept, u!.........

urrrrgh!.... American Idol is losing it by the minute.... annnnnd.. speaking of which, i think i may have just screwed myself... but again, maybe NOT!.. hehe.. the news have been updated and i may not be screwed afterall!... *phew!*...

dam di dam.... i can't wait to see who's Mr X!... i hope quirky-Min dun disappoint us with all these suspense!! 1mth to go.............

HAPPY DAYS
Talking to dad is soooo much easier than talking to mom!... thank god for that!.... so, hopefully the quotation comes in asap so that we can confirm stuffs and all.....

ANNNNNNNNNNND Dad made an offer simply oh-so-irrisistable!!!!...... as expected, Mom didn't approve of it... butttttt..... durrrh!.... daddy's making the decision mah!... hehehehe..... so hopefully, if the offer still stands later, dearie would agree to it and we'll live happily ever after... hahahhahahaha........

Anyways, my stomach's feeling oooooh soooooo happy!... filled it up with food from 3 Monkeys!... been such a long time since my trip down there... wow!... food is simply delicious!.... *menjilat jari!*.... it's pretty expensive but definitely worth paying that extra dollar!....

YES!..... a truly, remarkable, memorable nite!... Definitely a nite to remember... He has proven his worth as our first Singapore Idol and i for one, and i think i can definitely say that for everyone at Kallang Theatre last nite, that we're proud he's OUR idol!.....

The seats we got was truly, wonderfully amazing!... i've got my fair share of "moments" with him read: berangan babe!... With the lights off and spot lights shining juz on him, it really felt like a one-on-one experience, (minus the cheering crowd)... but if you juz block the noise out - it really felt like he's singing to you and only you!... ;)

He sang ALL his songs on his album - a much better, improved version than his album coz he definitely sang better LIVE!... he also sang Ain't No Sunshine (yes, peeps! u can download this and watch him sing!!) and oooooooh--laaaaaa--laaaaa..... macam nak cry-cry!..... sungguh tidak bleh ku angkat!... and a duet or wateva u call it with his Bonafide mate..

Amazingly enuff, my camera didn't die on me!... however, of all days, there were NO-camera signs put up just before we enter! But true enuff, there were still people who took stolen shots like me!.. and the video above, would have been completed if I wasn't rudely interupted by security!!.. hehhehe.. but who cares?... i still got a whole 2mins clip!.... and my favourite song at that!.. hahahhaha.....

so, enjoy people.... not much to see, i'm sorry to say.. but don't despair.. they say they're televising it.. so, juz wait yah..... i'm still flustered from last nite, flushed from the excitement... and it ain't No sunshine if he's gone..... so do keep supporting him, peeps!!

VIP seats?!.... i can just die!...... tell me this ain't happening?!!.....
gosh!... i'm slowly dying in the office - in excitement. anticipation. anxiety!.....
God help me...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RIZAN!!
Lil' bro turned 23 today!.. feeling teeny weeny bit of guilty for not buying him anything and not able to celebrate it with him too... nevermind.. tml, we go 3 Monkeys!.. hehehhe...

JCU DAY
I spent my dinner with one of the 2006 bride-to-be and one blissfully married woman. And wat a Juani Cock Up Day it was yesterday!..... Nevertheless, i shall not dwell on how cock up her plans were coz at the end of the day, it was still a fun-filled, newsworthy outing!....

As usual, (and I tot she has gotten rid of her bad repu of being late!), Ani arrives in the most unspeakable fashion - serabai hair and an orange book on hand!

And decides she's gonna have calamari rings with plain water ONLY.

The nite was also filled with good news! A heartiest, heartiest congratulations to Sahiril and Yana AND Khasdi and Ayu for newly-created Irilyana and Khasayu Jrs!....

A look at the pregnant Yana

Too bad Ayu can't join the girls nite out to bask in a moment's "glory" and squealing... we can't believe that this was happening... and suddenly I felt a sense of dejavu - back in time when RosmAman and Murni announced their pregnancy!.... and momentarily, i pondered if my marriage-to-be will bear good news straight away like this two? And if i would be sharing it with someone also?.... i hope that it will NOT be straight away and if i'm sharing it with someone else too, then, i'd NOT want it to be Izy coz we're sharing maternity wear (aren't we, Izy?).. hehehehe.... but hmmmm.. the question still lingers if we wanna plan for the first one?.... howell... there's still a year away....

