MY NEW TOY..
oooooh!.. yes!!... juz got my new toy!!.. YAAAHoOO!!!!.... ;) i'm sooooo in lurrrve with it and i think it's such a freakin gooooood buy!!.... i juz, juz, hope it won't gimme problems!!!!..... *bleagh* so which new toy did i get myself???.....

Olympus mju 700

thanks honey!!!!!!...... for the belated bday present!... kekkekee.... love u lots! lots!!!! ;) for YOUR bday prezzie, it'll be another new toy too! *muacks!!*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARL!!

you are
.. 26 turn 27!
.. a husband
.. a property holder
.. only a year away from finishing your degree course..

the changes a year makes!

May you lead the life you've yearned for and i'll definitely always be there to pray for your

wealth, health and happiness..

I hope you'd give yourself the gift of life today and I'll promise to support you all the way..

HAPPY 1MTH ANNIVERSARY!!
Exactly a month ago, we were 1!... how time flies!.. till today, we still talked abt the wedding and how we wanna "relive" the moments of raja sehari.. hehehhee.... and i am very "kempunan" that i didn't get to pose with my favourite dinner outfit!!.... *boooo hoooo hoooo!*

but anyways, here we are today, a month on and still basking in glorious, wedded bliss... and while we were looking back at past albums, we came across this..

A declaration of his love, and his plans to marry me on 25.03.05, made on 07.03.00.

those were our "juvie" days... hehehhee.... it actually brought a tear to my eyes.... :')

love you Darl.. though we were 1yr late in our plans, it's always better late than never, aye??.... *muacks!!*

i still remember the day we met - that few minutes late attraction, that charming smile, the way you look at me that night.. the day you confessed your love and proposed to me - "Would you like to spend the rest of your life with me?" still rings in my ears.. and i can't believe that 7 years on, we made our dreams come true..

I could never ask for a better man.. Thank you, Darl, for loving me the way you do... Happy 1mth Anniversary!!... may the months and years that follows be as blissful as our first! ;)

REALITY CHECK
Did anyone watch True Files yesterday?!... gosh!.. really felt like bashing that man up!.... such a freak!!... wat kind of a man ties and rape a baby who looks barely a year old??.. isssssh!!!... for the sake of those who didn't catch the show last nite - not only was she raped, she then, got thrown into the rubbish chute - still alive!!!... alamak!!!.... really feel like bashing him up siah!.. i hope he got sodomised while he was inside!!!..... that'll served him rite!....

and i'm sure by now, there's also this sicko man - the one with 10 wives - as if that's not enuff - he had to rape his own daughters as well!!!.... in order to "protect" his daughters from contracting diseases from other men, it's best that they sleep with him??.... huh??!!.. wat kind of reasoning is that?!... i tot that if you're so pious, shouldn't you be leading your family to the right path?... and if how you have taught them was the right way, wouldn't they know what is right, and what is wrong?.. and how could a mother allow such a thing to happen to their own daughter??... were they sooooo brainwashed that one's maternal instinct was also washed away???.... urrrrgh!!!... it really disgusts me!

Over the weekend, had lunch with a good fren and was also given another reality check!.. kids nowadays are getting too smart for their own good!.. the system allows them to climb over the teachers' heads - teachers now are not given the "right" to scold them "harshly" or to hit them.. i remembered my time, when teachers are like our second parents. Not only do they scold us when we're wrong, they can also take a ruler and hit us with it if we're really notti!.. now, wat's happening, if you dun oredi know, the kids would go home, fabricate a story on why they were scolded and hit, and the teachers would get it!...

seriously, if the kids spent half the day at school and most would probably be seeing and spending time with the parents for only a few hours a day, shouldn't we allow the teachers to discipline our kids - as long as they dun abuse that power?.. teachers are there to "mould our children's future" aye??... but the sad reality is it seems, if parents are too over-protective over their kids, the kids will juz be a shadow of the parents and will never be as independent as we want them to be... :(

THE KEPO-NESS OF SOME PPL!...
they drive me crazy!.. first, they sigh and whine to my face abt the new policy.. then, now, they went behind my back and told our dearest EA that i've put her as the main contact person for any queries regarding the policy!...

the nerve of some ppl!!!... grrrrr... i've oredi tried explaining to this person that it's not what she thinks.. but everytime i try to explain, she cuts me off and say what she thinks it means!.. bleagh!... how idiotic can anyone be?!!!!!!!...... gah!. gah!. gah!....

and as expected, they were talking amg themselves coz suddenly, our dearest EA were approached by not one but two of them telling her the same thing!!.. "waaaaaah?!!... soooo concerned ah???..." i exclaimed!!!!!.... ciiiibaaaaiii!!!!!..... if you dunno a fucking thing, juz fucking shut up!!!... thank goodness our dearest EA is 100times smarter than them!!!..... urrrrgh!!... though they may "flock" together, thank god they're not "birds of a feather"!

