Friday, September 30, 2005

THE GOLDEN QUESTION
courtesy of Ms Quirky...

Wat do you do after the wedding?
or did she ask
Wat happens after the wedding?

she's such a quirk!... ;) who wanna answer this question??.... raise your hands, pls!....
SUMMARY
This entry would sum up the events in the week!...

I'm swarmed!... drowning in work, work and piles of work!!..... so this is wat "work" is all about!.. after nearly 2yrs of hiatus -

"Welcome to the real world, milia!"....
bleagh!..... :p

it's only ONE freakin program! and i'm already drowning!.... i've got like 3 others!.... and 1 more project! and my desk look like it's been hit by Hurricane Katrina but i can't do anything abt it coz i've to WORK!... freak!!!.....

And after 1 hellava week, I tot we could end it with a cheery note... initiated "A Sing-Song Session with the Untalented but DEFINITELY THE Glamorous!"... BUT it all came to a naught when someone had to work on a Friday evening!... OH MY GAWD!... c'mon!... it's TGIF!!.... who the freak works on TGIF?!!.... hahhaa... ok.. i'm exaggerating.. i'm sure there are peeps who do tat!... ;)

And then, there's yesterday's Anugerah Finale... I'm gonna give 1 sentence to summarise it -

The concept of the finals was THE BEST of all the concepts held previously but it was definitely THE WORST batch of finalist and THE WORST choice of winner we ever had in history!...

I'm sure at least 10,000 ppl dun agree with me and i'm sorry if you don't.. but hey!... different people - different ears, different opinion.. i've got a LOT more to comment on the show but trust me. U won't want me to go there.. i'll be such a wicked bitch if i were to start my commentary!.. btw, kak (in green) baju butterfly cantik?!... ;)

Lastly, this week would either end in "happiness" or "sadness" depending on "judgement" day tat's gonna happen in Dearest workplace TODAY!... i'm torn - not too sure if i should be happy if he's the "chosen one" to leave (as i'm sure as hell i want him to leave that fucked-up place) but at the sametime, he's got valid reasons to stay plus we need the moolahs for the BIG DAY!.. soooo... we'll see yah... wateva it is, we'll make best out of it!... :D i'm sure!!

Have a great weekend, y'all!..

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

ZERO HOUR
Watched zero hour last nite on discovery... and boy!....was i freakin scared!.... it's like the 2 boys, juz went around killing the innocent kids like as if they were dolls! literally!... they killed like a few kids who probably have A LOT more to offer... they're like only wat? 15? 17?... and they also killed a teacher - whom i tot was the perfect hero who would save the day!.... tat was tragic!...

looking at the faces killed, it's a wonder how one can think up of something so evil and un-human - almost like a cannibal!... the 2 boys looked definitely disturbed - in the home videos they created.. but wat made them the way they are?.. family? peers? environment? media? themselves?

i thank god i'm not elsewhere - where guns, bombs and anything else destructive is easily available.. often than not, i always wonder how my kids will grow up in the future? can we bring them up the way our parents did? or will they still be led astray no matter how much we instill our faith and beliefs in them?

The world has become somewat colourless and unhappy.. wat with all the terrorism that's happening around the world. the war. the hate?.. where is the love? the peace? the security we once lived in? it really felt like a long, long time since i last felt the colourful world i once lived in!...

even in the virtual world, there's too much hate. too much predators. too much insecurity.

I'm blessed to be where i am today - a house over my head, parents who care and feeds me, my darling fiance who loves and cherish me, groups of friends whom i've always managed to count on in wateva situation i'm in, employment to feed me and colleagues who cares!.. i'm happy juz to be in my own little world - my world of colours, love and joy everywhere...

but who am i kidding?.. tat's juz my tiny little world - a mere fraction to what the world really IS!... i still have to face LIFE as it is... the gloominess. the hate. the insecurity!... howell.. i shan't sulk on the unhappiness of things.. the world is unhappy because WE made it to be...

