2 days!.. 2 days!..
oh dear!... 2 more days and i'm someone else's WIFE?!... WIFE?!.... shucks!... i AM having the jitters.. first it's how the whole wedding would go - it will highly likely have glitches.. but is everything almost like settled?.. hmmmm.... my chair!... bleagh!.. very irritated with the shipping company that ships my chair!... blardy hell!... howell!...
then, secondly, my responsibility as a wife... i think i can handle it lah... i juz have to say bye-bye to my baby smooth skin hands!.... (ahaks!.. tat's bcoz i've not really done any hard-core chores for abt 25 yrs now! hehhee... *lazy hippo, me!*).. but the one thing that i'm really kind of afraid of is "going against" my hubby... i've almost everytime had my way - i'm pretty stubborn, i must say!... wat if he dun allow me to do something, and i go against it?... errrrr....... berdosa kan aku??.... hmmmm.....
but at the same time, i can't wait for us to get married!.. i can't wait to be called Mrs Aduka!...i can't wait for us to really share lifetime together till we're old and wrinkled - surrounded by out children and grandchildren.. hah!.. tat's another thing!... children??!!.... hmmmm..... when will i ever be ready to be pregnant???!!..... brrrr... u see.. having children is GREAT!.. i think i can handle that!... but being pregnant and going thru the delivery is hmmmmm..... macam scary gitu seeing the rest went thru it!... :(
howell!... ok.. i will hibernate for the time-being - i think!.. hehehe... let's see if these thoughts and fingers can keep to themselves till after the 26th!... ;) before i go hibernate, i would like to apologise to all who may have been left out in my invitation list... truly sorry.. we only have 300 seats for the dinner and hence, had to carefully choose our guests. truly sorry....
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