emiliAduka - this is our now..

A LOSS
I received a msg from a dear fren yest morning informing me of the departure of her mother.. i was at a total loss of words.. coz i couldn't believe it at all.. i knew the mother as a sweet, cheerful, bubbly character.. and not tat i know she's suffering from any disease..

anyways, i was in a whole day freakin mtg and got a bit stunned at the news... but it only finally sank in a good 10mins after receiving it... it suddenly dawned on me tat my mummy can also go anytime too.. i think i'm still too young to lose my mummy!!!.... still need to learn somethings from her and i still need to do somethings for her as well....

i juz cannot imagine if she were to die suddenly without "advance notice"..

to tat dear fren, be strong girl.. i can only imagine how distraught and sorrowful u must be feeling now.. but rest assured, your mom is in a better place with Him.. you're carrying your no. 2 so plssss take care of yourself, k?... i'm sure she only want your prayers and not see your tears... and being sad will only affect the baby.. so cheer up, chin up yah.... our prayers are for her tonite...