Monday, September 26, 2005

SELF-CONTROL
i think Dearest was very angry with me yesterday... u see, i cannot practice self-control!... hahahhaa..... esp if i think it's such a good bargain!... hmmmm..... we went to see our picture shots yesterday and i fell in love with almost ALL of them!.... thank god, the pictures turned out alrite!... if not, i could juz DIE!... ahhahaha....

but of course, initially, we practised self-control lah... being practical, we sieved out the ones that we think either 1 of us is not looking too good... after all the excruciating decision-making session, we found that we had chosen an extra 6 shots out of the 48 that we're supposed to choose!.... lao pan niang was there and she sat down with us to talk to us into getting ALL of the pictures - PLUS the rejecteds and give us a bigger, thicker, fully-designed album plus thicker mini albums plus all negatives back!!!.... and all these at quite a reasonable price lah (to me) of course!... the lao pan niang tak lokek!... betul i cakap!... i was pleasantly surprised that she allowed us to take home the shots that we didn't want... and i think she's giving us the shots that we want too... this would have to wait and see lah... i hope she did!... ;D

anyways, another painful decision to make - to get the deal, or NOT to get?... tat was the decision i was left to make since Dearest don't wanna take the deal... but then hor, how NOT to take the deal eh?.... brrrr.... painfully too good to be true... *though i may be wrong, here!*... so, i decided, that i shall take it.. and it shall NOT dig into our wedding expenses... and the good news was, i can pay in 0% interest-free installments on my credit card!... woopee!.... if only they had said so earlier, i would have agreed almost immediately!.... hehehhehe.... but of course, Dearest wouldn't hear of it (me using own $$ to pay) and that's y the long face :( !.... ooooh!... wateva!!.... being spoilt-brat, pampered moi - I WANT! I WANT! I WANT!....

anyways, i got this picture of myself yesterday which we didn't choose to put inside any of the albums for certain *censored* reasons, of course!... bleagh!!....

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Selected photo shots would be up once we get them - probably Feb 06!... haha..

Friday, September 23, 2005

AT THE BRINK of DEATH
u know how when one is at the brink of death, one tend to repent and start doing good deeds and all?... i believe that if you get to find out that that u're dying, u are given the very, very last chance to reflect on your past behaviour and try to repay your "sins" and make amends...

i'm not saying that this person (TP) that i'm talking abt is dying but definitely TP's system is getting all haywired and the stomach's been cut up over and over again.. TP's juz been diagnosed with yet another "bad news" and I tot to myself.. poor TP! - been suffering alone.. juz when the dust is settling, another storm is brewing!

but at the same time, i strongly feel that this is just one of God's funny way to make us wake up and smell the roses!... it's a sign for us to reflect on our past deeds.. and i really tot TP would change for the better after all that TP's done!... but NO lor!... TP's still the same.. is it the drug that seemed to have clouded TP's senses or tat personality IS actually TP that has laid dormant for years and years and now - after god knows how many years - it has erupted into a full-blown active volcano? hmmmm...

it's juz soooo sad that this is happening... where was that once nice TP that i first met, the one i respected?.. how i wish i could see someone "fuck" her world.. i know, i sound very unsympathetic and probably evil too - after all tat TP's gone through... but i cannot take it when a friend is the brunt of her cruelty! And the worst thing of all, there's NOTHING anyone could do!... or probably DON'T wanna do!... out of sympathy? perhaps. but it ain't fair if someone else have to take in all that shit!..

so, my friend, don't worry.. our time will come - when your storm comes and hit TP - we'll sit back and enjoy the 'drama' unfolds!

God forgive me for this very seemingly 'wrong' entry..
it's wrong.
i know.
to be cynically talking abt a 'sick' person.
but i'm just here to vent my pent up frustration..
it's been way too long to tahan any longer.

p/s: the entry's been purposely toned down pretty much to keep it vague on the identity of TP. so hint! hint! Friends, pls dun ask who's TP.. ;)
ACUPUNCTURE
Was reading abt acupuncture last nite and was amazed at it's efficiency is helping to cure some ailments one might have, including to slim down!... WOW!!..... i soooooo wanna try but i'm soooooo afraid of the pain!!....

