CONVERSATIONS WITH ESHAN..
I tot i'll share my recent conversations with Eshan the past week juz coz they're hilarious!.. :D

Me: You're soooo cute!! (to Eshan)
Eshan: I'm nooot cute!
Me: Then, what are you?
Eshan: I not baby. I big boy. I not cute. i hemsem...

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Me: Which nyai you don't like?
Eshan: The Gemuk one.. (dengan selambanya, referring to Bik Ogy)
Me: *laughing* Why??
Eshan: bcoz she say baju school tak hemsem..
Me: *slaps head laughing*

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I'm sure there was one more conversation that was hilarious but i can't remember it now.. but niways, yeah.. my son is pretty much grown up... his favourite "action" rite now is slapping his forehead and saying "Yaaa Allah!!".... yeah.. my action-packed son - very drama mama..

I'M 30!
I can't believe i've reached the big 3-0!... soooo not cool but it's inevitable!.. hahhahaa.. :p the good thing is, i think i've aged gracefully.. coz when i was younger, ppl guessed i'm older than my actual age.. but now that i'm actually older, they guessed i'm much younger than before.. hahahah.. :p (ok.. puke all you want here... :p)

anyways, i had a joint bday celebration with Siti, my cuzz whose bday is 2 days away from mine. It was a mini bday bash alrite.. imagine the shock i got when i reached Mummy's and saw a birthday banner together with balloons and those hanging thingie.. *gasp!* feels like i'm celebrating my 21st bday!.. hahahhaa... i dun even think my 21st bday was this 'big'!.. hahahhaa...

 Annnnnd..... Dearest granted my wish which was 1 yr overdue.. :D

A pair of bling-blings which i've wished for since my last bday.. :) loved it!.. and what did i get myself for my 30th bday??...

uh'huh... a "new look"... i braved myself and got the hairdresser to snip my hair off!.. when i saw the hair under the chair, my heart breaks.. but when i saw the aftermath, my face lit up!.. i loved the way it turned out but it lasted for 24hours only... hahhaha.. coz the next day when I had to blow dry it myself, obviously it din turn out the way they did it!.. :p but nonetheless, i feel fresher and most importantly, it's a "NEW look" altogether! hahahhaaa....

So what have i achieved the past 30 years?!... well, there were a few achievements that i must say i'm proud of but there's no need to brag publicly abt it too, rite?... hah!.. i'm juz contented and thankful that my life has been quite a bliss so far.. there were times when it was trying, of course but al-hamdulillah my mood and environment has never made me sink into a "black hole" before.. I'm even more thankful now than ever that i'm blessed with a job i'm beginning to thoroughly enjoy - it makes my days more whole and worthwhile.. :)

So what do i wish for on my bday?

.... Many, many more blissful years to come..

.... Many, many more $$$$$ rolling in..

.... Being a better parent to my kids..
.... One more child before i turn 32 perhaps??.. :p

I'm also currently wishing that we'll go on a road trip with the SP Gang this coming year and a family trip with perhaps another family (?) to somewhere overseas... i dunno why but suddenly i'm thinking of juz leaving on a jet plane with Dearest and the kids... but i know it's too troublesome to bring the kids esp Anousha out of town now.. gaaaaah!!... howell, we'll juz have to WAIT to fly on a jetplane then... kwang.. kwang.. kwang.. ;)

But i'm definitely seriously considering to plan for our gang's roadtrip across the highway.. i'm hoping it'll materialise for the 1wk Mar holidays!!... *fingers & toes crossed*..

HOW WAS IT LIKE?
i've got my first class last 2 Fris.. and how was it?.. wasn't as bad as i tot it'll be! kinda enjoyed it but being in class, standing in front of "young adults" still gives me the nerves!... :p but i've got loads of "talking points" with hubby when i go home!.. hahahaha.. :p

other than tat, the work's piling but i really enjoy it!.. get to meet new ppl, feel young again!.. hahahha.. :p i'm in a more "cause-worthy" situation and it's not giving me as much headache as the previous place did.. like SERIOUSLY!.. i'm still happy or is it coz i'm still in the "honeymoon" phase with this place??...

At home, some thing MAJOR happened.. a crisis came up which i had to kinda help manage. I honestly din see it coming at all.. it was too sudden although i must say there were "signs" emerging oredi.. haiizzzz.... now that's settled - relieved that it's over but certainly do feel a tinge of sadness and disappointment.. to family members: i'm sure u'll get "wind" of it soon enuff!...

So what have the 2 kids been up to?

Anousha has come to terms to having to go to sch.. she no longer cries when i leave her. She can salam and give me a kiss on my way out.. :) oh!.. and she's definitely more "chatty" and playful now.. previously, she'd be clinging on to me for dear life whenever we're at the in-laws but now, she's learnt to play more with the cousins and is able to be left alone. Thank God!!.. oh!.. she's also able to point to her eyes and stick out her tongue correctly when asked. still trying to teach her where's her nose, mouth and ears before the 15th mth jab!

Eshan on the other hand do NOT want to go to sch.. he now screams when he sees himself in front of the sch. this has been going on for a few mths oredi.. i wonder how it'll be in the new sch!... i dun want Anousha to be affected when she sees her brother screaming asking to go to nyai's house!... urrrghh!!...

and i've come to a conclusion that the iPOD is an evil lil' thing!... I decided to get the iPOD Touch for my 2 boys. Firstly coz Eshan's been hoggin our phone for the Games apps and unknowingly, he'll tap on to the GPRS and use up data charges.. *boooo!* and secondly, it's a belated bday prezzie for Dearest.. with iPOD, i fulfilled his wish of owning a simple, basic hp for his use and have Apple apps to play with... so YEAY!! but ever since we bought it, the first thing Eshan asked for when we reach home is that lil' thing! and rite after he sleeps, either me or Dearest, whoever gets to it first will reach out for that damn lil' thing to play! a real evil lil' thing that iPOD is!... hurhurhur... :p

So, it's 9 days to being in my 30s!... GOSH!!!.... how time flies!!... wat have i actually accomplished the past 30 years eh?... hmmmm... time for a reflection!.. hahahhaa... *sudahlah!!* but i like what one of cuzz said to me in an sms today..

I seriously didn't think u're 30 already!! Hahaha.. most importantly YOU definintely still look and feel young! Age is justt a number! As cliche as it sounds(:

waaahahahhaa...!!... thanks ah Siti... :D hope to maintain looking and feeling young with 2 kids in tow!... gaaaaah!... :D