emiliAduka - this is our now..

PAINFUL..
Took half day leave yest to take care of Eshan.. and it's confirm that he's got HFMD. There were no spots looking like chicken pox anywhere on his body. Even the HFMD rashes were no where in sight on his hands/feet. but i saw them appearing in the evening.. apalah nasib.. one got Chicken pox.. while the other has HFMD!

it's soooo, sooooo heart-wrenching to see him cry out in pain.. and it must be damn excruciating coz when it gets unbearable, he'll ask for the medicine (which he hate!).. i had to put on a brave front for him but crumbled when he sleeps.. :( i would trade my life to be in his shoes and spare him the pain.. really. And the blardy rashes keep coming up coz from being at his tongue and cheeks, it accumulated to the back of his mouth and lips.. he asked for food but he can't eat them coz it's too painful to chew and swallow..

god forbid this to happen to Anousha or to any other kids.. i still remembered an ex-colleague comment when SHE had chicken pox "feels like a thousand razor blades scratching the throat/mouth".. thousand ouches!!... if she, an adult felt tat way, wat more a kid? so, pls dear parents.. exercise social responsibility pls.. be hygienic and keep your sick child away from public till he/she is fully recovered, can??...

and bcoz i dun want this to spread to Anousha, i had to make a stern stand to separate both siblings.. so, she was at mummy's the whole day yest w/o seeing us.. poor thing.. i could only make it to mummy's at abt 11-ish pm coz it was sch-day for Dearest.. had to wait for him to come back, wash up and all before i can leave.. apparently, Anousha was up till 10.30ish; waiting for me coz she kept calling for "ma" and "abang".. ev'time they say mama's home, she would go to the door to look out for me.. haiizzzz... it's making me tear juz imagining her face now..

Only God knows what they're going thru and i pray with all my might for..

..Eshan to recover real soon and be his normal self..

..Anousha to be able to play with her brother and join us at home..

..Both me and Dearest to have the strength and immunity to go through this and not be sick while caring for them..



Amiiinn....