I know Pei said it's not at all painful but my threshold of pain is pretty low!... brrrrr..... she's the warrior princess so duuuuh!... obviously even if there was any pain, she'd be able to take it!... hmmmm..... not only do i wanna slim down, i wanna cure some things in my system that has gon oh-soooooo wrong!!

Oh!... btw, Ms Sinus, i'm impressed with the invitation card that was sent to me yesterday!... kewl!... i like it!... see u, Ms Insurance Agent and your respective partners next week!.... :)

ooooh!... btw, there's this cool Secret Recipe promotions in conjunction with their 5th Anniversary this October!... check it out!!..

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click here to see more on the promotion! :)

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

MS QUIRKY
Ms Quirky got a makeover hairdo for a wedding dinner she attended last nite... and i'm sure Mel had a whale of a time doing her hair in a tousle!.... but it's damn worth it lor!... hehehehe.... it doesn't make a world of a difference to her... but it's definitely at least half a world of difference for her image!.... ;D


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at the start of the "session", Mel examines her hair..

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this is a side view of her hair...

it soooooo complements her Quirky image!... coz flat hair is definitely not equal to Quirky Min!... ;) so we hope that the session would encourage and motivate her to style her hair everyday before coming in to work... as said last nite, Mel will gladly help to tousle your hair some more if need be!....

Ms Quirky is sooooo lucky!... she's got a hairstylist for herself!... and a make-up artist by her side!.... BUUUUUT... she stubbornly chose NOT to use the make-up artist's services, juz because she's worried that she can't take the make-up off her face at nite!!....

Make-up Artist: (exasperated!!!!......) she's stubborn as a BULL!!!.... :P

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

SOOOO SHHHWEEET!...
couldn't help smiling when i watched Trista & Ryan and Ethan & Jenna in Fear Factor Reality Stars Special!.... lovely... the love in their eyes is an inspiration... i wonder if i had looked at Dearest in such a way before?... hahahhaa.... i know Dearest do look at me in a way that could melt my heart instantly... but have i ever??.... hmmmm.....

I could remember the time when Jenna was trying to encourage and motivate Ethan to do better than Omarosa...
Jenna: I would break up with you if you can't beat her.. is that motivation enuff?
Ethan: (looked at her with that eyes and said).... yes.. that's motivation enuff... (smiles)
wahlau!..... very the touching!.... i can't help but go "awwwwwww..... sooooo shhhhweeeet!"..

The show is really spoilt with Omarosa in it... i dun think that she's "acting" or any of it was scripted... i could see that Nikki really wanted to punch her face.. and that her comment had really hurt her!... I feel like punchin her face and shut her thrashy trap!.... yah!.. she's thrash!... when only 1 person say something he/she may be wrong.. but when 4 others say the same thing, it should be RITE!... and i believe Ryan / Ethan will never say anything bad abt another if it ain't true!...

oh!... another comment... watched some performances of the Anugerah.. and i can tell ya, this year sucked big time!!.... bleagh!.... it's like the competition got hit by a tsunami or something!... quality dropped big time - like your stocks plummeting rock bottom when the market is bad!.. out of the 4 last nite, i can safely say only 1 can make it in terms of look and voice!.... i have no qualms in saying 07 was bad!... as in ULTIMATELY BAD!... the other 2, i've got no impression except to say, they seemed to be trying too hard.. but fuuuyooooh!... 02 really got one hell of a huge fan club!.. amazed!... after what RosmAman commented!...

but still... good luck to all who is / would be (?? is there anymore contestants besides this 4?) in the finals!.... i'm sure you guys have put your heart and soul into this.. may the BEST man / woman win!!.... and i mean it.. literally..... ;)

Sunday, September 18, 2005

FEELIN' LIKE A PRINCESS...
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weeeeee!!.... we had our photo-shoot done on Friday and it was a blast!!.... Not only did Dearest manage to recover on time from his food-poisoning episode and the on-off fever he had the day before, he also didn't complain one bit - except for a few jest he made - to "ruin or spoil" the moments!.... soooo proud of my dearest... love you, dear!!