U LOIKE??
YES!.. at last!!!!..... like my new layout????.. hehehe... new chapter, new beginnings, new layout lor..

I had a new look today too!... and i lurrrrve it!.. though some (u know who u are!) may disagree!... ;P spoil sport!... curled my hair today and i do look different... and i'm inspired to curl my hair more often now... anyways, my curly, wurly hair is growing out.. bleagh!... without my trusted instant hot-iron curlers at home, i'd have half-straight, half-curly wurly, hair!!!.....

my latest project now is to decide on Dearest bday prezzie!... grrrrrr!!.... i think so far, i have changed my mind 3 times!!!..... maybe i should give him the options and let him decide and then, purchase wateva he's decided later??.... OR i can simply give him 3 envelopes with the supposed "theme" sprawled across it and let him choose based on the "theme" surprise him with wat's inside the envelope?!... hmmmmm.........

FED-UP!
urrrrgh!.... my suppliers are killing me!... they're killing me inside OUT!.. and some ppl here, (i think) simply refused to understand that i've done my darnest to explain to those damn suppliers wateva our concerns/issues are!!!!!.... wat the fuck am i supposed to do if those damn fucked-up suppliers refuse to address our concerns/issues??!!!.....

FUCK!....

i've heard the sighs and the complaints on the new policy!!... yes.. yes.. i heard them all.. i also do lurrrrrrrrve to fucking sigh and complain to your faces but fuck! you couldn't understand, could you?!.... if you had, i wouldn't be hearing the same thing from you again. and again!

urrrrrgh!.. i'm fucking fed-up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............

nevermind......

My digi-cam wish list..

Wish 1: Nikon S4

Wish 2: Canon iXus 65

Wish 3: Olympus mju700

*sigh*.. would have to get one of these before our honeymoooon!.............

FAT! FAT! FAT!
I feel like i'm getting fatter by the day!.. BY THE DAY!.. gosh!!... :( ever since our wedding, I have been non-restrictive on my diet!.. hehehe... ;p and now, out of my OWN gluttony, I am feeling the kilos piling up and the babats protruding!.. urrrrgh!... i can't gain them kilos till at least after the 3 upcoming weddings i have to go to!!!!....

and i think that those 2 damn long weeks of "holidaying" for the wedding, has finally kicked in full force now.. coz i dun seem to be able to get up early in the mornings as easily as i used to!... is it because there's that warmth of that loved one beside you?.. or is it because of the late nites i've been spending, keeping him company in his preparation for his exams???.. hmmmm.....

and now, me at work??.. i'm juz feeling too darn lazy to do anything!!... i'm sooooo envious of Ms Sinus, who's now probably enjoying the comfort of her plush sofa, nursing the lil baby - enjoying the moments watching the lil' baby's abnormal, super-fast progress in growing up!... urrrrgh!!..... i'm soooo, sooooo, jealous!!!!... ;p

Anyways, to my dearest girlfriend, Izy - feeling the "heat" yet, dear?.. hehehhee.... appx 11 more days to D day!....... ;) holler if you need help eh??!....

SUPER SHORT WEEKEND..
It feels like the weekend went by like a breeze!!... my god!... super short siah!!... couldn't really feel like it was a holiday weekend!.... :( i'm soooo tired today!..... like super tired!!.... woke up like freakin late today (imagine an hour's late!!!)!... cut my berdandan time to half!... and sped thru the expressway gantry juz to make it on time to work!.. kwang.. kwang...kwang...

