ALL I WANNA DO IS...

SLEEP!!!!

i've been pretty much stoning the past hour.. this morning was blardy sleepy but luckily got enuff work to help me pass the morning!... gosh!!...

now, i'm back to sleepy.. will juz be happy if i could juz sit here, close my eyes and doze off to Lala land... only now, i think i am in Lala land for thinking such a tot!... :p

oh!... god... i cannot open my eyes!.. heeeeelllppp!!!!.....

oh!... btw, i bought 2 pieces of bag from A/L/D/O... ev'time i dun intend to shop, i ended up with a thing or two!.... grrrr!!..... Dearest will sure flip!.. as if the cupboard is not already full of my bags!.. hahaha... but i've not shop for bags for the longest of time AND they were on SALE!!... :D

maybeee.... i should trf stuffs from the old bag into the new bag to keep me awake before i continue working.. hmmmmmmmmm................

NEWS..
i received an sms this morning telling me that an acquaintance - a senior in Sec sch - is now in critical condition suffering from brain cancer. i got saddened by the news coz even though we weren't close, he was a nice chap and i knew the sister before too.

he's young and has got a whole life in front of him but he's dying.. :( life is soooo short!... u never know when Allah will take you away.. my prayers are for him.. may he be put thru the remaining days of his life as painless as possible.. amin..

on a happier note, received news from an ol' fren that he's juz received an addition to the family, his first born son!! sooooo happy for him!.. the last time we spoke, they're still trying.. tup2 dah keluar dah budak tu!.. :D al-hamdulillah...

so, ppl have been asking when will the second one pop... well, hopefully, it goes as planned and "pop" next Dec!.. ahhahaa.... *yah!.. so, if u do ur calculations correctly, i'm still not pregnant yet!*... anyways, the govt will be announcing some "new measures" next mth to help family procreate... so, we'll see how well the "incentives" are lah ye??.... hopefully, there's something for working moms and some financial subsidy or some sorts that;s attractive enuff to lure us peeps to have MORE babies!

STILL ADJUSTING..
Okiez... i know i've not been updating.. the past week was spent doing a week's worth of work that i left behind juz to "enjoy" my new home..

i tot it'll be tai2 days for me that whole week... but NOOOOOO..... was only a tai2 for the first 1.5 days perhaps?.... after which, it was back to clean, clean, cleaning the whole hse everyday!!... i didn't realise i could be a neat freak too till i get my own hse!..

Mummy would be soooo proud to know that I, her daughter, have taken after her when it comes to having a dry sink!... kwang.. kwang.. kwang.. but i think i'm not as freaky as her lah!.. ahhahhaa... :p

BUT although it was tough initially - wat with Eshan craving for attention - i got thru it in one piece and now getting the hang of it! ;) and most importantly, thru it all, i had my son for that whole week all to myself and seeing him grow up was priceless!..

Only at 15mths did he start to want to hold his own bottle!!... after months of coaxing him to do this, he finally did it!.. al-hamdulillah....

got him a Barney book juz so he'll read.. and "read" he did!....

he's learnt the art of lepakz at such a young age!....

juz before i went back to work, i got him to taste Milo!... bukan main shiok sekali minum Milo!

he took an immediate liking to be a rock-star!.. and here's a video to proof that!.. ahhahaa...

notice tat i've not put up pix of my humble new abode yet. have no inspiration to do so, coz believe it or not, the hse is still not completely ready!... by this Sat (i hope!), we'll get 98% of the things in.. last thing to come, is our sofa... my love-at-first-sight sofa!... haaaaizzzz.... really saving the best for last that one!... grrr....

and so, my promise to myself after i move in is to hone my cooking skills (not that i have any in the first place!) every weekend.. note that i've not made that promise to hubby lest i broke that promise!.. hehehe... but i will try!... my first attempt at cooking REAL food - meaning, not the usual foodie, which is basically juz one-dish meals and baked chix wings - was very flaming HOT Ayam Masak Merah!...

it really wasn't meant to be that hot!.. i use the cap Limau Chilli paste - coz i didn't bother to do the paste myself! - and freaky shit!.. it was HOT!!!.... so now i know! - next time, i'll juz grab some home-done sambal/chilli paste from Mummy's kitchen! hhehee....

now, i'm obsessing over doing briyani (coz i've learnt how to do my favourite ayam masak merah!.. ahhaha...) for this weekend!... alamak! i juz remembered some peeps are coming over this weekend... hmmm... need to cook tried and tested stuff instead.. howell!.. there's always the next weekend! ;)

NOT GOOD ENUFF??!!
feelin' under appreciated..

really.

Am i not good enuff?

how am i more inferior than the others?

haiz....

fine.

enuff is enuff!

i'm OUT!

Adios!

GOODBYE!!

KEEPING AWAKE..
i'm updating to keep myself awake! ;( for the first time in his whole 15mths, Eshan woke up at 3am for milk and didn't sleep till it was time for us to go to work!.... i was disturbed with his constant movement on the bed - rolling here and there, climbing on my body, hitting me to wake me up.. urrrgghh!!..... sesungguhnya aku sungguh ngantuk sekarang!!

as it is, our love nest has kept us awake till late at nite!... we're planning to move into it this weekend.. thank god for Dearest, he cleaned - mop and vacuum the whole house last nite! LOVE U DARLING!!!!.... we've also unpacked abt 75% of our stuffs! i simply can't wait to have that week long leave next week!!..... i'm going to spend the hours lazing around with Eshan at home or by the pool!... YIPPEEEEE!!!

so, the hottest topic in town today must be on yest's results of Anugerah Band! i'm sure one of the disappointed peeps who rooted for X-tech!... :( would sure lurve for them to win it!... but well, commerical appeal still applies lah!... no doubt, Rancour did deserve to win coz they were the younger ones and most improved band of the lot.. one particular band that i heard raving reviews abt were very berTRABO yest... very disappointing!... The La Mofestas on the other hand had left no lasting impression on me - vocals not strong and the whole performance not tight.. howell!.... ape2 jelah ye... congrats to the winners!.... in my eyes, X-tech - u're still the HOTTEST band in town!... keep up the spirits!... :D

oklah... back to work! ;( i need some excitement at work!.. it's getting dreary in the office coz everybody's busy... but 1 thing to look forward to cum 1st wk of Aug!... someone's leaving the office for good and we're all GLAD tat happened! :D

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE!
our love nest!... ;)

i won't post pix of the hse till i do the nec cleaning, etc.. etc... but LOVE. LOVE. LOVE! the whole entire house!!.... ahhahaha.. it all came together nicely.. thank god!... even the paint that i sooooo dun like before came out nice against the furnishings... :D

only one small thing to be done for the wall feature... hopefully, they've got that wallpaper for us!...

can't wait to move innnn!!!!.....

btw, can someone update me on the Anugerah Band?... i can't seem to follow!.. i tot last week's performance was the semi-finals??... how come when i watch the re-run on Suria last nite it announced the wild-card for Semis?.... quite lost lor.. thanks in advance ah!... :)