I felt like a princess - with my prince charming on my side and my dayang (trusted assistant) on the other... hehehhee.... my sincerest thanks to my dayang, Pei!... i'm eternally grateful for your help!!.. and i promise you... if i'm not pregnant or have kids running around me by the time you wed, i'll be your amah for the day, K??.... ;)

ooooh!... one must not forget one's guru!!.... to my good friend, Mr Kuniang, thank you for teaching me how to pose and smile to achieve a "slimmer" look!... all those "posing sessions" we had, had not gone to waste!... it helped me out a lot siah!!.... i'm also eternally grateful to you!!... but too bad eh.. cannot offer you anything besides the Sweet Valley series i have to pass it down to you niece!!... hahahhahaa.....

So here's the few outdoor shots that Pei managed to take.. i hope the real thing will not come out like these.. coz i sure look damn fat lor!.... but who cares!... important thing is, i had FUN and i enjoyed the day very much!!... if only there's another shoot... hahahhahaa..... *yeah! rite!* i'd juz have to wait for the real day!...

oh!... and i under-estimated Mum's and Dad's reaction!... i tot they'd be fine with my dresses.. but apparently NOT!... Mum nagged a bit, muttered something under her breath!.. and Dad went "mana ada pengantin melayu dress like tat?"... like it's soooo freakin obscene!... bleagh!!... howell!... it's done... i love my "wedding dress" no matter how it magnified my arms.. and i love my studio shots!.... dun worry eh... my actual day, i promise i'll choose more decent-looking ones!... hehehhehe........

Thursday, September 15, 2005

UNDER THE WEATHER..
i'm all excited and ready to look all glam up tml.. butttt... my dearest is sick!... sick to the stomach!!.... i think he's having food poisoning!... urrrrrgh!... i hope he gets well tonite so that he can look all healthy and spunky tml!.... if not, we may have to postpone the shoot!.... hmmm...

anyways, am pretty unhappy with my photo-shoot company rite now.. some things weren't stated clearly in the beginning.. partly it was also my fault to assume this and that.. but then again, they should have said something from the very beginning shouldn't they??.. brrrrr... howell!... i'm not dwelling into it for now.. will go thru the shoot first and see how it goes...

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

CONTACT LENS
My cuzzin is suffering from some eye infection which have reached her cornea which may lead to a permanent blur sight!.. scary siah!... and the doctor suspects that it must have come from this particular (famous) brand's* latest batch of contact lens coz he has been seeing a few cases like this that was caused by the same brand of contacts!...

now, my cuzzin may not be able to use contact lens anymore!.. and there's no guarantee that she can have her eye-sight back.. coz it seemed, even with her specs, her vision is blurred.. i dun have the full details of the story coz all these came from mum.. would have to contact her to ask her more and see how she's recovering!...

alamak!... very kesian eh if it's irrepairable!.. if it's truly this brand's fault, i say "SUE THEM!" I hope the doc would find some sort of evidence or diagnosis to help these ppl find out the cause of this eye infection..

so ppl, watch OUT!.. mum is worried for me.. and i'm worried for myself!.. a vain pot like me will not want to lose her eye-sight and have to wear glasses for the rest of her life!.. :(

*brand was not listed here to avoid slander. will update with full details - with brand name - if it's found to be true and correct.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

END OF DAY
It's like freakin boring today... been "dead" the past 2 days in the office... not literally of course... hahhahaa... been bz doing my work... but tat's only bcoz B and Quirk wasn't in to "entertain" me!... haizzzz.... missing the both of them.... soooooo boring leh!... hmmm... so, this is how it feels like if one day, all my bitching / entertaining kakis were to leave this place!..... ooooooh!... *shudders* i shan't imagine!!...

anyways, really like got no mood to work this week... thinking of the end of the week!.. hahahaha.... can't wait!!!....