i think it must be yesterday's rain!.... we still got drenched even after "seeking" shelter at RosmAman's house!.. heheheh..... coz nearing our exit along TPE, it started to pour!!!!!... but ooooh!..at least i get to lepaskan rindu kat my only god-daughter!!! ;) she's now taking a while to get warmed up to us... but still oh-so-adorable!!... looking at her make me wanna have one of my own!... BUUUUTTT, dun keep asking when's our turn eh!.. had enuff of that over the weekend!!!..... ;( *stressness!...*

for everyone's info, we're NOT planning for 1 yet.. pls let us enjoy our moments - juz the 2 of us first!... we can't have babies when we've not had enuff of each other yet, mah!.. he's schooling and all.. and i can't possibly have a baby tat'll definitely distract him from his studies.. and i can't take care of the baby myself since i dun think i can handle the constant need to wake up in the middle of the night to feed or change him/her.. and can't really expect my Dearest to handle a fragile baby with his already lack of sleep lifestyle now... PLUS, there's really no one that i can think of that can take care of our baby since Mummy don't wanna quit her job - and i can't blame her coz i dun think i can afford to give her the same amt that she's getting now each mth.. :( and i'm NOT - in a million years - employing a maid or a nanny to take care of our baby!.. i'd rather quit my job (but i dun think i can do tat either!!)!.. so, in all practicality, a baby is out of the question - for now.. but if it comes sooner than we expect, we will definitely welcome it with open arms lah..

now, on to other stuffs... i'm soooooo freakin lost without my digi cam!... my cam is totally spoilt!... brrrrr!... sungguh tiiiiddaaaak!!... with the coming bonus, i shall get myself a digi cam - this i promise myself!.. ehhehee... urrrgh!.. when's the bonus?! more importantly though - how much bonus will I be getting?!... hmmmm.....

at last i manage to upload our wedding pictures... they're for your viewing pleasure... ;)

GOOD NEWS!
Supposed to put this up yest.. but didn't have time too... first up.. my bro had gotten his dream job. OUR dream job but he lived up to his dreams!.. DAMN!.. i'm jealous... howell!.. at least someone made it to be a *secret*... sorry ah.. can't tell it here since i'm not too sure if he wants me to announce it!.. but let's juz say that once he's on the job full-time, i may be able to get my cosmetics for less! ;) YAHOOOOO!!!!!.....

another good news is our new boss is officially in today.. and i can tell ya, he's GREAT!.. he seemed very sincere and we've got that confirmed by our very "critical" boss!.... so, weeeeeee!... not only has he got extremely great PR skills, he's quite a looker too!.... double weeeeee!!!.... and he's sitting in the office in front of me!!.... thank god he's not another Mr Fuck Face!.. kkkekekeke.... ;)

Other good news??.... not really... but if anyone wanna suggest to me which destination and/or planning our itenerary our honeymoon, plsssssss do!.... my choices are as follows but i've got a strong feeling it's either choice (a) or (b)......
a) Thailand - Shopping at Bangkok followed by Relax & Romance at Koh Samui
b) Bali - Spa & Romance at Lombok
c) Morocco - Adventure and Romance at Casablanca
d) Maldives - Relax & Romance at Maldives

Any suggestions as to which hotels in any of the above places are welcomed too!.... Prerequisite of rooms: Romantic atmosphere aka honeymoon suite!! :D

PICTURES GALORE!

I've got my pictures!! ;) and i'm simply lurrrrving them!... have been looking at all the "historical" moments of our wedding day since we got them!!..... and here's some of my favourites!!............

The handshake that sealed our marriage..



His oh-so-tender kiss caught on camera..



Our only gifts for each other..

My glorious hennai by none-other than the famous Jewel.. Her hennai lasted 1.5wks leh!.. The hennai on my legs are still quite visible!!...

The cute lil' favour that's oh-so-me! that I truly adore!



One of our favourite pictures..

And lastly, these are the GREAT forces behind the scenes to make our once-in-a-lifetime event a special and memorable one! ;)

Without them, i'm plain Jane!!!....



and..



Without these people, my wedding will not turn out the way it did!!!...

need more???.......

P & S SPREE
equiv to Peeing and Shitting Spree!..tat's wat i'm having now... for the umpteenth time, i had to empty my bladder and intestines!.. gosh!.. i've never shitted this much and this often, my entire life!... my bowels are in an active condition this past week!.. i guess the doc's "Loosen Stools" medication is really doing it's magic and i'm like shitting my ANEEEESSS off at least twice a day!!!... but the freakin pile is still jutting out down there!.. damn that stubborn one!!... *apologies if para is pretty graphic and errks u out!*

anyways, i'm extremely, extremely excited that we're gonna be getting our wedding pictures today!.. weeeee!!!...... i hope we get the digital shots today too!... i want them soft copies so that i can change my blog page!!!... ;)

at the same time, extremely worried abt my program.. it's like not getting anywhere!!!.... god pls help me!!!.... no one knows what's covered in this bloody program this yr!!... even if everything's finalised, the complete contract/policy will only be ready in abt a month's time!... gosh!.. i'm telling ya, next year, i'll start calling for quotations in January!.... can't believe it took this long to finalise everyting!!!!!!!!.....

