Friday, July 30, 2004

I'm lost....depressed...
I dunno what i wanna do in my life.
I'm worried for my future.
I'm searching for something.
But I dunno what exactly.
God, pls help me find that something..
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That person is NOT leaving for good!!.....Why??!!....how long do you wanna stay here? It's such a depressing thought having you stay here for ... ??? UUUGGGHH!!...... Why on earth were you asked to "stay" and work closely together with us?!.....fuck ass!!... Spoilt my day, mann yesterday!....
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Should I stay?
or Should I go?
I'm scared at the thought of leaving w/o a job.
But it's soooo tempting than being stuck here.
I'm stuck, with nowhere to go!
I need the dough to "supplement" me with wedding savings and stuffs.
But don't like the tot of going to work with nothing new to learn and do!
Soooooo unsatisfaying!!
So, should I stay?
Or should I just go?

Thursday, July 29, 2004

I'M BORED!!!
IKEA's having a sale from 30 Jul to 22 Aug and I'm having freakily funny ideas to do up my room!!!......i think i need to "grow up"!....those who've been to my room would know what I'm talking abt!....hahahhaa.....but can't help it lah...me like those stuffs in my room!!....

 
But one thing's for sure - I wanna take down me cupboard!!!!......it's tooo small!!....i wanna dump EVERYTHING in there so the exterior don't look messy!...hahahaha...but seriously! - I think my room need a new coat of paint, a new set of furniture or maybe a lil chg in arrangement!!.....MUST head down to IKEA!!!.......

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

ANUGERAH 04
It proved to be quite a nite!......it seemed that ALL except one had amazing singing talent hidden beneath but from all the performances, there's only lacking of ONE important thing - PERSONALITY!..... 


But one thing I must say that we are NOT ready to embark into the AI's spirit of democracy!...Here, it's all about popularity. Just look at Rashidah's votes - I think she did a wonderful job last nite but her votes were low....and this is most likely because of Nuradee's damaging standing ovation for her worst performance of the competition!....and then, we found out that she is actually his student!!....that's why I think ppl were not ready to accept that AND her with "open arms" no matter how good she had performed after that. That's too bad lah...

 
If any Suria personnel is reading this, I'm suggesting these for the coming Anugerah:
1. Anugerah to be held 2yrs once - population too little to carve talents yearly
2. No more votes for contestants unless it's main objective is to find IDOLS! Too many "feelings" put in voting contestant OUT or IN!
3. Audience to VOTE FOR the written songs category - ultimately, audience have to like the song to accept it in the radio waves and in turn making the singers popular and so forth!
4. Also, can consider getting previous Anugerah winners from the host category eg Nadia Fazlini, Azam, Marina, Siti Zurariyah, etc.... to host the show to "really" bring in this "Anugerah" feeling to the show - there's no point in having sooooo many Anugerah's but the talents are not used in such shows!
5. Elaborating on the above, even the "guest singers" for the nite should come from previous Anugerah winners/contestants singing alone, or with the contestants - contestants get more "recognition" and another way to "showcase" his/her talent..

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

MOVIE NITE - SISTERS!
 
 
Based on RosmAmaN's recommendations and the fact that Supersize Me is ONLY available at Great World at 9.30pm! *sheesh!*, we went ahead to book tickets for Sisters. And WHAT a freak ass, stressful movie that was!!....to think that a 105mins movie felt like a 200-minute movie!!.......But at the end of the show, we kinda enjoyed it especially when our kuniang friend, *noneother than Tee* kept covering his freaking face with our popcorn bag!!.....That was soooo freakin hilarious!.....Me and Weileen will never forget our first movie "date" Tee!!!...hahahhahaa....shall we watch another one, of the same kind again?!...hahahhahaa.....

 
Also, bought a new bag for myself!.....very ME i must say!!.....actually, i wanted a kimono bag but it was too small for me size and when I saw this *the above first pic*, i immediately went for it!....Plus!, it matches my tissue holder-cum- wallet!... love it!!.....saved enuff later, I'll buy the bigger kimono bag which will suit me better!....Hah!

Monday, July 26, 2004

KUDOS to Ms NASTY!