watched America's Next Top Model and BOY!.. i was crying for Kahlen!... and it's a freakin wonder how on earth she managed to pull it off!... but she sure looked damn evil lor!... very scary!!.... ;) but she's good!... and WOW!.. i didn't know 1 can say sooooo many "actually"s in 1 sentence!.. hahhahaa... tat was such a laff!....

of all the girls left, i'd really love if they could vote off michelle!... seriously.. i think she's way off "target"!... she's only pretty in pictures... and it's really no fun watching a "big" girl cry!.. i always go "dun try to act macho and tough if that's not wat you really are!"... now, i'm beginning to doubt if she's like really from a wrestling background.. coz she sure ain't no heart for tat!... her heart's too soft to be a real toughie!.. i think tat big frames is really. juz her!..

hmmmm.... i neeeeed a break!...suddenly i feel soooo tired! is it the stormy weather?... the way the weather is in the evenings, it really could sway one to sleep!... hmmmm.... oh!.. one more thing to talk abt.. i've got this colleague who does things in her own funny way... she got chided by the Boss today for putting in leave one by one.. tat's because the Boss have to approve the leave one at a time.. and the freakin system is oredi soooo fuck-ass slow and pretty dumb if you ask me!.. and then she said this "Eh Boss!.. in all my years here, you're the ONLY one who's good at giving me feedback"... apparently, no one in her previous department told her off abt wat she's doing...

so there's like 2 ways i see it - one, her previous boss has really got nothing better to do than to approve ppl's leave one at a time.. and two, she's another weird, dumb-ass (i didn't mean to say D-A.. it juz got out!!..) who actually allowed the system to "overrule" her time!!... hmmmm.... and then she commented on something Mel said about "girls can do A LOT of things.. and BETTER too!".. and then continued saying "girls like US.. rite or not E?".. i've got no choice but to say yes, rite?.. coz i'm involved mah!... and i said exactly that... she laffed!.. she didn't get the *hint!*.. *rolls eyes*..

Monday, September 12, 2005

LOVE MY DEAREST!!.....
wat can i say?!... i LOVE u LOADS loads dearest!!!..... ;) we went to choose our outfits yesterday and he surprised me when he agreed to go with tubes and halter dresses that i chose!... but of course must have condition lah!... must have that scarf thingie on!... waaahahahaaaha.... well... tat is never mind lah... since i also think i need to wear it!... but the biggest surprise of ALL was that he agreed to let me wear my favourite, most gorgeous wedding gown of all!!.....

it wasn't easy to make him nod his head ok!... u see.. i was only left with 2 choices for my choice of a wedding dress - an off-shoulder one and the halter neck one... of course, he chose the off-shoulder one but i dun like that one because it made me look heavy on top... while the halter neck one made me look slimmer and the dress - ooooooh... soooooooooo gorgeous!... i was on tears getting him to agree to let me have that dress!... after much persuasion, whining and in the end, practically begging for it, we compromised... and so... voila!!... oooooh.. laaaa... laaaa.... i got my "wedding dress"!!!!...

really felt like a princess yesterday - going in and out of the changing room with this dress and that dress; really spoilt for choice! - but a FAT princess at that!.. hahahaha... couldn't fit into some really nice dresses and it doesn't help that dearest kept antagonising me with my lack of discipline the past months!.. like "OK.. OK.. i geddit!!...." now, i can't wait to go for my actual day outfit choosing!... and for that, i guess, i juz HAVE TO discipline myself MORE!... once i move out, i really have no more excuse NOT to exercise!... the gym and pool is practically rite at my doorstep.. juz a few feet away.. hmmmm....

anyways, 1 more week to go... can i really do anything much?.. ahhahhahaa.... dun think so!!!.. howell, i'll leave it to the good eyes of the photographer to make me look slimmer than i really am... i hope they're really gooooddd....

