Bisikan bayu mengingatkan segala dosa yang aku lakukan
Kesalku masih tak berakhir
Hinggakan tiada kesudahan
Apakah masih hatimu berdendam?
Maafkanlah aku, kasih...
Masih dapat kurasakan kehangatan cintamu padaku
Usah biarkan diriku menderita dalam sendirian
Tak mampu ku tahan gelora di jiwa
Hanyalah kau di dalam hatiku ini
Kurindukan tawamu dan kurindukan belaianmu
Masih dapat aku rasakan getaran menyentuh jiwaku...
Found the above poem, along with a letter whilst digging through my pile of old letters and cards from friends and some "other" people.....I know tis is disturbing, but the above really disturbed (and moved me at the same time)me.....again......well, how can one forget one's first love, aye?.....yup!...he's my first love.....Didn't wanna share but had to let it out.....
I supposed, I'm feeling kinda sad myself today....and that's y feeling mushy and all..........haiz.......it's that time of the year again!...And I'm cold.............and lonely!....But for the sake of love, i shall persevere and will get thru this....it'll be over before I know it!............
...........It's juz not a good day today!......tot I could get hold of the T630!....was sooooo looking forward to it!....and it's going at such a freakin gooooood price!!!........but hell no!...got stumped in the face when the guy told me that I have to complete my contract first (which is like in freakin October!!) before I can purchase that fon at wateva price they're offering!!!....i hope my fon's gonna be a gooood baby till Oct and NOT give me any problems till then!.....
.............Went to Banquet to eat their Jap food....was sooooo looking forward to eating that too!!....and guess wat?!?!....I've had to wait for a good 20mins (or more) before I get my food!!!!.......I was freakin fumin mad!!!!....If it's NOT because I've paid for the food, I would have cancelled the bloody order!!......MORONS!.......the thing that made me really mad was the fact that the girl was "acting cute" and flirting with the guy (these are the workers of the stall)!!!....PLUS she had to sashay her back to the kitchen everytime - - toa and fro, to and fro....!!!....HALLLLLOOOO???!!!!...ppl are waiting for their food??!........
............And to top the nite off, Paula had to choose Leah to be in the finals!!!!!!..........that's a freakin cibai-niac thing to do!!...................soooooooo pissed with that decision!!!.......Suzy Vulaca (sang I Will Survive) should've entered the finals!!!.......aaaaaarrrrrgggghhh!!!............wat in the world was she thinking?!?!....does she love that song tooo much to even care who actually sings that song??!!......she picked Trenyce last year to enter the finals in their Wildcard show....but that was fine coz Trenyce did a fine job singing that song!....But Leah...........she's disturbing!!.....chills went down my spine hearing her sing!!.....that's not the good kinda chills but the bad ones that left an almost numb sensation in the ears....
Hope to end off the week with a "BANG" as promised by TCS 5 tomorrow!!......can't actually wait for my two favourite shows, back-to-back!.......weeeeeeeee!!!.......
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