So anyways, the day could not end without Ani's parting shot - a dirty look she gave to the waitress who keeps coming to take away their ice-cream!....

I woke up this morning with a terrible headache.... i dun feel like going to work... coz i couldn't sleep ... y??.... bcoz i was hooked!.... hooked on wat?..... THE SIMS!..... urrrrgh!... they're evil, i tell u!.. i stopped them from overtaking my life before.... but bcoz yesterday was such a boring, boring, day... nowhere to go... and nothing to do, i decided to re-install The SIMS and play... and i played, played and played... only stopping to bathe and have dinner...

when dearie called, i told him to call me later.. at nite, we talked.. not for too long coz he's got exams today.. so, after the goodnite kisses, we put down the phone and i laid down to sleep but couldn't really go to sleep coz i was thining of my SIMS.. and so, off i went to play some more... till my eyes gave up!...

so today, here i am in the office.. thinking of my SIMS while, at the same time, feeling sooooo sleepy... and to think that the date with the one married woman and one bride-to-be today is still on!... oh dear!!!!!........

Before i end this entry, a big shout out to dearie - GOOD LUCK in your papers today, dear!!!!..... people, pray that he'll sail through his exams today, Wednesday and 2 Mondays after this, plssssss!..... ;D thanks!!.....

THE WEEKEND

Mr Nice Guy looks "dressed to kill"...

While Quirky-Min and myself went for a girl-bonding session over our hair...

A nice, pampered weekend... aaaaah... how nice....

THE FORGOTTEN BIRTHDAY!
We were a week late but we still manage to celebrate it with a mini blast!....

With his kuniang face intact, he makes his wish "I wish that you all will NOT forget my birthday ever again"... we looked on, burst out laffing, but deep in our hearts we do really hope we would never forget his birthday ever again!.... SHAME ON US!

But wishing him HAPPY BELATED 31st BIRTHDAY! and may this year be YOUR year at work!... and may you find the companion to love for the rest of your life.... more kuniang-ness here..

PATIENCE..
is key!..... al-hamdulillah.... wateva i've been waiting for has been answered.. no need for goodbyes... i'm contented, i'm happy, i'm comfortable... but i definitely would not hope to have my face up at the "museum"!... *choy!!* hehehehe.... but howell!..... ;)

TO SAY GOODBYE..
is too painful... too sad..
is never ezy...

but i've been wanting to do this a long time.. but this time, it's just not the right time..
if it had come sooner, i'd be glad to... but... it's juz not the right time..

Am I
too attached?
too comfortable?
too scared?
too hopeful?

to say goodbye...

WISER?....
just when we were talking abt how "unwise" i was since i'm one of the last few to have wisdom tooth.... yours truly, is now stuck with one that's pushing against the other teeth!!..... bacin!!.... y couldn't it grow nicely and straight?....

i was advised to take it out bcoz my last tooth may not be cleaned properly or something like tat... but anyways, after the horror-horror stories abt extracting the wisdom tooth.... eeeeks!...... ta-tut!....

TICK... TOCK... TICK... TOCK...
The clock is ticking... i may have to come up with a freakin decision sooon!.... the appropriate person who can make me, make up my freakin mind is bz... bz... bz..... so how??...

IN CASE YOU'RE WONDERING..
both me and dearie are on talking terms again!.. :) we talked abt our wedding preps some more.. and managed to come to a compromise.. now. to talk to mom again...

KUNIANG..
was clearing my pictures from my phone.. and saw this particular picture of my kuniang friend that i took on a rainy day sometime last week...

hmmmm...... sungguh molek lah awak nie!.. hehehhee....