Saturday, September 10, 2005

WEDDING PREPS...
Met up with Kak Su, my caterer and she gives great advices for my unexpected "extra" reception in the afternoon!.... and I am freakin excited as to where i'm having the reception and what i'm gonna do with it... weeeeeee!!..... i think the venue itself will divert the people's attention to my missing or maybe not-so-elaborate dais (since i've to "create" it myself) that everyone is expecting!.. ahhahaa.. but really... now, i'm actually thinking of changing my evening reception venue to tat place.. hmmm... but nolah.... cannot be too inconsiderate!. hahahhaa... oooooh!.. but it's a really nice, pretty, pretty place!... N i'm really, really am in lurrrrrrve with it! ;)

another tot of changing my wedding theme for the nite reception... ahhahaha... after browsing thru' the latest Style Wedding magazine, i feel like having a scorching, hot pink and black wedding instead of my garden theme... hmmmm...... my tots are running wild with ideas...

oh!... and it's my god-daughter's first bday today!.... and i'm still at home - stuck!.. it's raining!... and the house is flooding and dearie's still missing!... hopefully, we get to go there in time before they cut the cake!... wateva it is,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
my dear
Syaza Atifah!!!!
*muacks!*
looking forward to seeing you grow up!!...

Friday, September 09, 2005

THE TEMENGGONG & SYONAN TO
Friends, friends of friends and the readers of this blog.. there's a play presented by kids inc! of AMP in aid of the ready for school fund..

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more details here..

They are enthusiastic primary-schoolers who are showcasing their talent for the benefit of this charity!... so, y dun u do your part as well and come watch the show! It'll be at The Arts House.. and ooooooh!..... brides-to-be, u can check out their blue room in their virtual tour... ooooh laaa laaaaa.... classy and elegant!... i loike!!... ;)

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

CAN I?...
i'm still wondering if i should go out to sing tomorrow.. Gargemel told me on Mon abt this!... and i tot that i could escape... until Babe told me that Mr Nice Guy wants US to sing!... freakky!... dun even know whether to believe Babe or not!... i'm not and i can't even practise the song!.... how to sing?!... PLUS it'll be without the karaoke box!...

urrrrgh!... i wouldn't have signed up for the blardy competition if i had known there's even the slightest chance to sing for Family Day!... urrrrrgh!... urggggh!... i'm nauseating juz thinking abt it!... the reason y i've never taken part in "major" competitions like Anugerah or Singapore Idol even is bcoz i've freakin stage fright!... i get nervous.. i'll sweat.. i'll mix my freakin lines!... and i simply hate! HATE! to do that in front of thousands of people... aaaaagh!...

i've to make a decision like in a matter of hours!.. brrrrrr...... sleep first ah...
TELE-CONVERSATION with INSURANCE AGENT
I forgot to blog abt this one conversation i had with this particular insurance agent.. until yesterday when i told dearest abt this.... but a word out to Ani... before you read this, it's not an "attack" or me looking down on your profession or anything like that eh... it's juz something abt these other insistent, persistent ppl in this line that makes me wanna screaaaammmm!!

Agent: Hi.. i'm X.. from blah blah agency... i'm an agent of your friend, Pei.. i've talked to her and she's very interested on what i had offered.. blah.. blah.. blah.. (described wat he talked to Pei and etc abt his stuff).. so, do u think we can meet up so that i can tell you more in detail on my products and do some financial planning for you?
Me: errrrr.... no thanks lah....
(conversation continued with him kinda persuading me but i kept rejecting him)
Agent: meet me for a while only lah... how abt lunch? u free?
Me: i'd rather have lunch with my colleagues.. (getting irritated oredi)
Agent: but Y?.... juz meet up only.. no obligations..
Me: mmmm.... nolor... coz i actually dun wanna waste my time meeting you, knowing full well that i won't be buying ANYTHING from you!
Agent: oh!.... ok... how abt treating this as an educational talk to you?..
Me: Sorry... i think i've gone through a lot of these things... and i think i'm educated enuff..
Agent: (small laff) ok... do u mind if i keep your no. and call u up in the next 4 mths.. maybe u'd chg ur mind then??...
Me: (feeling a tad bad for wateva i've juz said) errr... ok..wateva..

ok... to think that i was such a bitch to this poor guy who's trying to make an honest living... but there's even a worse person than me lah...