My new, pretty shoes, which I'm never gonna wear again coz it gave me blisters and left a real, nasty ache on my heels!

 
I really wonder how on earth she manage to strut around Orchard with high heels!!....it's sooo freakin painful strutting around with my newly bought pair of shoes!!!.....My feet simply "gave way", i can't walk properly....i put on abt 4 plasters in less than an hr and had to spend the whole day juz sitting and talking instead of walking around, showing off my shoes!...hah!!.....KUDOS to you, dear Nazlin!......tell me, if you wanna buy my this pair of pink shoes!.....i ain't wearing it no more!!! :p

Saturday, July 24, 2004

Al-hamdulillah....everything went smoothly yesterday for my beloved grandfather's funeral..He passed away pretty peacefully, in his sleep, just like my late grandmother. Somehow, it gave me a sense of relief with his passing away because I felt his suffering - dealing with his pneumonia and being bed-ridden. Anyway, he has lived to a ripe, full age, at 106yrs old!....And being able to see his first great grandson. Rest in Peace, dear Tok...our prayers are with you...
 
 
A good "internet" friend got married yesterday....very sorry dear, wasn't able to make it for your wedding!....but do keep in touch even though you'll be pretty far away, soooon! ;-)

Thursday, July 22, 2004

IT'S A HOAX!!!


 
Bloody peepz who spread the news abt his death!!......it's sooooo "inhuman" to do tat!...they forget that he's got feelings is it?!...ARSES!!...and yes, RosmAmaN i'm deeply affected with the news coz i juz don't think it was rite!!....hahahhaha...but he's NOT my dream guy, k?!!....My dearie is!...and CLAY and Anuar are my IDOLS!!! :Þ

 
Today is such a shitty, tiring day at work!!.....no work but sooo many problems!!!....so, basically, our work has been solving problem after problem instead of doing our work!!......damn!!.....anyways, my dear Xena friend, thought that she's a real Xena...she's limping now and only NOW is she going for an X-ray!!...like I said, Pei - "a Xena ain't a Xena without her boots on, yah?!"....get well dear!...and we'll go out and celebrate that bday of yours!!!.....and dun forget to thank your daddy for that big toe? you're having, for your bday!!... :D

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

ANY MATE FOR MR SCRUBS, ANYONE?

 
 
Awww...poor Mr Scrubs - soooo alone! soooo in NEED of a "wham! bham!"...anyone has a Ms Scrubs to offer?...Mich, no matter what playground you build for him, it won't be enuff lah..like you say so yourself! - "he's lonely....he has got his needs!! WAHAHA!"
Monday, July 19, 2004
American Idol's William Hung
Found Dead of Heroin Overdose

7/13/2004 - Robert Krupto


Las Vegas, NV - Kitschy American Idol Star William Hung, famous for his botching of Ricky  Martin's "She Bangs," was found dead yesterday, apparently of an intentional heroin overdose. The announcement of his death sent shockwaves to the tens of people who still found him funny.
 

Ironically, Mr. Hung was found by a VH1 camera crew sent to begin filing "William Hung: Behind the 'Music.' Viacom immediately decided to rename the special: "William Hung: fifteen minutes till death."


Friends of Mr. Hung say he had become despondent in recent days. "I don't know, it's just so sad," said Ming Tse, one of Hung's former classmates at Stanford, "I heard him the other day on Snotbubble's Morning Madhouse; he kept trying to make William say things like 'me so horny' and 'hey sailor' while playing the sound of a bomb falling. I just know William was hurting inside when Snotbubble got him to say, 'you wanna some-e egg foo young-e.' It was so sad. I just think he was tired of the commercialization of it all."


Other friends, who had lost contact with him in recent weeks, feared he was becoming too
"Hollywood." "I'm not surprised he was on heroin," said Hung's engineering cohort Melvin
Samples, "I mean just two months ago we were out at our usual corner table at Smitty's, and
William actually went and talked to some girls. The next thing I know he's doing shots with some hipster guys; they were calling him 'Long Duck Dong' and making him say 'au-to-mo-bile.' From what I hear, it's not a long leap from that to heroin addiction."