WAT DID WE DO?
We celebrated or more of a gathering... with the bday girl over the weekend. before meeting her, we were wondering wat on earth would this girl want?... and came up with....

this.. of course a prelude to wat we're actually getting her.. coz we know for sure she'll "lose her mind"! seeing this!.. ahahahaha...

and true enuff!....she practically grabbed it by it's neck!

even tried to butcher it *notice the look the lamb gives?... so kesian rite?*

but looking at it's long, tall legs - which btw, is an exact replica of hers truly...

she couldn't help but play with it!... hahahahhahaha........

anyways, the nite ended off with a huge anti-climax from Pei!.. we really tot somebody was after her.. sekali turn out, it's some ci-ko-pek! but before the nite truly ends, i spent an extra $45 on top of the over-accumulated debts last month at the ever-*nonsensical Muji and the ever-alluring iNuovi!.... oh my gawd!!... how can i SHOP anymore?!!!!......

Still not talking.

hmmmmm......

But a big shout out, nonetheless, to dearest Ah-Xin - "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!".... we go celebrate tomorrow!!.. ;)

Btw, can i just add, that as usual, Americans are one lousy bunch, who can't vote for NUTS!!.... *shrek over nikko?... pffft!*

SHOULD I?
"Meeting" with the parents turned out pretty rough.. so, i took the ez way out - the longer i prolong my argument, the longer things will get done, the more heart-pain i'll go through - i laid down an agreement that if they want their way, they'll pay for EVERYTHING!... i'm NOT gonna pay a single cent if that's how they want it!... and if that's the case, i'll let them handle EVERYTHING - i wash my hands OFF!...

i'm too tired having to deal with them.. i say this, they say that. at the rate we're going, i doubt i'll get married by next year!... and at the look of it, after i broke "the" news to dearie last nite, i doubt WE'LL get married!!......

I'm sad... terribly, terribly upset at the way things turn out!.. for now, we're not talking... if he doesn't wanna talk, i won't want either.. i'm through with all these planning thing.. if it'll make things simpler, at the very most, i'll juz akad nikah at ROMM.

no reception.

no hoo-haas.

no fights.

FALLING APART!
Nitemares of my wedding came back again yesterday!.... aaaaargh!... i think i will break down soooooon enuff!... Oredi I was rudely awaken by Mr Nice Guy at 8++pm last nite - when i tot i'd have a good, long, rest till this morning to rest my rather aching body - to deliver some pretty good news which btw, i was pretty reluctant to hear.. and after that, i can't sleep anymore thinking of the dilemma that i'm put through!!....

And so, instead of juz lying on the bed, decide to go out and watch some TV instead.. Not less than 5mins, mom started bombarding me with questions on some wedding arrangements, which can i remind her, she foiled - because of her oh-so-brilliant ideas!... if i had known she'd be soooooo damn irritatingly, fickled, i'd have asked her to think abt this like way, way, beforehand!... so that i won't be feeling sooooo, soooooo, irritated and mildly kamchong now!!....

And bcoz of her oh-so-brilliant ideas, which will affect dearie's mood and concentration, i dare not tell him. YET. But this morning, i had to let him in on this lil' change of plans.. when he told me that his family would like to get the kadi that the whole Singapore would like to get their hands on.. and i went "uh-oh!"... another not-so-good news since I would have preferred to get the kadi that will or may be solemnising my line of generations!.. at least, he's not that famous and can make lil' changes should the parents want to make anymore changes to the oredi sooooo many changes done!!!..... urrrrgh!...

today's not such a good day to start off with!.... and it's sooooo much more painful when your dearie's not around to give you a shoulder to cry on!!... i hate it when he's in exam mode!... really!.... i've got a strange feeling, i may be scurrying off to a lil' corner today to cry!.... FUCK!!..

SLEEPY...
The day started off very chilly.. and i'm sore from yesterday's work-out session.. hence all these = sleepy me!!.... i'm practically dozing off with every letter i type!... i really hope the swimming session later today will help improve matters!!...

QUESTION for AH-XIN!
I shall juz ask you blatantly, like how u've asked me..

WAT DO U WANT FOR UR BDAY, GIRL??...

hehehe... i think i remembered specifically that i was supposed to buy u something from Noel gift rite?!.. hahahhaha....... hmmmm... maybe should get u tat lah, hor??.....

