emiliAduka - this is our now..

DECISIONS... DECISIONS..
Getting married is really not easy eh?... hmmmm...... i've got 2 choices of venue now.. choice A is big but old, nearer but not so accessible.. choice B is small but newer, further but accessible, has a nice stage with the stairs in front but i cannot make my entrance (i shall refrain from saying "grand" as it may not be grand and Sahiril will kacau me non-stop!).. definitely, space is a factor.. we need to fit 64 tables (of 8 pax ea) in a place.. plus the reception, the makan space, etc.. etc... errrrr....... dun think can fit choice B lor... so, i think, it's back to choice A....

then, dearest is also facing this minor crisis.. to extend the block or to have marquee for his side of the wedding... the extend, is cheaper.. but if we're to erect a marquee for all the guests, it'd be waaaayyy toooo expensive!.... hmmmm..... but then, looking at his block of flat, it's a bit too ambitious to have tables under the void deck lor.. but howell, we're praying for the best!.. and hopefully, the best means only to extend out the block!...

there's also this painful decision to buy a house or not to buy a house!.... i heard tat we may be asked to pay cash next year for new houses.. and if this happens, i'd rather buy a house end of the year juz to escape the cash payment.. but then eh... dearest said that since we'll still be bogged down with financial burden, we may not be able to live in it till a bit later.... hmmm... tak shiok kan cam tu?!.... so how like tat?.....

there's also this conscious decision to lose weight by 16 Sept!.... need to look good in my photos!.... tat's like a mere 1.5mths away!..... i can either go on a fast for the next 2 wks and then cut down on my food intake.. OR make the decision to look fat but still (of course!) look absolutely fantabulous - it's the confidence that matters, anyways!.. ahhahaha..... errrr..... like i've told someone.. i dun mind having fatty disposition anywhere from shoulders down - there's always the corset!... but i need to get rid of my fatty, tembam cheeks!!.... so which one shall i decision should i make??..... hmmmmm......