See.. it's dearest's friend... he was out and u know how some insurance company loves to do roadshows and while u're walking down the streets, they'll juz go up to u to talk to u abt their stuff?.. well.. this particular friend was bored.. probably waiting for his friend or something.. when he got approached by this girl...

Agent: Sir, do u have a moment to spare me so that i can go thru with you abt wat my company is offering at the moment?
Friend: Sure... Sure... y dun we go over to your seat over there? it's more convenient for you.. and more comfortable
Agent: OK!..

Once seated... guess wat?!... his friend went on and on to talk abt HIMSELF and his life story!!... leaving the girl, nodding her head and going "Uh-huh.. Uh huh.."... hahahhaa... and at the end of it all, w/o even giving the girl a chance to tell him wateva she needed to tell him he stood up and said.. "thank you for your time, listening to my story.. but i'm sorry.. i've got to go now.."

OH MY GOD!!... if tat had been me.. i'd be in trauma!.. ahhahahahhaa.... esp since most of these peeps are newbies in training!... so there!... i've decided that i cannot be a salesperson esp a telemarketeer!... no way in hell do i want to irritate the hell out of people whom i dun even know whether or not they need my services...

so dear friends, if you ever need to give referrals to ur insurance agents, dun give my no... if u HAVE to, make sure tat agent is your friend..or some sort.. and let me know beforehand!... i know i did that before.. and i'm sorry.. but trust me, i'll only give your no to MY friends or maybe acquaintances... someone i know and wanna give business to!... like dearest Ani!... whoever's interested in pursuing or knowing more on AIA insurance, contact Juani!... need her number?... contact MOI! ;)

Monday, September 05, 2005

ANOTHER FUN WEEKEND..
with the cuzzins... esp the 4 sistas.. Lina, Nuha, 'Alia and 'Aida.. attended another cuzzin's (relationship a bit gray.. but we'll call him cuzzin for now!) wedding.. since it was a guy's side, there's really not much decor to look forward to!.... but the decor is still nice nonetheless... especially love the love-seat on dais!.... soooooo pretty looking!.... i really like!...

OH!... and Dad and I had to go fetch the newly-weds from the girl's reception... apparently, we're needed because they needed one more car... so, we went thinking that it won't take too long... and guess wat happened?... we can't even get into the supposed, authorised parking lots!.... the whole 1-way street was jammed up with cars who couldn't get out of the area!... everyone had to reverse!... and mind u!... the jam tailbacked to god knows where!... everyone was horning!!.... and to make matters worst, it was raining!.... and y the hell did this happen?... coz some inconsiderate idiot, decided to take an easy way out by parking in an inappropriate manner and a bus got stuck bcoz of this fool!.... TP was brought in and everything was a-OK...

We got our parking lot.. and we managed to go to the reception area... it was sooooo cozy!... beautifully decorated... lurrrrve the dais!..... love the decor!... but really dun quite like the peepz there!!.... like hallo??.... never offered us to go seat down first while waiting or wat?... then, i dun think anyone there bothered abt the fact that there's this certain father-daughter duo who's still waiting for the newly weds to leave!!... and I can juz imagine the fury the parents must be feeling when at 4pm, the pengantins are still not there yet!.... kalau itu adik aku, dah kena piat2 telinga suruh jalan!.... aku cakap balik! BALIK!.... hhehehhehe....

but really... dad and myself were thinking of the relatives who were waiting for them.. like tak baik rite??.... but on the other hand, cannot really blame them coz we found out that when they wanted to leave, a whole lot of ppl came in (obviously from the pool that got stuck in the jam!) and they all wanted to take pictures with the pengantin!... so they got stopped from leaving.. but then again.... hmmmmmm........ entahlah.. dunno wat to say... but definitely lesson learnt! to avoid such cases occuring again, i think it's best the bride and groom do separate reception on separate days!.... dah tak gaduh lagi!.... hehehehe....