SOME VERY GOOD NEWS
Mr FF is no longer the "chiep" of the team!... YEAYness!!... tat's official and i can talk abt it openly now!.... ahhahahaha... and all i wanna do, actually, is to go up to him, laff at his face and stick out my middle finger!..

And in a bid to safe his Fucking Face, he wrote us all a thank you letter, not forgetting to list the successes we had while he was in charge - like yeah! rite!.. was it ever his work in the first place?.... :P tak tau malu, siah!!...

My boss, gets promoted. AGAIN!... and i'm really impressed because he's one who works his ass off from the bottom!... and tat deserves a real round of applause!.. ;) and more rounds of applause as he'll be bringing us to makan sooon.. i think!.. hehehee....

And then, i was told of the possibility of more good news to come, for moi!... but like what dearie said, this place has been "promising" this and that but nothing came out of anything!... so, i'm sitting tight and see how it'll all come along... if things work out, i think i'll soon be up on display in our "museum"!... ahahhahahha.... *CHOY!*... RosmAman's a few months away to being half way there... JIA YOU!.. haahhaha....

BLOOPERS OF THE WEEK
On Saturday, we went to Gurame to celebrate Mom's bday. Ordered our food at about 8.30pm. And only gotten the food at about 9.30pm!..... the service was damn slow - it irritated the hell out of me and Mom!... But the fun part was definitely driving the new car around!..... soooo many gadgets!.. so many things to play around with!... i LOIKE!!..... practically 80% of the car is automated!.. u dun even need a key to start it!.. ;) the blooper - because we dun need the key, but we need this controller to open and lock the door, i dropped the parents off and park the car with dearie.. realising only when i wanted to lock the car that the controller wasn't with me!... DUUH!...

Yesterday i action pandai, want to learn how to ride a bike in a skirt!!.. hahahahhaa..... dahlah terkangkang, takleh balance!.... the blooper - it was on first gear. i gas it. The bike went off. i braked - while still gassing it. i wanted to go off the bike. I released. The bike went off, nearly clashing with the parked motorcycle in front!!... hahahhahaa..... i hoped i've given "quite a description" to illustrate what i went through!... but anyways, it was hilarious and I was laffing non-stop at my stupidity and bimboitic moment!... heehhehehe....

This morning, i heard of Prince Charles blooper on radio.. and i think, he's had it BIG TIME!.... he was photographed with his two sons going riding. And as usual, the reporters and all surrounded them to take pictures and interview them. the blooper - it was recorded on tape, during the mass interview, that he had actually said "I hate this. I hate them (the media). blah.. blah..blah.." can't recall wat he actually said, as quoted by FD. But wateva it is, i think he needs a LOT of PR help after this incident!!..... PR crisis for Prince Charles, pls!!.....

FACT OR PLAIN RUMOURS??

Real Reason 'Idol' Contestant Left Show

Dunno if the article is true. But be it true or not, he's left the show.. give it a rest lah.. he needs his privacy mah.. these tabloids ah.. really need to kena slam or sued big time tau!... JUVENILE IRRITANTS!...

SICKENING!!!.....
Yesterday's episode, has got to be the worst episode ever!.... my two favourites were up there on the stage - bottom 2!... OH MY GAWD!... and to think that Americans actually favour "Shrek" to Jessica and Anwar?!..... how sick is tat?!...... i soooooo love her voice and style!... alamak!!......

Then, found out in the morning that the price for watching a movie has increased to $9.50 on weekends!... w.t.f?!... waaaaah!... i think this is a sabotage to those unmarried couples!... maybe this is one of the ways to get us quickly get married and start a family!... instead of the old-fashion way of courtship and dating!... then like tat, i won't be surprise if there's an increase in divorce rates lor... it's sooooo expensive to pak-tor in Singapore!... expensive oredi nevermind!... boring some more!!.... ALAMAAAAAAAK!!!!......

Oh!... btw, mom's celebrating her bday today!... and tat reminds me, tat we've not gotten anything for her yet!!.... she wants a swarovski but limited budget leh!... so any brilliant last-minute, not-so-cheapo ideas, anyone??.... hehhehehe.... ;) i've still got end of tomorrow to get her tat gift since we're only celebrating tomorrow.. !!....