emiliAduka - this is our now..

ZERO HOUR
Watched zero hour last nite on discovery... and boy!....was i freakin scared!.... it's like the 2 boys, juz went around killing the innocent kids like as if they were dolls! literally!... they killed like a few kids who probably have A LOT more to offer... they're like only wat? 15? 17?... and they also killed a teacher - whom i tot was the perfect hero who would save the day!.... tat was tragic!...

looking at the faces killed, it's a wonder how one can think up of something so evil and un-human - almost like a cannibal!... the 2 boys looked definitely disturbed - in the home videos they created.. but wat made them the way they are?.. family? peers? environment? media? themselves?

i thank god i'm not elsewhere - where guns, bombs and anything else destructive is easily available.. often than not, i always wonder how my kids will grow up in the future? can we bring them up the way our parents did? or will they still be led astray no matter how much we instill our faith and beliefs in them?

The world has become somewat colourless and unhappy.. wat with all the terrorism that's happening around the world. the war. the hate?.. where is the love? the peace? the security we once lived in? it really felt like a long, long time since i last felt the colourful world i once lived in!...

even in the virtual world, there's too much hate. too much predators. too much insecurity.

I'm blessed to be where i am today - a house over my head, parents who care and feeds me, my darling fiance who loves and cherish me, groups of friends whom i've always managed to count on in wateva situation i'm in, employment to feed me and colleagues who cares!.. i'm happy juz to be in my own little world - my world of colours, love and joy everywhere...

but who am i kidding?.. tat's juz my tiny little world - a mere fraction to what the world really IS!... i still have to face LIFE as it is... the gloominess. the hate. the insecurity!... howell.. i shan't sulk on the unhappiness of things.. the world is unhappy because WE made it to be...