Stanford's hippy population immediately misconstrued the situation and adopted Hung's death as a pet cause. "He was a victim of the corporate greed-machine, just like Kurt [Cobain] and Eddie [Vedder, who is actually still alive]," said one dreadlocked mourner outside the engineering department at Stanford University, where a makeshift memorial had been set up," he just wanted to sing, and Fox decided to turn him into this joke, man, this fucking joke. They just ate him up and spit him out. Fucking Bill O'Reily. I think it's because he was against the war." The last comment is apparently in reference to the fact that Hung once answered "no,
thank you" when asked whether he was "for or against the war in Iraq."


The Las Vegas police released part of his suicide note. It read, "I have no reason of living . . . my art which is my importance to the best everybody laugh to . . . I make end here . . . goodbye world of cruel."


Although Hung's immediate family disowned him seconds after his appearance on American  Idol, it is believed he has an aunt in Toledo, Ohio who will take care of funeral arrangements.
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Sad isn't it if this is true?....how could his family disown him just because he entered American Idol? Why is it that he's being made fun of over and over again? I tot tat he's passe and everyone will get over him oredi by now!.....hmmmmm.....but if this is NOT true, then, it IS a sick, cruel JOKE!.......


Monday, July 19, 2004

DRESS TO INFLUENCE!
 
Went to NUSS Guild Hse for the workshop and headed down to Pizza Hut to eat before "splurging" on this pair of really funky-looking-nazlin pair of shoes! 
   
I'm a romantic cum classic when it comes to personality!!...hahahah!!...choose one of these personality to dressing up!
1. The Dramatic - quite a "drama" queen; very confident and goes for a high fashion look.
2. The Romantic - loves people and anything pretty ; has a fetish of shoes and wiggles when she walks, giggles when she talks.
3.  The Classic - softly sophisticated and non-attention speaking; quality consicous ; avoids impulse buys; prefers structured suits and dislikes fuss and frills.
4. The Natural - girl-next-door; relaxed and friendly; most comfortable in jeans and T-shirts  
So which is you?!....pretty much all of us - Tee, Weileen, Fahma and myself are romantics!..like the trainer say - birds of a feather, flock together!.....hahhahahaha....OOOooH!..also, remember to wear all the right colours for yourself to look gooood! There's only 2 group of colours -
1. Warm colours - yellow based colours (darkest colour being brown; lightest being beige)
2. Cool colours - blue based colours (darkest colour being black; lightest being white)
So, when choosing the colours to match your clothings, make sure that all clothings are from the same based colours - warm or cool! ;) 
   
Niways, really lurrrrve the new shoes I bought for myself! Dearie went a bit nuts seeing it! (as expected and that's where my classic side comes in! My purchase is influenced by him!brrrrr....) It's juz tooooo funky and outrageous for me!..hahahhaa....but i'm pretty much sure Ms Nasty Naz will love it, rite Naz?!...hehehehehe.....

Saturday, July 17, 2004

I'm sorry that I was late..i'm sorry that you had to wait....i'm sorry that I got you pissed yesterday....And i'm sorry that you're still pissed this morning (or you seemed to be, anyway...) Not sure how we'll go from here onwards...I hope it wouldn't spoil our weekend coz it's tooo short a weekend to spend it being angry with each other.......i'm sorry, dear...............

Thursday, July 15, 2004

ACHING....ACHING...
I'm having the aches all over!...brrrr!!....i think i may be coming down with the flu or something..DARN TEE for spreading it to me!!....shucks!...but maybe it's also bcoz of the fact that I was laffing hysterically at someone earlier *must be retribution!! for laffing my head off at someone!!*...i think, i may have been laffing non-stop for the last 15mins of my lunch break!!....oooooh!!..tat was freakin hilarious i tell ya!...too bad I can't share the "joke" online!!....anyways, here's some evergreen pictures (who still makes me smile no matter how many times I've seen it!) to hopefully, cheer up your day! :)





Thanks RosmAmaN for these pictures!

