CAMAT AYI AYE!....
A different schedule of events this year... the feeling of raya-ness a bit different.. with the lost of our paternal grandparents, the family (or perhaps, more so the mom) decides to organise a get-together at our house instead...
So, off we went in the morning to nyayi's house first.. but mom and dad couldn't stay long for the food was coming sooooon!.. so there i was, stayed practically the whole day, enjoying the company of my aunts and cuzzins and working on my make-up skills! (hah!)...
Back at home, the house was buzzing with activity as we had guests after guests of mom and dad.. your usual, regular guests talking their hearts out and doing a lot of catching up.. Dinner-time, dad's siblings came over for the get-together... and somehow, it felt different without nenek asking me where's dearie, when and where we getting married; while tok would be laying on the bed in one corner, sleeping or perhaps actually juz listening to the conversation all around him... hmmmmmm.....
It was also a different feeling; couldn't go to dearie's house on the first day.. felt guilty for not going but couldn't leave too with all the guests in the house... and now, two days passed without meeting him... sooooooo missing him now... he's got papers tml and it's the last!... cross fingers it'll go well for him... after that, it's hooray! hooray!... yeay!!....
A different schedule of events this year... the feeling of raya-ness a bit different.. with the lost of our paternal grandparents, the family (or perhaps, more so the mom) decides to organise a get-together at our house instead...
So, off we went in the morning to nyayi's house first.. but mom and dad couldn't stay long for the food was coming sooooon!.. so there i was, stayed practically the whole day, enjoying the company of my aunts and cuzzins and working on my make-up skills! (hah!)...
Back at home, the house was buzzing with activity as we had guests after guests of mom and dad.. your usual, regular guests talking their hearts out and doing a lot of catching up.. Dinner-time, dad's siblings came over for the get-together... and somehow, it felt different without nenek asking me where's dearie, when and where we getting married; while tok would be laying on the bed in one corner, sleeping or perhaps actually juz listening to the conversation all around him... hmmmmmm.....
It was also a different feeling; couldn't go to dearie's house on the first day.. felt guilty for not going but couldn't leave too with all the guests in the house... and now, two days passed without meeting him... sooooooo missing him now... he's got papers tml and it's the last!... cross fingers it'll go well for him... after that, it's hooray! hooray!... yeay!!....
A THOUGHT...
A tot came to mind the other day... it's like we normally seek forgiveness with each other among our Muslim brothers and sisters... hmmmm.... didn't cross our (or maybe it's juz me!?) mind(s) to seek forgiveness from my non-Muslim friends.... so here it is.....
To my dear non-Muslim frenz....
on this good day and month, i'd like to seek your forgiveness should there was a day or two in the past years and beyond, which I may not be in my angelic self *flutters eye-lashes*... bygones, yah?..
P/S: To my cuzzin in London, here's from us to you!.... *muuacks!*
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