Wednesday, January 05, 2005

KIDS UP FOR ADOPTION
It's started with Mum asking Dad who gave him that SMS abt the 300 kids up for adoption from Aceh. After blah.. blah.. blah... Dad asked if we wanna get one of the kids! *a knock on the head!* WAAAAAT???!!!..... new member in the family? like is he for real?..... who's gonna take care of this kid? can i love him/her like my own? errrrrrr......

BUT, if we don't take them, then who will?.... they're all alone.. in that few short moments, they've been stripped off everything!.. suddenly, no parents to care for them.. no one to depend on.... *dilemma! dilemma!*....

Dad seemed ernest to take one.... Mom on the other hand, is definitely not too keen!... i'm torn.. and i wonder wat lil' bro gonna say but i'm pretty sure if it's a baby, he'd say yes immediately!... i told Dad that if he really wanna take one, take a kid who's a year or younger.. i dun want a 2-3yr old kid who's got a mind of it's own oredi... coz tat's complication.. u know?... coz we dunno what kind of background they come from and all... it'll be a tad harder to nurture them as our own than an infant who's innocent and growing...

However, the same nagging tot came back - Wat if i can't love this being as my own?... Dearie told me abt how kesian they are... yadidadida.... But I feel that even if we take them and shower them with all the $$ in the world, it doesn't make sense if we can't give them the most impt thing in the world - LOVE!.... without love, the kid can't grow "properly" - if you know wat i mean.... oh well!... it's difficult.. but i think Dad's juz thinking the thought out loud.. coz like Mom said, if he wants to take one, he's gonna have to take care of it!.... hmmmmm........

HOME ALONE..
Mom and Dad's departure for Haj is nearing... NEXT WEEK! gosh!... tat's like freakin fast!... hmmm... sooooo not looking forward to doing the laundry, having to cook for myself, feed the fishes (which i never fail to forget everytime they're away!) and water the plants (which i almost always fail to forget as well!) ..... but i'm oh-so-looking forward to having the car and not worrying where we can go for lunch!... hahahahha... ;) but nonetheless, i'm extremely happy they've got the "calling" at last to go... and i hope that they'll pray that me and Dearie would be able to get married sooner than expected and as "peacefully" - without much financial difficulty as possible.. insya-allah!.... hehehehehee....... and Mom, bring back their inai plsssss!!!.....

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