Friday, September 02, 2005

AN UNFAIR DAY!
Such an unfair day yesterday!... i think this entry's gonna be a long one.. so bear with me..

on the way home, Tee told me abt how his kakak is claiming his credit by being such an "angel" in front of others but in reality really dumped all her shit on him!... and how his kor is actually, such a himbo and expects him to help him solve something within 30mins - when that poor chap has to actually read the freakin manual plus do trial and error tests to make it work!... it's sooooo freakin ridiculous i tell ya!.. and there that himbo was - making himself look like he knows EVERYTHING and is very smart.. but actually NOT!.. and like i told Tee yest.. y the hell is this place putting up with ppl like his kakak when they can easily replaced her with someone half her age but double her brains?!... PLUS with the pay that she's getting and the amt of work she puts in, we can actually get another 2 younger, more productive and efficient workers!... urrrrgh!... so fucking unfair!...

And then, rushed home to actually watch Project Superstar!... i was sooooo freakin pissed at the judges for giving their freakin useless opinions!... and see?!... tat's y we cannot have Singapore Idol or Project Superstar when the judges cannot give good, constructive, justified opinions!... they juz had to spoil it at the end!... god!....

Before I watch it, i tot Kelly should win it coz a blind guy simply cannot be a Superstar... but after watching it, Kelvin really deserve to win it!... notice that i said win and not title... coz really.. he's not Superstar material... while Kelly LOOKED like a Superstar but she really dun SOUND like one!... and at the end of the show, Kelvin's cooing voice and almost perfect performance, won my heart!... while Kelly got most of my boos - "Go HOME lah!.. waste my time!.." - and nearly got a banana peel thrown at the TV if I hear another wave of compliments from the judges and her freakin cute xie xie... xie xie.... coz her performance, is NOTHING to be complimented on neither is it worth getting into a finals of such a "major television event"!

And whoever agrees with me, dun u think that the judges and producers are a really unfair bunch??... they were singing praises to Kelly on how good her performance was which was not even near mediocre (and plssss eh.. u cannot expect Kelvin to prance around the stage! He's BLIND, if you remember correctly..) and practically ignored Kelvin whom they have all, most of the time anyway, collectively agreed and acknowledged that he's got talent and a great voice!...and then... when they showed the "street-talk vote" segment, it seemed that they're only showing the people who are voting for Kelly!... wat fuck?!....

Anyways, after all that... thank god the Better Man wins!... however, i do doubt his capability to go very far as a Superstar and i can actually pretty much imagine the headache the managing company will go through trying to market him... but all the best to Kelvin.. nonetheless!!

Oooooh!... and on another not-so-happy note... there's yet another change of plans to our wedding plans!!... urgggh!... i'm really freakin upset with whoever spilled the beans abt our wedding!.. now, dad wanna invite the whole kampung!... coz we really cannot escape anyone since the cuzzin's getting married 2wks earlier too!... and now, i'm also left stuck - thinking if i should now make my nikah costume.. hmmmm..... more $$$$$$$$$ gonna be pooooof!...

Thursday, September 01, 2005

CIGARETTES-FREE THAILAND?
WOW!..... i was impressed when i heard this piece of news over the radio!... They're really trying very hard to curb the smoking in the country... they're hiding the cigarettes in a cupboard and will only sell if anyone asked for it... in other words, they are adopting the "out of sight, out of mind" approach!.. hehehhhe....

can we do that too??.... pretty, pretty, plsssssss???.....

i think we should... i cannot stand my bf smoking and wasting his life like tat!... urrrrgh!... it's disgusting, it's smelly and it's expensive!.... btw, raising the cigarette price does not help.. they can always get their cigarettes from our neighbour and bring it in!... so, as long as we let them bring in - even if it's only 1 freakin packet - they'll still be smoking freely here!... and get their supplies as frequently as they can get them!.... if you stop the entry of cigarettes from anywhere in the world, and raise the freakin price to the next level here, then, maybe... juz maybe.... they'll reconsider...

hmph!...