CHIMERA
I'm lurrrrvinggg this show more and more!....I watched it last nite on AXN (TCS 5 is sooooo slow - by a season!! can faster or not? AXN going on to CSI Miami Part 2 liaoz!!).. Did you guys know that it is possible to have 2 DNAs in a person?!..it's related to this mythical being called Chimera - a mix of lion, goat and snake. it's sooooo scary when you come to think of it coz one may juz abuse this somewhat unique condition!....



This is the Chimera.


Wat they showed was how this guy used his condition to rape and kill his victims!...Somehow the CSI team could not connect him to the case as his DNA do not match the sperm found on the victim. His second victim identified him and was certain it was him but evidence did not prove him guilty so, they had to let him go and a few days later, this victim was raped again and killed!...only after examining him the second time round, did this oh-so-genius HEAD of CSI found out about his unique condition..Anyways, watch AXN on it's next rerun of this episode (Sunday, 1200)!..very intriguing!!!.....

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

GYM-ME A SCREAM!!!



My ears nearly burst hearing the girls in the court scream their lungs out, cheering for their school mates!!....quoted by my colleague - "gymnastics is really a lil' girl's game"!!....boy they can really scream!!!....and it's juz sooo amazing, looking at these small-bodied girls doing their "stuff" - bending their bodies and somersaulting in the air!!...it's juz soooooo.....amazing!! i would lurrrrve to try to do the balance beam - which, would have my knees feeling weak and wobbly and the vault - which would jiggle my fats and have the mat mooooving with every jump I take!...but then, again, i don't think i wanna trade in my huggable body with theirs!... wat would my dearie be hugging then?! :D

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

TO GIVE OR NOT TO GIVE?!
Well, my "dear" colleague's leaving and we're supposed to chip in $3 each for a present...Tee asked me this "so emilia are you gonnna give???"....and I tot DuuuHH!!...why not?!...charity lah....charity lah...and this is what he has to say:


"After all those nasty things XX had done to you ... oh you really have a BIG heart lor ... $3 can buy you a good meal you know ... and in some country you can even feed a child for a week ... don't think XX will appreciate lor ... and guess what ... XX leaving does not mark the end of XX you know ... XX will still be in your face and still getting on your nerve ... ... ... imagine XX call you up demanding for services ... ha ha ha ... XX will really piss ppl off man!!"



and in his next email:


"Well ... for the record I didn't bother ... I would rather feed a child for a week! To think that everytime XX walk pass me as thou I'm invisible just super piss me lor .. hate those ppl who thinks so highly of themselves and only relate themselves to ppl of simialr level or higher ... chey! It's good riddence to bad rubbish ..."



hahahaha..this is why it's soooo nice to have someone to bitch with everyday!...it juz keeps you sane, dealing with all these unwanted rubbish day in and day out....what would I do without you, Tee?!!!.....hahahhahaa

Monday, July 12, 2004

SEX AND THE CITY!
Love this show!!.....i'm hooked!!.....anyone have the show on hand?!!....it's soooo freakin farny!!...why isn't it shown on TCS5?....alamak!...dun understand!!..soooo educational and sooo entertaining!!.. :D
BABI PUKI's FACE!
Dearie sure have a way to handle the above-mentioned customer!!....I kept laughing my head off everytime i read his SMS...he rarely "blow up" to the extent of calling another that!!..anyways, this bitch, really deserved to be call that!!....she was sooooo bloody rude to dearie which I simply cannot tolerate!!......I would have given her a smack in da face had I been her neighbour or something!!.....she thinks he's a what?! - your dog or your son whom you can yell and scream at?!....and wat the fuck is wrong with putting his things on your bench?!...guess what she asked dearie? - "Don't your workplace teach you not to put your stuff on a customer's furniture?"...fuck You!!...the nerve of some ppl!!....like chef wan say "I'm still human, not some second class grade citizen!".


She's just deranged i'm telling ya!....she wouldn't let dearie out and he swore that if she kept him in there, he'd call the police!!...she die-die wanna talk to the freakin GM whom she didn't get to talk to of course!....told dearie in the face that she don't like his attitude!...Hallloooo!!!....take a good look at your babi puki's face first!!....waaaah!!..all these, dearie took it in his stride....he told her off in his "sweet face" - this is wat you call "service with a smile, with a hidden vengence!"....I think she can't get over the fact that dearie could still smile, and answer her politely without a flinch of rudeness but a LOT of sarcasm!!...hahahhaha....tell that to her fucking face, my dear!....