ok.. now, here's something for your laffs... i msged Dearest before lunch to complain abt my visiting "Auntie".. but guess WHO i sent it to?!..... one of our Chiefs!!!... hahahhaa.... i can bet you, he must have JUMPED out of his seat when he read it coz this was wat i wrote:

"Alamak! Darling!! U fetching me rite? *censored!* *censored!* dunno got extra panties or not!"

hehhehehehe........ i hope he didn't pee in his pants!... kekekekke.... but actually, i'm now freakin embarassed to face him!!!.... fuck! i think i should juz delete all of the "big bosses" hp no in my hp now!!!.......

NEWS FLASH!
1. My beautician discovered a wart/growth/colloid at my back!.. damn it! she advised me to go see the doctor to confirm it.. coz it's definitely not a pimple!... i've actually noticed it for quite some time now.. i really tot it was a pimple.. coz when pressed, it felt sore!.. but a pimple would normally go away, rite?!... urrrgh!.. if it's confirmed that it's any of the 3, the doc will have it snipped!.. simple procedure, she said!... better go now before it gets any bigger!... urrrgh!!!... MC again?!.. bloody hell!!!

first, it was the drastic change of my skin condition. then it was my piles! now, this!!... and yesterday, juz discovered that my menses have changed it's pattern!.. urrrrgh!.. wat's next?!!... anyways, to get Ms Quirky mentally prepared, wanna let u know that I am definitely going for a surgery for my piles.. i dun wish to have it stuck in me when i deliver in the future!! ;) but worry not!.. it won't be soooo soon!.. i'll let you know once me and hubby are planning for one!.. hehehe..

2. A decision has been made on our home of 13yrs - SOLD! wonder who the lucky owners are now!... felt kinda sentimental when I heard the news!.... love the house! love the locations and love the neighbours!.... now, they have to go find another house.. they dun seem keen to stay here so looks like it'll still be rented out.. i juz hope that wherever they'll be later won't be too far away from our love nest!... *ahaiks!*

3. And it also looks like the old folks beat the newly weds to a honeymoon "race"!... hahhaha.. it is their umpteenth honeymoon and they're going to Prague!... when they first decided on Casablanca!! - i nearly died!.... Dearest, pls try to dig for leave too so that we can go far, far away for our honeymoon!!!!..... welllllll,wateva it is, that means, we're gonna get the car for abt 10 days at least!... weeeeee!!!.. ;)

4. We crowned our Miss Singapore Universe last nite and wat can I say?.. wat a letdown?!.. well, can't really blame the girls - the standards all the same, year after year, anyway!!!.... but the end of the program is sooooo fucked!.. really... did u guys notice, that there were 4 girls standing on stage when they announced the winner?!!!.... like HALLLOOOO?!!!.. so, who's 4th and 5th?!... and when there's 4 girls on stage, hudling together like that, you dun say "Miss Singapore Universe is ........... So that means Jade Seah is our ......." errrrr????..... that doesn'e mean anything!!!!...... there's no drama, no excitement in guessing who our Miss Singapore Universe was!!!... wat cock!... and i tot Jade Seah was our apparent winner with her oh-so-confident mannerism in the way she answers her question!... so is SHE the real Miss Singapore Universe, i wonder!.. and that girl got 3rd?!!!.... even Ms Bimbo-eyed girl gave a non-Bimbo answer to that question!!!..... and to think Bimbo-eyed is takin her Masters!.... kah.. kah.. kah...

5. Lunch with the girls was a blast - as usual! - action tak berlaki macam best gitu kan?!... talking cock and really bitching is soooo GIRL to do!.. hahahha.... but the bitching session really gave me an insight to how GREAT my girlfriends are (Yana, Ani, Nazrin & partners incl!)!!!..... Me and Dearest really dunno how to thank you guys enuff!!!..... Insya-allah one day, if it's not us who repay you guys, Allah will....