Hah!!....these ppl!!...they juz don't get it!!...if you're in a baaaad mood, go fucked up somewhere else and don't vent it out on someone whom you don't even fucking know!...be ashamed of yourself!..how would you like it if someone were to fuck your face up there and then?!...we know u're the customer, but you don't have every fucking right to put down our dignity like that!..
STRAIGHT, FLAT & SHORT!!
Just went for a rebond during the weekend..and urrrghh!!...hate my flat hair now but lurrrrve the pampering that my hair receives on that day!..how can dun like?!...two ppl fussing over me!!.. :D



ooooh!...my long, "beautiful", straight hair, after it's ironed; before THA cut!...


But now, kinda regretted asking the lady to snip off 3 inches of my hair!!..boooo-hooo!!!.....now, it's freakin short!...i nearly cried at the saloon looking at the length of my hair and thinking back at my sheer stupidity!!...brrrrrr!!....want my hair baaaackkkk!!!......so u guys, won't be seeing pictures of me, (if I can help it), for a month - till my hair grows out of this flat state it's in!!!...


SECOND AWARD WINNING LETTER
Got my second award winning letter today!....can't believe how much one need and/or could say when penning one's thoughts and when one is leaving!!..it's like - "look here! I've got "tons" of life-experiences moments to share with you guys!..sit up and LISTEN!" Well, i think you should listen to yourself go on and on giving us these "principles" as you call it, and reflect it on yourself!!.....

Thursday, July 08, 2004

WILD MEH???

I'm back from a break!!....enjoyed my time with the girls the yesterday but ain't enjoying the supposed wild water theme park!!.....The only wild thing abt yesterday was US!!....hahhahaha..had a "wild" time in water, taking zany pictures and all!!.....


Maybe it's juz us!....coz there were Qs on popular rides...we only ended up trying Ular-lah ride...zig-zagging down on a boat..the only "thrill" was the drop but after less than 1m down, we went like "da-di-da-di-da".....


And at nite, being our greedy selves bought lots of junkies to munch on..watched Amazing Race and it was sooooo good having that adrenaline rush watching the show!!..After which, we watched our rented DVD - The Scorpion King, (coz I got "How to lose a guy in 10 Days" and "10 things I hate about You" mixed up!!)...brrrrr!!.....and watched it...and me, being my sleepy self, slept a quarter past the movie!!....


We woke up pretty late today..check out time 10.30am...we woke up abt 9.30am!! with Xinyi telling us about her "nitemare"!!.......DUUUUH!!!.......hahahhahaa.....luckily it didn't rain yesterday but it sure rained the whole of today!!......


So, guys, overall, canlah....go for the fun of it...and not expect tooo much...me and dearie will go one day juz for fun...coz the "Shiok River" is really a "lazy pool" for me!...can juz rest there and laze and "sun tan"...too bad i didn't go any darker than I wanted to!!.....hmmm..maybe should go to the beach one day to get tanned!!....

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

You're a Manager
An analysis of me through choosing the colours that I most like and least like...


Your thoughts are about constructing something new. You are constantly looking at past experiences to see what was of value. Then you tell everyone what actions need to be taken or avoided.


The passionate you is charismatic, dedicated, affectionate-and big on hugs. You boldly dissociate from your expectations to see the truth of a situation. You get things done without ruffling feathers.
The centered you can see how to direct your life toward a greater inner peace. You are able to discern exactly what you need. When all is quiet within you recognize just what you want.
The emotional you needs to feel grounded. Reality can be disappointing. Accept each situation's truth and each person's motivation before you act. Ensure that your empowering determination is focused on agendas that can be accomplished.