Speaking of which, there's sooo much things to say abt my wedding vendors esp one of them!!... even Dearest is vengeful!.. i simply dun understand how one does business!... i thought you draw such a thick, black line as to what you do and what you DON'T do? Just because I'm not taking your whole bloody expensive package, don't give you the right to screw our wedding!.. Wasn't it YOU who gave us the floor plan? Wasn't it with YOU we discussed how the layout and set-up of the place would be? Wasn't it with YOU that we discussed how our supposed custom-themed wedding dais would be? So how come at 5pm, the tbls and chairs were still not set up? how come your assistant was still asking where the reception table would be at? how come there's NOT ENUFF flowers/vines on the dais as I requested?!.... HOW COME?!!!.... too much!.. simply tooooo much!... juz because you're now newly employed, a full-time position, perhaps, doesn't give you the right to treat my wedding like a small pie!.. i know the commission earned in this new job is bigger than the amt i paid you but get this! - i PAID you for the job, and for sure, i expect a fucking GOOOD job done from you!!!... fuck!.. i'm sooooo fucking stupid to pay you that much money for something that I had all along been doing and even had my friends to run the program!.. i could have used that money to give them for the hard work they put in!....

i hope you dun forget that wat goes round, comes round!.. that's KARMA for you, girl!.. the whip of my tongue can be lethal!.. V.E.R.Y lethal!.. it actually has started to whip and lash to all the brides and grooms to be in Singapore.. *smirks* i'm not threatening.. but this juz serves as a reminder that the word of mouth can either be your best friend or your worst enemy!..

BEFORE I START THE DAY..
i wanna say out loud that my A-NESSSSS is killing me!!!... blardy hell the damn buah asir = constipation???... i dunno how to say it.. but yeah!.. wateva tat is, i'm freakin in pain!!!.... i clinch everytime i sit or even lie on my back.. i juz feel like having that swollen thingie OFF my A-NESSSSS!....

Fuck!... feel like taking MC today. But i can't!... Dearest wanted to send me to the doc this morning but can only make it at 10!!... DUUUH!... where can??.... but actually, me scared to go to the doc for this!... wat if he ask me to go for an op coz i've got piles?!.... bleagh!!..... scary tot! scary tot!!..... i hope it's not that!!!..... but i think i'm very much in risk of having that!.... :(

Ms Quirky may very well kill me if i go on long "leave" yet again!.... lagi scary!!.... DAMN!... it's fucking painful and I can't possibly be walking around oh-so-slowly rite?!.... fuck!...

Anyways, i've been wanting to say this since the weekend!.. no time!... and then, the IE at home refuse to open up any page even though it seemed that we're connected!... gah!!.... wat do i wanna say?... i wanna say that there's some peeps in the family that juz need some bitch-slapping!... we found out from mother (moi MIL) over the weekend, the full story on wat happened during our wedding, at the dapur ("kitchen")!...

We gave away ferrero chocs as our wedding favors over at his side, nicely wrapped in custom-made boxes. Dearest bought some 10 cartons = 160 T3s Ferrero at the last min in case those 1200 T3s we had packed were not enuff.. these 10 cartons were stored in the prayers "room" to be used once the nicely packed ones are finished. But GUESS WAT?!!! At 4pm, when Father (moi FIL) went in to get them, they were ALL GONE!!!.... *gasp!* wtf?!!!.... apparently, someone saw the person(s) who stole it but refuse to tell us who it is!... urrrgh!... even though it may oredi seemed like the crowd's thinning and all, but there are still guests who are strolling in and those chocs are meant for them!!!...... And mind you, those chocs aren't free!.. we bought it and it doesn't cost 10 cents!!!.... ;p

And then, we even had some who attended as guests, didn't even lift their fingers to help out in any way, took away MOST of the food left at the tbl w/o thinking or giving those kitchen helpers hard at work since Saturday, a thought!..... blardy inconsiderate!... wtf?!.... wateva balance of food should rightly go to those who's cooked and helped out in the kitchen!... they worked their guts out to prepare food for all to eat and wat do they get in return?!... only 2 dishes + briyani!!!..... whereas there were abt 7-8 dishes + kuih-muih (desserts) for the guests!... freak!... even though it's not our fault that the food had gone "missing", we still feel bad coz it was like such a bad thank you to the helpers - who, btw, happen to be Dearest's own uncles and aunties - after the wedding!... urrrrgh!!... and pls dun say that we dun have enuff food!.. coz we DID!!!... and mother saw these peeps and even chided them for taking sooo much food home!... but do they care?!... obviously NOT!... brainless morons!...

ooooh!... my blood boil juz typing these out!.... have they no shame at all?.. and it's not like we're not going to meet you anytime soon in the future!.. we are afterall relatives!.. gosh!.. well.. wat comes round, goes round!.. i believe in karma.. we will juz keep quiet abt it.. there's no point talking or pointing fingers coz it had happened!.. but this entry is juz to warn others that this may happen.. Sometimes, we wonder - if we can't trust our relative to be trustworthy towards their own relative, then who else can we trust?...