Quiz anyone???
THE CASTRATION OF A LIL BLACK DOG
She is castrating her lil black dog!...or maybe, by now, has been castrated oredi!...poor thing!! According to owner, it is socially responsible to do so bcoz it may juz go rape other dogs!...As it is, it has tried to rape her legs!!..*hmmmmm*...And she found some transparent, slimy liquid some where at home and suspected that it's her dog's sperms... (well, for all we know, it may be her husband's!..hahahaha *courtesy of dearie*)


Another person told us that this is juz one of those periods where the dog have this urges or something after which, it will go away, well, true or not, me not sure...but me and dearie are totally against the idea of castrating it!..it juz isn't fair to the poor dog!..if humans have "needs" so would any other animals..why not her dog?!...juz let it "rape" some soft toy or something lah!...and when you bring it out, put on a leash!..If one day, ur husband decides to "rape" you every other nite, would you castrate it too?!......and I won't be surprise if your dog decides to end its life thru' suicidal..one dog is enuff!...if this dog does it, you and your husband should juz stop having pets at home!!..


THE CASE OF THE "TOUCHED" SEX TOYS!
A lady owner of a lot of sex toys (and I ain't kidding about a lot of it!), wants to secure her sex toys!!...she complained that someone is playing with it because she found sperm on a few of them!.... *hmmmmmm*... According to my source, she is freaky abt her security system..her locks are double, she's got "back-ups" on her security box..and all!..and now, she wants this security system for her sex toys!!.. ain't tat freaky!!...

Monday, July 05, 2004

WWW!!!....HERE WE COME!!...
weeeeee!!...the three girlies are going for a wet, wild fun!!....errrrrm..hopefully!... :D juz booked for their 2D1N offer stay and we're bunking in!!.. and yes, xinyi, you guys "booked" me alrite!..for the whole freaking nite!!.......let's have "mini, disposable bbq" at nite! wat say u guys?!..

Sunday, July 04, 2004

EVENTS of YESTERDAY!!....

A "highlight" of yesterday's events...click here for pictures..


MORE WEDDING PLANS!!
hahahha...more wedding plans to come!...yesterday, we met with our videographer and photographer, together with Yana and Ani..very impressed with their work esp their photography journalism and it's album that they're giving!...annnnd it's VERY light on our pockets!! - with the stuff that they give and the amount that we have to pay!!....and they're great ppl to be around with too...I'm definitely assured that they are serious in what they're doing!...too bad they dun have a website to showcase their works...but if you guys want their contact, email me! :D Thanks Ani for the recommendation!! Video and photography; checked!



Pix 1: Whose' rings are these?.. Pix 2: Oooh! Steamy eyes..what's she doing?! Pix 3: What's this? and Where's this?! Check out the answers HERE.

Saturday, July 03, 2004

MAKEOVER
Did a mini makeover on dear Fahma, yesterday..Her eyes are soooo farny!!..one side is a single eyelid while the other is a double eyelid!!..hahahaha...and she wants to learn how to use that double eyelid thingie so that we can use eyeliner on her..


But too bad...fahma didn't buy them and weileen didn't bring any...so, had to make do with that funny eyes of hers...so fahma, plsssss go buy that dbl eyelid tape so that your eyes won't look as funny and the eyeliner worked wonders to your eyes!! :D



Like the colours on your eyes! - but too bad, I didn't get to do a complete, full makeover on you!! Like we said, we'll do it the next time!! :D


ULTRA EXTREME MAKEOVER (UXM)
Someone went for his own UXM...hahhahahaa....had a gooood laff looking at this picture..this is my kuniang friend...awwwww!!..... :D





HER WORLD FASHION
This month's HER WORLD, critic some of the good and bad/worst dressers on the streets!!....looking at these pictures, girls beware!!...you may just be "clicked" while walking along Orchard Road on your bad-dress-sense day!!.. :Þ



I'm thinking twice of walking down Orchard Road..esp if I'm not feeling too good of my dressing... !! ;)


AMAZING RACE 5
It's soooo exciting!!...they're coming back on 5 and AXN on Wed, 5 July!...better watch AXN coz it starts at 8pm!!.. :D There's also a new rule or twist to the usual race rules of route marker, detour, roadblock and fast forward!..The new twist to the race is called 'Yield' whereby at a location on each leg of the race, one team may elect to force any other team to stop racing for a pre-determined period of time. COOL!!.. Check out Amazing Race's contestants and preview here...